Healing Tears Of The Darkness


Forgotten
Watching all
none take heed
a life of misery
do I lead

Forgotten...rejected
detested...alone
teasing, pleasing
never known

Always watching
never a part
of the world I see
a world of art

The loner am I
she which none can see
or none care for
she...that is me

Like a window shopper
always looking on
as the world rushes past me
like nights passing to the dawn

And in the shadows I shall sit
here in my home
knowing that the darkness which conceals
is truly my own




Self Worth
see not with the eyes of yours
are we all not our own worst critic?
see instead with the eyes of those that you hold dear
for if you are worthy of their care and they yours
then they shall tell you true

beauty hides so far within
it is rarely ever seen
like the passing of mist at dawn
or the passing of a dream

see within, feel your heart
for that is where it lies
feel your worth for a start
and let your criticisms die

the sharing of your soul
is some type of thing
too wonderful to comprehend
too meaningful to explain




Rise From Hell
          Coming forth to ride the wave
          The spiritual essence of the day

          The light calls for a soul from hell
          A soul from where darkness does dwell.

          Into the light it dives and soars
          Into the air and across the shores.

          The sunlight not matching the brilliance seen
          In the soul that belongs to me.

          Such beauty I never did know
          Only the debts to my devil owed.

          But brought from me the hell which I did create
          Broken free of hell's cruel fate.

          Riding the trail of angel met
          Such joy do I see, feel and get.

          And finally like an eagle in midflight
          I cry to my soul with such delight.

          Proud of the beauty it has brought
          Bringing the joy I have so long sought.

          And in this...my victory of him seems complete
          And turning away, not seeing the devil sneak.

          Ever onward till he has my soul
          But he shall not win...this I know.