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a real life poem

I don't want to hear those words again, so don't tell me that you don't understand. When exactly was it again that you rose above being human? yes, i do know what the bible says. I've hear it a thousand times over. And yes, I do know what people will think. So when were you given the black robe and gable for pounding when i speak? and when was it that your kitchen chair turned into the stand of persercution?..I am a person too. Do you want to put me on trial for my feelings? I guess you want to break me down and hear my heart cry. Well listen and listen well.. I'll tell you what it is that you want to hear..Yes, it does look bad, but only through judging eyes. and no noone.will understand if all the world is as blind and ignorant as the person to whom i speak with now..Im sorry if I've ruined your rep..There's much sympathy here..Don't you see that I already walk everyday down a dark and scary street, with no one by my side? Don't you see that I already know my deestination as I pass by the crowding shadows of persecution blindness, and hatred with my head held high...Turn your back on me but don't expect that I walk around to speak again with the front side of you..Facing your back is alot more pleasant than again looking upon your two faces..I am not ashamed though you and the rest of the world might want me to be Don't say that there's something wrong with me, because I know that there isn't..Shall I start in on your faults now or wait until later in the game? Go ahead and look down on me but this melodramatic attitude of yours has made you ugly, and now i can shun you..I am a person like any other I too hurt, feel cry,love, and I too have desires.. I appologise greatly if my desires conflict with yours..Don't say that what i do in the bedroom ofends you..Should I tell you what your bed behavior does to my stomach since you are so sick to yours? I am a woman who loves women, there I said it. I love women's bodies, and I love women's hearts.. You don't see any men getting a hard time for loving women so why should I? Oh, I forgot because I am a women right? Well because you can't handle my attraction, you can refer to me from here on out as a man..who loves women...HI i am a guy i used to be a woman and i loved women then too..No one could handle that so now i am a man to make it easier on all the intolerant gods in the world..There is that better? Maybe I'd look nice in a crew cut. I can wear baggy jeans with buckled belts and t-shirts.. I could spit and swear alot, maybe some cologn would be nice..There, any better? Now people can stop and look twice.. Is that a guy or a dyke? Dyke, Queer, Lesbian and Fag, are such big words for such little minds and hearts..You know words of hatred used to hurt and hurt bad, but not any longer That scars me sometimes...Have i grown cold? Havve I grown numb?..I guess it doesn't really matter right , since the day I came out about my sexuality is the day I handed over all rights to be a person, all rights to emotion. Now I am just a lable..I guess in a ways its kind of my ticket to fame.. since I have now announcers everywhere I go.. I now have to be introduced before entering a room..&his is her..she's a dyke what happened to this is a person, she's an incredibly nice loveing understanding person? Im everyones good samaritan guiney pig now too.." Im this great person because I have a gay best friend. and I don't even care" Well isn't that just wonderful..Are you suposed to care? But then again maybe I'm more of a side show or a freak if you would, all for being me.."look everyone that's the girl in school who likes to kiss other girls. She thinks she's a guy too. Did you see the way she was dressed." "quick guys we better beat her up so she'll turn straight out of fear and leave our women alone". "Quick girls change in the bathroom stalls after gym, there's a dyke among us now and we wouldn't want her to try anything". "Quick mothers, hide your children, it might rub off on them if they sit too close". You know its kind of strange how I never really realized how terrible the world can be and how Fucked up people can think..No I am not ashamed, but rather very proud. Along with being very comfortable about my sexuality,. I am alos very big hearted, open minded and non judging.. I am also very tolerant not of myself because I've come to terms that there is nothing wrong with my life style, but rather tolerant of all the ignorant, homophobic fools that I enteract with everyday of my life.

This above poem was written by angela king..but I felt she spoke for everyone on issues we deal with everyday..so i added it to my page..for all to read.. sincerely yours kryss