reaching for stars
that which remain unattainable
wishing and desire
undulate with remorse
as dejection settles in
and realization urges me 
to seek elsewhere
to surrender empathetic expectation
that luminates desire
for constant perpetual stimulation
that incorporates emotion and intellectual
retaliation
though your insight 
forms a precise vortex
of feeling and understanding
which reveals to me
hindered realism
i lie in shadows of darkness
ignorant of subjective truth
i outstreach my hand into the night sky
reaching for you.