13. MISanthROPE
14-16 Skin Shed
17. DOOMsayer
18. uFFern
19-25 blank
26. phone conversation
27-28 blank
29. distorted vocal noise
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34. DOOMsayer (reprise)
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13. MISanthROPE 14-16 Skin Shed 17. DOOMsayer 18. uFFern 19-25 blank 26. phone conversation 27-28 blank 29. distorted vocal noise 30-33 blank 34. DOOMsayer (reprise) |
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ReFuGe
Here it is, my life. My pain now lays before your feet. Listen to these words and do with them what you will, though I ask you to curse judgments fist and open your mind to my greatest fears. For this world has beaten me down, and I've shed more than my share of tears. So with that in mind I greet you into a reality of nothingness and bitter dark, and welcome you to my home of escape, my refuge, Argyle Park.
HeAdscReW
Merciful and merciless, Victim
Resisting, persisting, unspoken and held within
With my soul at rest I will no longer grieve
Violation is universal perversion is a common thing (samples)
'Keep Moving' -Escape From New York
'It wasn't supposed to be real!
'It doesn't make any sense.
agonY
You entered in left me no life to live So many questions with NO solutions
My head is crushed under the weight
Above the pain the mask I'm forced to wear AGONY
(samples)
'You don't expect to live in this place without it leaving its mark do ya? If you do your living in a dream land boy.'
'I can taste your pain.' 'Your next!'
SCarrEd FoR liFe
Impassive, unaware, in peril, unprepared
You never told me you never cared
Intimidate, expansion, in dispose, expulsion
Regression, Misdirect, Repression, Misguided (samples)
'Attention, you are now entering the demarkation area. You now have the option to terminate and be cremated on the premisses'
'All your imperialist weapons and lies can't save you now. We're going down! We're going to crash!' -Brainscan
'Once you're inside you're on your own.' -Brainscan
'This place will now be your holding pen till death. Because death is the only way out. There is no chance of reprieve here, no possibility of escape. You are condemned. Either except it or die.' -Escape From New York
A burDens foLLy
Still born dead soul rotting from within
I say my pain has become a heavy weight
CirCle
The circle, a beautiful ..... who's stays the same. Caught within ..... Swirl of ...... trickles into the perished earth below. Provides the nourishment for that which is done. Vain, all seems vain. And I stare at the curved shaped room.
LEave ME aLONe
Push shove your always in my face
LEAVE ME ALONE
You have enough problems of your own
This one is mine
I've seen the scars
(samples)
'It's healthy for you to express your anger.'
'I don't know how all this started'
'Wait for him but don't do this!'
'I don't know how all this started but in my religion, when something happens that makes the world go to a better place then it was before, and I know that God had something to do with it. I don't ask him questions. In my religion too Mr Harris.'
VIOLENT
Clouds are gathering above You made me Violent
Rain is mixed with blood
I've taken what you've told me
(samples)
'It's healthy for you to express your anger.'
'IT'S COMING!!' - Alien 3
DieseL
d - D
GUTTERbOY
Sorrow in my heart
I am I am
Well it was hard to accept that you would leave me to die
og
Ricky, I've got the dog food for ya, and ahh, your a good kid, so stay out of trouble. The rain man is coming. I'm on the train. I'm on the train. There are three people on the train. ..... Where are you? I bet you can't sing spider man, spider man, bet ya can't sing spider man. Spider man, spider man, bet ya can't sing spider man. Oh Ricky, its your bass player, on the train, coming to get ya!
MISanthROPE
(samples)
'I'm gonna help all of you cleanse this diseased planet.' 'Devil's game' 'Warning!'
'This universe is mine.' 'I am your god here!'
'Find a way out or die!'
Skin Shed
Heavy in your hands
Now its time for suffering
I see no answer I should have know
falling - letting - crawling - shedding
Leave me what I am
(samples)
'Where is your friend'
'Shoot that techno.'
'Some things are better left unsaid.'
'I want to know all your secrets'
DOOMsayer
Doomsayer
So come on back track slack
.....speak your doom
phone conversation
Techno sonic bass ok, do it ump. ump. ump. ok right comes in after like about like two or three seconds of that come in with some marching drums. dulunta. dulunta. You know whatever that is, something that goes in time with the ump. ump. ump. ump. ummmm, come in ummmmm, that happens (humming) then a kinda like ummm orchestra hit some thing like (humming) .... techno u huh a little techno stuff you know with some guitars going you know (humming) you know like a, kinda like distory kind of not very sick sounding kind of stuff like that ok you know what I'm talking about.um huh ..... chordy, all chords you know. Comes in with that, ummmm, I lost track, oh, (humming) all stuff like that all the sudden it would be like (humming down to rumbling) static, feedback, screams, like from out of nowhere right You know all this kind of crap just comes in and then you know still that ump.ump.ump. you know that pretty basically be throughout the whole entire song I guess um huh and then ahhh, thats all I thought of. Oh, that's it? I guess. Where does it go from there? Ummm, more techno. Oh, ok What do you think? Sounds good to me. (laughing) I mean you just wrote the song yourself right there, what do you need me for? I just wrote, I just didn't have a trainer, it's like, it would be pretty cool just a ump. ump. ump. ump. and I'm like yea you know that's kinda boring but like we could get some marching drums you know daluntata daluntata (laughing) something like that would be really cool, and then, whats this?
DOOMsayer (reprise)
Why didn't anyone care enough to let you know? If they did would they have lied anyway? Never believe they'll only tell you what you think you want to hear. All tall and pompous and grand. Standing on the alters of our feelings. Feeding us rotting meat and sour milk when all we ask for is bread and wine. Liars! All of you! You've led me down the path of destruction, deceiving me, hiding all the real facts, hurting those close to me. So run my brothers and sisters, cause it's all gonna burn; and nothing, NOTHING will put out the flames! And as it burns I'll praise God for His wrath and forgiveness, and warm my frozen blood with the heat, and feed my soul with the burnt flesh, of our ONCE GREAT LEADERS!!
Sound mind and insane are rearranged
To fit the mold, a truth untold
Liar refractor
Of childhood memories and thoughts of the past
For a new path now stands before me
And I will carry this burden though
Knowing how to carry it is foreign to this child's mind.
So with no direction, I begin this long nights journey
And pray that I survive this life without any harm.
Deception can be found in light and dark place
The heart is wicked desperately
The closest friend can be the darkest enemy
Unguarded hearts over powered
Remember the devil is a stalking lion
To you he may devour
Real, unreal whats the difference?
There's a difference o.k.
There's a big difference!' -Brainscan
It doesn't have to make sense!'-Brainscan
You made me feel I have no good to give
You've stripped away any normality
A life in hell is my reality
Of all the pain you've helped create
Looking for something I have yet to find
Sanity and peace of mind god knows I've tried
Beneath the same the cross that I must bear
I will not trust I'm so afraid to feel
Prospering wound that seems will never heal
You never showed me what I would face out there
A burdens folly
The long lost taste for a better life
One away from strife and the hatred born from ME
You've never shown me love
I've never felt your grace, understand!
Don't try to make them mine
I'm human just like you
With my own existence to define
Burned by you kind too many times
And I am dry
Your life can do
I've know the damage
I am the damage
Earth is shattering beneath
Wielded weapon you called love
Has left a scar on me
Sweat of brow stings eyes
All has perished in the flood
Of your deceptive lies
I'm ready to apply
Liars can't be trusted
But who doesn't lie
i - I
e - E
s - S
e - E
l - L
Everybody ..... everybody .....
Fear flows through my vein
My body dies from within
Your burning scar will remain
Branded deep in flesh
Piercing right to the bone
Your voice screams in my head
Why don't you leave me alone
Gutterboy
When I never received the love you said you supply
And I still can believe you ever said that you cared
While I lie broke and cold on the street of despair
-the Lawnmower Man
Guess I should have known
Manipulation for one of your own
To shed the skin to which you cling
A relic of my everything
Is all you've left to hold.
I see no answer aggression in store
I see no answer one of your own
I see no answer comes to a halt
A mere shell of a man
...... take ......
I come at your command
'You want to kill me?'
Bomb say
Dragon slayer
Like the bells
Of a child from hell
Give them nightmares
My God yes my Lord
Won't be mocked
Or ignored
Send a shudder
Down the gutter
To the avenues
Right down to the level
Of the children of the devil
Your world is dying
No it won't be long
So whats going on
As I whack super natural
Defending the facts as
They try to act causal
Many feel superior
To go for the soul
Clamp them down in a hurry
Like a grace choke hold
To you face the joke plays
Out once more
1,2,3 for all have sinned
And fell short of the glory of God
Their hit harder than a PLO car bomb
I long for the days
When hearts were a blaze
The spirit moved mighty
As the people where amazed
I want it back like the cluck want crack
I want to fight back I want to attack
My spirit is for war
What you waiting for
The hatred won't seize
So I make it a feast
I get up on the ... cause I'm scared of the doomsayer