Blue Sea Apathy

The big blue sea lies languidly
upon this sphere of green
A lucid eye that sees the sky
and all there is between

From the ancient to the present

everything has been done
And what was then shall be again
repeating on and on

Sailors obscene or priests pristine

were once upon the blue
Things that are hostile or peaceful
have crossed the currents too

The deepest dives have brought forth lives

like a mother vestal
And torrent waves have made men's graves
like a demon bestial

While nothing new has crossed the blue

the waves have waxed and waned
And turned the sand and shaped the land
never to be constrained

When all seems lost by theft or wast

wait by the wind worn shore
And you may find, to ease your mind
what you've been searching for

When love is gone and life drags on

with unrewarding pain,
Do not forget, when you regret,
that tears are all in vain

The clouds will drift, the rain will lift

it's pounding misery
The sun will glare with gentle care
upon the deep blue sea

Nothing is lost of greater cost

than love of someone dear
Though your heart aches each time it breaks
new love will bring new cheer

The sea can heal though it can't feel

malice or sympathy
Each creature dies, but it just lies
in total apathy

written by Anthony Wright

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Happiness & Bliss

You send goose bumps
Up my arms
I can't resist,
Your playful charms
You for me,
Me for you.
All I know is,
I love you.
The touch of your lips,
Upon my cheek
It's then I know
It's you I seek.
Hold me tight,
Within your grasp.
Anything you say,
Can make me laugh.
You gaze at me,
Through those eyes,
I hope we never
give goodbyes,
Your God's gift
sent for me.
You are here,
Now I'm happy!

written by Dawn


So    Much...

Have you ever loved someone so much
that all you know is hate?
When he's around, instead of joy
all you feel is pain?
He does so much,
and does he know
and would he even care?
Have you ever loved someone so much
that you just get so confused?
Last night he held you
like he actually cared,
but tonight it's someone new.
Have you ever loved someone so much
that you build your life around him?
You make him your world,
your everything,
blinded by this love.
Have you ever loved someone so much
that you just wouldn't learn?

anonymous 10/31/97


"Love   Hurts"

Your name brings tears to my eyes,
I won't take it any more,
My heart is just too sore,
I hope you enjoy your time with your "new"
And I'm sorry that I just couldn't do
No one should be treated this way
`I love you', that's all I wanted you to say,
You're here but you're not
Physically here, emotionally distraught
All the nights i waited for you
But all the while you were with you're "new"
The pain is here and it hurts like hell,
All the times and memories I wish to sell
You hurt me, you did me wrong,
But "Love Hurts" so goes the song,
'Tis true, that love is blind,
I thought you were perfect, but that was all in my mind,
You're unkind, you're a betrayer
You're uncaring, you're a heart slayer,
Anyone but you would do,

...to be continued...ah, I think I'm coming down w/carpel tunnel...oh wait never mind


Out   of   a   Dream

My heart raced when he said yes
He pulls me close against his chest
I put my arms around his neck
Our lips are touching, not just a peck

I am shaking really bad

He looks at me, the feelings I had
A nervous wreck I might've been
He comforts me & kisses me again

He kisses me over & over

I am still shaking, about to fall over
It's like a dream come true
I wish I could tell him "I love You"

My heart is racing with my pulse

I hope he didn't see the love I've lost
The hurt in my eyes will be replaced
With the sparkle & glowing haste

-Laurie Olsohlager


Last   Night

I held you in my arms last night
in case you didn't know
I climbed into my bed alone
my mind knew where to go

I touched your smiling lips last night

carassed your blushing cheek
kissed your sleeping forehead
of nothing did we speak

I came to your gentle arms last night

so gentle and s warm
I knew that if I stayed with you
that I'd come to no harm

I held you in my heart last night

at least that's how it seemed
and then the sun rose in the sky
I knew I'd only dreamed

--Janet Mifsud

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