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Searching
The mobile of our lives has been touched by the hand of circumstance and as I see the separate pieces bobbling and turning erraticly, I look inward for a way to bring it back into balance. I see the form of chaos and I stand facing it numb. what do all these events mean to me? what answer awaits the piecing of this perplexling puzzle? what are my options? I cannot back out gracefully, like a dove, holding a twig in my mouth. As a stale, bitterness clings with my weariness. We hold the keys to so much about ourselves and yet finding them and using them can be percived as a inconveniance- porcrastinating our lives into ruts.
The fist beat my head the foot beat my ribs the hand pulled my hair no remorse, no remorse, no remorse. Don't show me tenderness or compassion on the tv or movies it sugar coats reality and it wasn't mine. Wash the dishes cook the food get the welfare check. Never mind the pain I know I can get numb soon. He took something from me, something beautiful, and gave me rotten decay in return no remorse, no remorse no remorse.
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