24 May 2007
I'm 58 years old and wondering what I am doing. The doctors say I have Parkinson's
Disease, Diabetes, Clinical Depression and Osteoarthritis as well as being overweight. My teeth are coming out and the
nerves in my feet are dying. I'm always in pain.
I remember being a young adult woman having fun. I played tennis and volleyball
in high school and college as well as bowling in several leagues. None of this is possible now.
A year ago I was working at becoming a martial artist. After 3 years I realized
I hurt too much and stopped. Now I do almost nothing. I sit and barely even read. I sometimes wonder what
will become of me. I think I will die young and be glad of it.
