I had to breath deep this morning to keep my eyes from creating tears (Of happy thoughts). I am happy for our couple on two continents. Happy that they will be united within a month (If Rachel gets all done what she wants to be done). I could relate to the feeling of Rodion that he wanted to hold his future wife. I could relate to that feeling of wanting to be with her. The woman that is on his mind for the greater part of the day. (Ja toch?)(Dutch). When you have found the love you want to cherish it and that is somewhat harder when there is a lot (and I DO mean a LOT!) water in the middle.

I am also curious of the conversation on ICQ that Rachel and Me_7 had about the wedding... Is it all official talk or 'just' about the colour of the dress, the flowers, how many guests, tablesettings....the lot? Maybee I don't wanna know. Some things have to be kept a secret.

We (the Mrs. and me) had an argument over a lil chair we are fixing up for a lil girl. She was determent to have it done before we would go to sleep but it didn't work like that... We had all sorts of plans made how to do the job but none of 'm worked out the way we wanted it. She kept asking me how to solve our 'problem with da chair' and I wanted to get my journal on the air with the latest... As she kept on asking I became more anoyed with every new question. Than my bomb bursted! I replied with something like:'Why don't you ask Dave Letterman?'. That was it! She slammed the door on me and went to the livingroom couch! Ouch!

Rachel was talking about MTV Real MTV (can't think of the right name right now...) with an online-time of 10 minutes. Well, I had the feeling that was about what I had left when we were done trying to fix the chair. So I definitly wanted to get on with my Journal thingy... I let her cool down for 10 minutes (that I had left) and then I went to her and we talked it out (Thank God!). Having (a) child(ren) ruins your on-line time! But, I wouldn't want to miss her!!!

She's my babe! Lil' Romy!

Good nite!

Doc.

P.s. Strong POEM there Rodion!