Music leaves me with such a sense of exhilaration
It fills a void that is almost untouchable
I am 

almost untouchable.
I am 

almost 

unreachable.

almost.

My fervor, my passion, my enthusiasm for this beautiful noise
is immortal.

Others avoid, reject and shun that which is different 
While I embrace originality with open arms.
In the world of today...as a musically enhanced

odd

child I am expected to fail. 

Sometimes I find myself tripping on the weight of my wings.

I listen to (\)ine |nch (/)ails, Tool, KoRn, AcidBath...etc.
No let me take that back I don't listen to them I feel them.
Their music fills me up,
seeps in my pores,
runs in my veins-its like a drug without the side effects.
It makes all my problems slip away...

I play guitar...
but yet I want to be able to play more....more...more...

In ten years I want to make some kid out there feel the same way
I do...except about music that I have created...

So much pain exists in my body. I'm sure I have no
right to complain...my physical suffering is little
but inside my soul shatters at least once a day...

lost souls have heard this harmony

~*home*~

back to my realm