Disclaimer disclaimed Summaries summed Ratings rated Duh. 1:30 p.m. Chicago Field Office Scully and Mulder were listening to eyewitness accounts of the girls' strange behavior and the subsequent crime scenes. Although the names and places changed, the scenario remained the same. The girls were observed exhibiting odd behavior prior to their being murdered. The crime scenes were the same, too: a seldom used bathroom. In the midst of reviewing the tapes, Mulder turns to Scully. "Hey, Scully." "What?" "Guess?" "You need me to go and do an autopsy while you do...what?" "I'm going back to talk to Amy." "Why? She's obviously not going to cooperate with us." "There's a reason other than the one she gave us. I want to know what it is." "Now, why do I need to do an autopsy? We already know cause of death." "I want you to find out why the victims went willingly to their deaths." "Fine," she sighed. "Thank you very much." 2:00 p.m. County Morgue "Case number 10131121. Subject: Cheryl Anne Owens. Caucasian female. Age: seventeen. Cause of death: severed jugular. Time of death approximately 36 hours ago." Scully began the autopsy on the last victim. She was shocked to see the severity of the injuries inflicted on the girl. There were marks and bruises all over the corpse. She had been sexually assaulted. The killer had worked her over good before putting an end to his perverted games. However, there was no so much as a scratch on Cheryl Owens' face. Indeed, the serene expression seemed to be mocking her devastated form. Scully sent blood and tissue samples to the lab to be analyzed. After which, she turned up even more evidence of the killer's abuse. Sickened by what she had seen, Scully stopped her examination and closed the girl up. Benefield Residence Mulder pulled up to the house once again. And for the second time that day, he was greeted by Amy's grandfather. This time, the girl was home. Mulder was shown to the back porch, which had been converted to an office. Amy sat at a desk in front of a computer screen. Hearing footsteps, she looked up. Upon seeing Mulder, her annoyance at being interrupted changed to dismay. "So...you're back. You're wasting your time. I already told you I won't help you." "Why won't you help us?" "Look, that kook already knows me, knows my face. He knows where I live. It's only a matter of him deciding to finish the job." "Amy, this ability you have is extraordinary. Why won't you use it? It's a gift that many people, myself inculded, would envy. But you seem to treat it with disdain." "Yeah, it's a gift alright. The only problem is I can't give it back." "What do you mean?" "Everyday, I have to deal with this. It's not some great thing to have. I mean, seriously, how would you like to be known as 'Destructo Girl'?" "Since I'll never be a girl, it'll never happen." Mulder replied with a smile. "Ha ha ha." She said, sarcastically. "You have a real tendency to make everything a joke. It isn't funny, Agent Mulder. I hate it. Do you know what it's like to be able to SEE things? Horrible, terrible stuff that no sane person could even dream of? Can you imagine hearing a thousand different voices inside your head?" She paused, head cocked to the side, listening. "And no, it's not schizophrenia, Agent Mulder. It's enough to make a person *insane*. Sometimes I wish it were that simple. Then I could just get some therapy and everything would be alright. It's exhausting trying to sort through everything. Trying to separate your thoughts and ideas from the millions of other things swirling around in your brain." She paused again. "Don't even think to say that you understand and it's ok. Because you can't possibly comprehend what it's like. And let's not get into the whole telekinesis thing. I have to try and keep my emotions in check twenty- four hours a day, seven days a week, three hundred and sixty-five days a year. I wish that I could just let it all go and scream my head off." A rueful grin appeared on her lips. "Hmm." A chuckle. "I'd probably be letting the equivalent of a five megaton bomb go off. Nobody else I know has these problems, or talents, if you prefer. Only one person out there has the vaguest idea of what it's like for me." "And so we get to the heart of the reason you won't help us catch this guy." "Agent Mulder, this kind of thing is new to me and it's unreal. All through my childhood, no one could identify with me. I had no one to identify with. And now, there's someone who knows exactly what it's like. Do you know what the only difference between me and him is? No, not that he's a psycho and I'm not." She smiled at him, really smiled. "The difference is, there is no difference. We're the same. The only difference is the environment we were raised in. I have a loving, close family. He was rejected and tormented by his parents, especially his mother. The woman was a self-absorbed bitch who took every minute to remind him of how weird he is and how he is a curse, a pox on the family." "Sounds very Freudian." Mulder said. "Classic, isn't it? I can understand what he's going through. So...now you know. Besides, I'm not too anxious to kill the bastard." "Kill? Who said anything about killing?" "Don't you get it? If we meet, if our 'energies', for lack of a better word, clash, someone is going to die. I'd prefer it not to be me." "Is that the reason he didn't kill you before?" "Yeah, well, he got mighty close." Amy pulled the collar of her turtleneck sweater away to show him the scar running from ear to ear. "What happened was, I got agitated. You know what happens when I get agitated." She grinned at her understatement. "Well, it so happens that our boy got agitated, too. Some really crazy shit was going on in there, man." Mulder, after having stood in the doorway for so long, took a seat on the single step leading from the kitchen to the porch. "Oh, I'm sorry to have kept you standing for so long. Would you like to sit in the chair?" Amy gestured to the extra chair that sat in the office next to the dexk. "No, I'm ok. Please continue." "Well, like I said, there was some freaky shit going on in there. Lights were flashing, we, the killer and I, were glowing with some sort of aura. This was in addition to the 'normal' chaos that seems to surround me. When he saw what was going on, he got panicky and ran." "How come none of this was in the police report? Why didn't you tell them all of this?" "They never would've believed me." She said simply. They sat in silence for a moment. "Do you think he'll come after you?" Mulder asked. "I don't know." She answered him dolefully. "I hope not."