The Beautiful and Complex Thoughts of Melissa's Mind

4/5/00- Seeing as Adam wrote his last entry today, I thought I would too since it would be pointless for me to continue writing. Well I don't really have anything to say except that I love Adam. That's about all I'm thinking right now. Our school concert band went to competition today and we got a perfect score which was the first time in the history of Clarendon High School. Hmm, it appears that Emily messed with my mp3s... Ah well. Californication is an awesome song. It is soooo true. Well I would try to defend the public school system but I completely agree with Adam. The only friends you have at school are fake and are just people to hang with. If you dont hang out with the right crowd, you are looked down upon by all of the people of a higher social status. Supposedly, public schools teach social skills that you don't learn in home school... Well, some of the home schooled people that I know are so much more courteous and are more socially advanced than I ever will be with my public school education. Adam is one of these people. So is one of my best friends, Natalie. I believe that home schooling teaches more social skills than public schools. Just because you are always around people in public schools doesnt mean anything. If people dont want to associate with you, then you dont learn any skills at all. Furthermore, socially isolating a person isn't my idea of the best social skills in my opinion. Yet, people that are home schooled are usually nice to the socially isolated... Well, the ones that I know are. Anyways, I guess thats enough of my opinion on the public schools. (Oh yes, I also don't like the assigning of homework, but that's a different story) Well, nite nite, sweet dreams, God Bless.

3/29/00- Can you people not just leave adam and i alone? its none of your damn business as to what goes on between us so stay out of it! im sick of yall harassing us for stupid stuff. okay thats enough of my bitching today. not much else is goin. could you people please leave adam and i alone though? thank you, bye

3/25/00- Hey. Sorry i havent updated in like 10 days... I was kicked off the computer by my parents basically. Ah well, im back now so you can stop worrying. lol. im sure none of y'all worried about me so i will just shut up about that. ahh, all i gots to say is fuck the public school system and fuck extracurricular activities. i worked really hard on something for a contest and i got 5th place. im not too happy about that. ah well, ill do better next year. well i guess this is enough of my blabbering. ta ta for now, God Bless

3/15/00- Recently there has been some speculation as to whether i am real or not in the guestbook. if you dont believe adam, you are welcome to im me and ask for my number and if you are willing to pay the long distance charges, you can find out for yourself that i am real and not just someone adam made up. i would post my number on here, but i dont want people calling me night and day cause my parents would get sorta pissed. if you didnt get my SN from the guestbook, it is silvergirl0123. nite nite, God Bless.

3/13/00- It is the 13th, right? Ah well. Today was the first day of my spring break ( ha ha to all you peoples that dont get spring break). Well, anyways, I'm just sittin here right now talkin Adam and listening to Live. Awesome band in my humble opinion. You know what, research papers suck... Even if they aren't required, they still suck... I'm workin on one now with Valerie and all I gots to say is that it isnt easy. Anyways, I cant wait till summer. Swimming, Houston, Canada, and Adam, what more could a girl ask for?? Except for it to come quicker. Adam wanted me to say somethin in here so that he could kick any guys ass that commented on it, but im not gonna say it, so there. I still love ya though Adam. Adam has got to be the sweetest guy on earth. I love him so much. :) Well thats all thats on my mind right now. Oh and fair warning to everyone, dont touch hot candle wax.... tehe. Nite nite, God Bless.

3/12/00- Ah, isn't lack of sleep just lovely?? Oh well, I have some pretty good reasons for being tired. For one thing, I love Adam so much and nothing can change that now. :) He's just so sweet. Well, anyways, if y'all feel like you want to make some comments about anything that I post, email me at silvergirl64@hotmail.com. Thanks, Bye Bye.

3/11/00- Hello. Sorry I didnt write yesterday. I had it all written out and someone sent me a link for a picture and i clicked it then closed the window thinking that it had created a new one but it didnt. Oh well, thats what happens when you give a blonde a computer... no offense to any blondes reading this. Do you ever just space out and dont know what you are doin?? I dont really care how many mistakes i have in this one today, i dont even know what im saying right now anyways. Im in another band now with Valerie and Emily. Well anyways, thats about all thats goin on in my boring life. Bye bye, God Bless.

3/9/00- Hola, not much goin on here. We had band practice today but if a certain person doesnt start showin up and bringin his equipment (how hard is it to remember to bring drum sticks?????) he wont be in the band anymore cause he doesnt do anythin but sit on his butt or mess around with people who are tryin to practice or he eats (no comment on that...). Okay, enough of my griping. Hey I got my permit today and I drove to band practice which was kool, except when my mom flipped out cause I accidently ran over like a pot hole in the road, woohoo... Besides that, I'm a pretty good driver... just dont make me do U-turns (dont even ask). Ah, one more day of school then I'm out for a week, thank goodness. I cant wait. I actually get to sleep late again!!! Okay, enough of that, (see Adam, my thoughts arent organized in any way at all!) And no driver's ed in the morning!! Okay, yea, I think I'm gonna end this now. God Bless.

3/8/00 - Hello. Yea, I dont really know why I'm doing this but I thought it would be kinda cool. I'm supposed to be studying for a test but this is much more interesting. Hey that sounded gay but oh well. Anyways, as you have probably heard from Adam, I'm from Texas and I can actually say I have heard the band play. They sounded pretty kool, not really my type of music though. Ah well, I still love Adam. I'm in a christian band right now(still un-named at this point in time). We are havin problems getting together though. First we were gonna practice today, then we weren't. Anyways, I'm gonna shut up now. Nite nite everyone, God Bless.