EVERYDAY THOUGHTS #15 ------------------ April 19, 1998 ____ ___ __----__ _/\ _/^ __ ^\_ /~^_/ | )/^ ^-^ _/ _/^ _/^ ^\_ ^\ | ./ /~ /( _/\. _/^_/^--_ ^\_^\-__-~ _/( \ _/ ./ ./^_/| \_ ~\ \_^\_ /^ _( ~-_ _/ \./\ _/^_/ \_ ~\ \ ^\__^\../^_/^ )\ ~~~~ _\/ <__/ ~\__\| ^\.__./^ ~---____--~ ~\ ************************************************** In this issue: Re: [eda_thoughts] #14 ............ Angeljlb96@aol.com nice guy theory ............... dda004@beta.LaTech.edu hey ........................... moonsong@ix.netcom.com Lara's webpage .................... Angeljlb96@aol.com happy poems ;) .................... vonfam@rapfire.net ************************************************** From: Angeljlb96 Subject: Re: [eda_thoughts] #14 Date: Fri, 17 Apr 1998 Hey angels... In reply to James' happy post...I haven't had much to be happy about lately. There is one thing...but the poem I wrote about it came out pretty depressing as well...but I'll post it anyway, cuz I like it =) The End of the Beginning by Jamie Mathews Why him? Do you think if I knew the answer to that I'd be so lost? Yes. Maybe it's his innocence... or his sweet boyish smile. Perhaps his delicate voice... or his unknowingly witty charm. I amaze myself sometimes. Should I end this before it begins? Before I delude myself into thinking that I won't get hurt? Before my heart surrenders itself again? My head is screaming... "THIS WILL NEVER BE!" My heart trembles with fear and disapproval. So why won't my body listen? -4/12/98 2:29 a.m. Poplarville, MS Here's one my friend (the same guy that the above poem is about) Justin wrote for me that's happy!!! I like it... argh by Justin Fratzke two people different lives, different situations yet, they're somehow connected connected, sharing their deepest thoughts their pains, pleasures, and worries in hopes the other will have a solution they both have needs and they yearn for the same dream both wanting the same thing that may never be seperated by pure chance but distance places no boundary or burden on their friendship thanks to damn technology Oh, I wish I was free, she understands me. Take care... Jamie *the everyotherday angel* ~I am within kicking distance of your heart~ Steve Poltz ************************************************** From: Damian Daigle Subject: nice guy theory Date: Fri, 17 Apr 1998 > Well, well, well. I would like to remind the female >population, that for every guy problem they have, I have a >girl problem to coincide. :) > My biggest problem is what I like to call the "Nice Guys >Finish Second Theory". Nice Guy(me) likes Girl. Girl falls >for Bad Boy. Nice Guy likes girl. Bad Boy hurts Girl. Nice >Guy comforts Girl. Girl finally notices Nice Guy. Nice Guy >happy. :) Girl "doesn't want to be hurt again" and thinks all >guys are Bad Boys. Nice Guy back where he started, but with a >bruise on his heart. :( > How's that one gals? :) hey...i would like to say that jonboy is every so right! those bad guys give us nice guys a bad image, and leaving us with emptyness. well i just wanted to say that. ok im done... thanks... haha bye! damian a fellow nice guy ************************************************** From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us) Subject: hey Date: Sat, 18 Apr 1998 Hey people, Well I won't go into detail of MY crappy love relationship now cause it's over the net, more like a long distance thing and I'm afraid you'd take on the attitude that one of my friends has--"it isn't real". However if you WANT to hear me pour my heart out hehe just tell me to spill my guts. =) Anyway here we go....Enjoy. Sam the ? angel ***~~~*** Numb by SM Apr 17 98 Numb I cannot feel a thing as I throw out your golden ring I did what I had to do Because I can't believe in you I calmly spoke the words You were torn, you barely heard And you screamed I couldn't feel I broke down, you are unreal If you think I never cried Then please know that you lied My heart is ripped to shreds And I'm feeling nearly dead I don't love you any less And as time will progress Maybe you'll sort your life And trash that blazing scithe That apoplogizes and kills me I will sit calm, it had to be You say we put it all on hold Because you know I'm sold And I knew the words would fly But not so gentle, I can't cry True pain deepens every day And love makes me waste away What will tomorrow bring Today I cannot feel a thing Only numb ~~~***~~~ Lost SM, Apr 17 98 I knew I'd lose you you said "no you'll never lose me" I said come on choose You say "I'm confused so please" And you're distressed as your girl friends drift away I always saw it coming I just waited for the day I was so prepared I tried hard to make it work But though I could forsee my heart still gave a jerk And as you slipped I knew I had to let you go You say you'll be back But I feel it isn't so I calm myself but the tears, they must flow If you san see that you killed me I will never know moonsong@ix.netcom.com ************************************************** From: Angeljlb96 Subject: Lara's webpage Date: Sat, 18 Apr 1998 Hey angels! Okay...so I was chatting with Lara about this spiffy little idea....I think everyone (who has one anyway) should send their pics to Lara along with a poem (if you want to) to go on the thoughts webpage...just an idea...anybody? Don't make me pull out my trusty can o whip ass! Love, Jamie *the everyotherday angel* ~I'm okay when everything is not okay~ Tori Amos ************************************************** From: vonfam@rapfire.net Subject: happy poems ;) Date: Sat, 18 Apr 1998 Hi Guys! Well, I was going to send a poem I wrote yesterday, but it's kinda sad...so I wrote these. Some of them are kinda stupid, but they aren't depressing or about heartbreak so... ;) -------------------------- The Angel She slowly sways holding herself her face hidden within her arms She's crying but no sound escapes her shoulders quietly shake as she falls to her knees her arms coming around herself She leans forward her head on the ground her blonde hair in wild curls falls around her Then she raises her face up towards the sky Her eyes closed a serene smile graces her features She tips her head back and laughs a sweet angelic laugh that sounds like music Then she looks at me her eyes so full of love Then with her flawless wings of white She flys towards heaven Far out of sight. 4-18-98 ------------------------------- A Happy Poem Daisy chains and blue skys Laughing friends and curious eyes Timeless days that never end Secrets shared with a friend Braids in hair and violets in bands We held our dreams in our hands 4-18-98 ---------------------- One Night golden locks perfect pearls a long gown the color of wine diamond jewels red lips and heels, oh so high an always smiling mouth and eyes gazing at him so lovingly a single rose he gives to her and asks for a dance they walk to the floor their eyes never leaving eachother they lose the world in the music the stars overhead he walks her home hand in hand they stand there in silence niether wanting to be without the other then he turns to her smiles a most intimite smile and kisses her ever so softly on her waiting lips then with that he walks down the path and fades into the darkness she stands there till he's no more than midnight mist then goes to her room and touches her lips still warm from his kiss she smiles 4-18-98 ------------------------------- That's it! I hope everyone is *happy*... :) Love you all!! Always, Naomi ~the unknown angel~ naomisplace@angelfire.com ******************************************************* Everyday Thoughts -- http://surf.to/eda_thoughts to post -- send email to eda_thoughts@yahoo.com to unsubscribe, write eda_thoughts@yahoo.com with "remove" as the subject *******************************************************