my ambition is fueled by desire 
to maintain your interest
subtle amenities occuring to relinquish
fear of losing what could be 
have me questioning the degree of importance
and the acknowledgement 
of non-superficial being.

i am neglecting the amenities
that i would like to devote
more concern upon
however, those thing that are vital
to daily solace
hinder my ability to reside 
in a state of feeling that i can ignore importance
and substitute it with social benefit