I want to love you 
	I want to be near you
	I want to touch you...but I can't.
It's him
	I love him more than you
		But he doesn't love me	
	What am I to do?
I want to wait for him
	But it's a long wait
I need someone
	I need you
But I don't wanna hurt you	
	If he one day loves me
		Would you understand?
		Could we still be friends?
		Would it be worth it?
If you could accept my feelings
	I'd love you even more
		But is it worth it?
Loving me, knowing that maybe
	Just maybe
		I might always be yours.

"A Bit of Wit"

Did you ever feel that life wasn't worth living? All you wanted to do was call it quits. No matter what you do No matter where you go Nothing ever fits. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Love is merely the presence of need. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* We live, we die, We smile, we cry. We live our lives, And never know why. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Sometimes as my mind drifts across the miles, A memory of you appears and I smile, In spite of the pain. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Isn't it funny how you get so sick of a person saying the same thing over and over. Unless they're repeating Those three little words That say so much... ...I love you. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Some say it's not worth the pain, But without love the world would go insane. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I thought about you today With the birds singing, The sun shining brightly, The breeze flowing gently across the sweet fields of green I thought of how far we really are Not only in miles But in our love too Yes, I thought about you today. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I want to know all about the little things that make you you... What are your thoughts after the game? What are your thoughts when we don't know what to say and we just smile?

"Stone Cold"

As I sit here in this room full of people I suddenly feel all alone. I'm the only one who doesn't like to get stoned. They all look at me Like I'm some kind of fool. Just because I don't wanna follow their rule. You have to take drugs To be cool. Well, if that's what it takes I'll be a fool. It takes a lot to stand up And say no. But they think I'm weird And wish I'd go. There is no space In this entire room. Yet I'm all alone With a feeling of doom. I'm myself And noone can change it. Even if I have to be alone And never fit. The room is getting dark And it's spinning around. I'm getting awfully dizzy With the sound. Take them all away Let me out of this room of no space. Let me go I feel out of place. Chorus: Stone cold and not fitting in Not knowing where you've been. The world starts to spin Oh, why can't I fit in?

"Definition of Love"

What does it mean to be in love? Smiling until you can't anymore? And crying when he shuts the door? Laughing when he does silly little things? Knowing what the future brings? Feeling like shouting to the whole wide world? Letting everyone know that you're his girl? These feelings I have experienced just yesterday, But today's different, Because now my love has gone away.

"False Love"

I thought about you today When I got the news And now I'll really be having the blues I thought you loved me I thought you really cared Especially when you comforted me When I was scared I should have believed What my friends said about you Because now I know That it's all true You made me so happy And then you did the thing I now regret And now I guess It will always be my secret I was blinded By my love for you And I couldn't see What you were up to But I still wish That we could marry Because of the child I now carry

"Washed Away"

The tide comes in And flows back out to sea The waves tumble near shore Where I sit thinking of you and me The sun peeks up over the hill Waiting for someone to notice it Now it reaches it's arms upward And the entire sky is now lit I remember just yesterday You enjoyed this whole scene with me We laughed at the little sand piper And rean after him into the sea Why just yesterday you asked me If I'd think about spending my life with you Making plans for the future While the sun filled the beautiful sky of blue A sand piper walked down the beach And met another sand piper that waked by it's side But they went their separate ways When in came the tide Sometimes things must part And although it may be painful for a short time Time will heal the scar And soon everything will be fine Look to the future And let it bring what it may Because there is no distance Greater on earth than yesterday

"Amidst the Loneliness"

You were a lonely person standing there Amidst the confused emotions Not knowing where to turn or who to turn to I stood and watched you Tears came to my eyes For I knew what you were going through Wanting to cry For you For me For all the other confused, lonely people How I wanted to go and touch your face Wipe away the painful look I wanted so to kiss your lips And to tell you that I'd see you through your loneliness But I didn't I just stood there Crying... ...Hurting... ...All by myself... ...All alone.

"For the Love of Life"

Life is going by too fast Wasn't it just yesterday I got my first tricycle? Wasn't it last Saturday That I went to play on the swings? And just last Monday I started kindergarten? The world is spinning too slow for this rapid pace Slow down! I can't keep up! I need time to think! I need time Lots of time Time to think Time to go back Time to live But, even as I'm writing this And you're reading this, Time is going by Can you feel it? Time is growing shorter and shorter You're getting older and older And there's no way of stopping it The end draws closer and closer With every second that goes by What can be done? Make life worthwhile Live life to it's fullest Enjoy every second Really live Live Live until you die.

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