Once upon a time I lived those ways just as you
invulnerability I thought was true all that belonged to me
now is gone and now I lay dying with discontent I say to
you now learn from my mistake a dying example of
consequence I make I've lived my life slowly but surely
I've come to know the meaning of my life my days are
numbered now and I can see the end is near I tell this to
you my friend don't go the same way that I went your time
is now so do all the best that you can in life my friends
all have left me just the same... but you still have time
Last Chance
Listen to what I have to say I can no longer go on another
day without the one thing that I care most for life without
you I could bare no more the thought of losing you tears my
heart apart along with my entire soul there would no longer
be a reason for me to live anymore I found the one thing
that I care most for and I'm not letting go if I had the
chance to know when I'll die I rather would not know then I
think of what my life would be without you I would have
nothing you're the life in my life and I know that now that
you're leaving me please take consideration what I've said
and give me the one last chance because I know now that there
is no one for me but you and know that you would understand
and that's worth dying for and I know that without you I
could not possibly live any more
Believe
Why do I hide with me my beliefs I ponder to myself you
take away from me sometimes the pride I hold inside myself
why did'nt you believe in me why did'nt you understand the
problems that I had why did'nt you not see through me why
did'nt you understand how I felt inside you take away from
me my heart and self esteem this loss of heart has made
me see that I could never be the man I wanna be
Two Years
There's something in the attic behind the door he has no motivation
anymore all his promises are forgotten... a forgotten once good
well known remedy because now he chose the bottle not himself and
brought all his flaws back from the past now he's back where he was
two years ago another symptom of disease he returns to his life back
on the streets a lonely man he holds a bible in his left hand and the
bottle in his right as the cars go down the street he closes his eyes
as he goes to sleep now the one place left for him to go just like it
was two years ago... two years ago he was alive now a broken man he's
torn apart inside his final request he now shall have a final fatal
step off of the overpass.
924
On a mission north on the 101 to a place guarenteed to have a lot of
fun a place right by the GoldenGate this trip is one that we won't
forget we made San Francisco Bay we drove to this thing was a brand
new thing for them aswell as you can tell from a band sixty miles
north of hell now we're in the land of 924 gilman's street berkely kids
a punk rock scene we would finely meet four songs quick into our set
one or two claps is all we'd get followed by "go home you new school
punkers suck!" (hey man, you play guitar pretty good)
not exactly passed with flying colors we gave the
berkely scene our best try and left with a big fat fucking slice of
humble pie and now we know why
(x7) 924!
Tomorrow
Why do I have to wait until another day
to see you again? I can never wait
what's wrong with staying with me tonite just for a while?
Just for a while
Tonite just for a while
Tonite just for a while
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
No more workin, no more dues
no more attitudes
just another time till I see you again
until I see you again
until tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
till the morning when I go to bed
waooh
No more workin, no more dues
no more attitudes
just another time till I see you again
until I see you again
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
till tomorrow when I see you again
from the morning till I go to bed
Ashes
This darkened world it has become my being inside I dwell within it's
realm the one's in the once brighter place pass me by without a
glance alone I am without a single human touch only the demons
hunting me and I can no longer be kill me slowly and let me die
without death I have no more life living to me has no meaning I may
as well end it while I can
Friends
(I think we owe it to ourselves to be free,
to go out with other people, I still want to be friends)
So long to you so long to me goodbye to everything and
anything that we ever had no place left for me to subside
feels like a black hole inside of me eating what's left a
fragmented heart broken and shattered and torn apart can't
see it getting much worse there is nothing more painful
than hearing you say those words that recur in my dreams we
can still be friends how can I bear being close to you
remembering the things that as lovers we would do feeling
the sting of watching you care for another and call him
your other don't think I can go on with this pain I need
you back I can't go on another day without being with you
still they recur those words we can still be friends
Neverending cloudy day
I wish I could say how I feel for you just one last time I
wish I could hear the beautiful sound of your heartbeet
next to mine but that's a dream that I'll always hold dear
since you'll never be here with me ever again I'll never
see you again for the rest of my life it's a neverending
cloudy day for me I wish I could be with you in the good
old days when nothing went wrong and I dread the days when
I want to talk to you but you're so long gone so I write
this song hoping someday that I'll finally shake this gloom
but it's no use there will never be a day when I don't
think of you can't shake this gloom it's a neverending
cloudy day for me this will all end soon I'm gonna find me
a man and then be free again
Lost
look in my eyes what do you see someone who looks just like
me I'm lost inside something that I can't even find look
inside my empty soul needs something to fill this gaping
hole that's been here since you left please come back alone
I sit inside my room with nothing else left to do except to
think about the things I'll never have and then I start to
wonder why these feelings burn so deep inside why should I
even care don't try to tell me that you've been there
Nocturnal
I had a dream last night about the distant past I've lived of my
friends and family I've lived with through the years of my deceased
relatives God it seemed so clear sleep is the place I love to hide
the one place peaceful in my mind everyday that I see through I crave
the sanction of my room because everytime I close my eyes I see a
thousand dreams I've dreamed too many times of all the distant lands
I've gone and the places that I've seen you can't imagine all the
things I have crammed in my memory and all the thoughts you cannot
see nocturnal thoughts are what I'm hoping for right now I've had
some trouble ever since you came around turn off the lights so I can
get some peace of mind the day has passed along with problems left
behind nocturnal thoughts are what I'm hoping to achieve a sanctuary
in my sleep.
Ricki's lake
Montel Jesse-Rafael Ricki Lake and Richard Bey on my
television every single day Tempest what the hell is this?
change the channel it's the same old shit there's a new
talk show host every day there's thirteen year-old hookers
and people with no fucking teeth it's just a circus
(x2) on my tv
Requiem
I would like to know what happened to you where have you been all
this time that I've tried to get through but all I got was the
machine what's goin on don't play dumb I'm not blind I can see
because I know there's something wrong or so it seems but I still
wanna know do you love me because it seems I'm heading for another
tragedy of lies deceit and anonymity I've tried. your friends and
family they act as if there was nothing between you and me you're not
returning all my calls what's wrong don't you care for me at all?
there's not a day that gone by that I don't think of you and I know
somewhereinside that you love, me too.
*Secret Song "School Sucks"
Well I get tired and I'm lazy and I may be a little crazy
thinking I'm really getting up for school today
I brush my teeth I comb my hair, eat a poptart, cut a couple of farts,
and I pour my leftover milk into the sink...
but today, wooah today, it's just another day I have to face: I'm goin to school again...
1! 2! 3! 4! I'm tired and I'm lazy and I may be a little crazy,
thinkin: I'm really gettin up for school today...
I brush my teeth, I comb my hair, eat a poptart, cut a couple of farts,
and I pour my leftover milk into the sink...
But today, wooah today's just another day I haveta face I'm goin to school again...
