Waste of Time
Broken victim of disaster
Broken victim of un-passion
Fade between the dream
Visions of another day
Contradiction of compassion
Where is the love that ........... get at what you depend in descend ...... for life and what nightmare can prepare me, what you try to do ............. your never good enough, never to be gone, never could you see - victim of what you kill to receive, so get it hear what you said in my mind, gotta wonder if I'm liv'n or I'm just do'n time
(samples)
'It's just a waste of time' 'Everyone it's just a waste of time' 'Don't waste my time' -Klay Scott
Refractor
Manipulate my thinking
Sweet refractor I'm indebted to you
The sky breaks forth to shed it's tears
(samples)
'Everything is proceeding as planed'
Yurasuka
Stifled cries that consume me now
Perfectly destroyed - perfectly removed
Castaway don't forget to crucify and fall prey to the voodoo
Yurasuka
In my shelter goin helter skelter in my mind
Chasm
Lost among the recesses of the undefined Seemingly endless is the fall No sure warning ever heard - you are fragile
When you expect the pain, nothing more to ascertain Victim of the killer seething in the deepest mind Steadily falling out of line
Don't leave me here
(samples)
'And that is right. No not right, necessary'
Blindeye
Unblimished traces of blind conceit
I won't bind your kind to the outside of reality
Diverse divisions of lasting kind
You favor regression
(samples)
'Get out of there!'
'loss....you say that real pain, real suffering, look what you've lost. Loss of family, loss of love, loss of the things that matter most.'
'You've got no brains. Because there are no storybook romances, no fairy tale endings. Before you run out and change the world ask yourself, what do you really want?"
Mesmerized
These hollow bones before you bear
As time passes me by
Both of damaged soul
Words have always failed, and so have I. I try to make any sort of difference. Find ..... in the end I wait, I see you ...... and you do, and so will I, and it can never be repaired. ...... hard existed. Feels so much yet so little. No more last regrets this final action that can never be forgiven, never, by anyone. Never, by myself ...... I can never live to see the light of any kind of day. Again, and again I fall down, and there seems a final time. The only obstacle of this is you ..... as it seems, the one I should hate the most is the one who shows me the most concern and love. Nevermind the definition of that word. My thoughts words can't understand. I realize now I have begun ........
You Are Fragile
You are fragile!!
Chasm (Version 2.1.0)
When you expect the pain, nothing more to ascertain You are fragile
Lost among the recesses of the undefined Seemingly endless is the fall No sure warning ever heard - you are fragile Deadly chasm open wide
Victim of the killer seething in the deepest mind Steadily falling out of line
Sweet refractor I'm indebted to you (samples)
'..... you're doing fine' 'You're doing lousy, just like when I was a boy. Nobody cares nobody tries .....'
'And that is right. No not right, necessary'
'Who to?' 'God' 'This is useless'
Refractor (Version 3.2.1)
Sweet refractor I'm indebted to you
Manipulate my thinking
The sky breaks forth to shed it's tears
Sweet refractor I'm indebted to you
Don't leave me here
(samples)
'Everything is proceeding as planed'
Levler 1 (Easier to Hate)
You came and made me fragile
Sweet refractor I'm indebted to you
Hate Opened Wide
You came and made me one of your kind
(samples)
'Everything is proceeding as planed'
Levler 2 (Alone to Die)
You are fragile!
Deadly Love (Censored Version)
When you expect it, oh the pain
1. Waste of Time
2. Refractor
3. Yurasuka
4. Babylon
5. Chasm
6. Thulcandra
7. Blindeye
8. Mesmerized
9. Prelandra
10. You Are Fragile
1.1 Chasm (Version 2.1.0)
1.2 Refractor (Version 3.2.1)
1.3 Levler 1 (Easier to Hate)
1.4 Hate Opened Wide
1.5 Levler 2 (Alone to Die)
1.6 Deadly Love (Censored Version)
An affliction of a broken mind
Scrape the soul for something useful
Won't leave me with too much left to find
Broken system of a broken mind
Cauterize communication
Reinsure that failure's realigned
A life begins to shout
And live without a doubt
Contaminated lullaby - misguided
Are far from the sublime
Nothing left for me to say
It's just a waste of time
I listen to your words replay
Forever in my mind
Shut your mouth and go away
It's just a waste of time
Coexisting within apathy
Time to face that life's becoming
None of what I wanted it to be.....
As you help me speak my mind
And you make decisions as your vision
Only helps to keep me blind
Trampled cleanly underfoot
While I'm to stay where I am put
As you quickly run to your own safety
Leaving me here all alone to die
For your need in choosing me to be the one to subdue
I so much to think of when a push comes to shove
B/C I know now that it's easier to hate then love
Upon your broken once again
Stifled laughter quickly turns to sorrow
As beginning runs to end
There's a missing piece you've left inside me
Nothing seems to fill the void
Oh God I long to feel the peace again
And see the hate destroyed
Cannot shake them from my hand
How can I wipe away the tears
There is so much blood upon my hands, forever
Breathing living death - tasting what I choose
To never be the same - and never to amend
The dying of a heart - and losing of a friend
I've lost my only friend
Get it for a sucker that's a sucker like me
What you do what you say and what you play won't
Release them scars out of you
To your crimes you are slave take to the grave
What you coulda shoulda forgave
And forgot what you not and what you'll never be
Deadend for a sucker that's a sucker like me
My kind is confined to the disinclined who Cannot communicate
Or never seem to fit clean into society's spine
Here's to a life gone before it began
A deadman marathon dead babylon man
(don't forget) what you are and what you'll never be
Deadend for a sucker that's a sucker like me...
Ethereal psychotic haze
No stable memories to recall
You came and took the rest of them all
When you respect the lie, deadly chasm open wide
Ever existing out of phase
No trace of living left to find
You came and made me one of your kind
Please don't leave me here
You gave me so much to fear
You left me with such pretty scars
Assume your places on scoffer's seat
Consuming hatred you hide behind
Contaminate the simple mind
Dismissing your blindeye won't be enough for me
Reckless decisions speak lack of spine
From social mores indemnified
Destined to vision through blindeye
An act of oppression
A blow from behind
Render useless the mind
(top)
And the secret sins, I'd never shared
Felt myself slipping away
Into someone who could understand be my only friend
You leave me mesmerized
And of lifeless heart
.... how you have shown
and the place to start
Felt myself stripping away
From what I've held to for so long I've just begun to fail
When you respect the lie, deadly chasm open wide
Ethereal psychotic haze
No stable memories to recall
You came and took the rest of them all
Ever existing out of phase
No trace of living left to find
You came and made me one of your kind
No sure warning ever heard - you are fragile
For your need in choosing me to be the one to subdue
I so much to think of when a push comes to shove
B/C I know now that it's easier to hate then love
As you help me speak my mind
And you make decisions as your vision
Only helps to keep me blind
Trampled cleanly underfoot
While I'm to stay where I am put
As you quickly run to your own safety
Leaving me here all alone to die
Upon your broken once again
Stifled laughter quickly turns to sorrow
As beginning runs to end
There's a missing piece you've left inside me
Nothing seems to fill the void
Oh God I long to feel the peace again
And see the hate destroyed
For your need in choosing me to be the one to subdue
I so much to think of when a push comes to shove
B/C I know now that it's easier to hate then love
Please don't leave me here
You gave me so much to fear
You left me with such great scars
For your need in choosing me to be the one to subdue
I so much to think of when a push comes to shove
B/C I know now that it's easier to hate then love
When you expect the pain - fragile
Sweet refractor I'm indebted to you
Deadly chasm open wide
You came and made me one of your kind
Seemingly endless is the fall
No stable memories to recall
There's nothing more to ascertain
And I so much to think of when push comes to shove
Cause you've shown me how it's easier to hate than love