Here are a few of my poems. I like to write poetry because its a way of venting out my feelings. If
you don't understand them feel free to e-mail me and ask "WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?!"
Also, all poems © copyrighted by NK INC. 1997.  
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POEM FOR A FRIEND
Can you feel my pain?
Can you see my problem?
I can see your problems 
and feel your pain.
It hurts just to think of you,
and the pain you put me through.

You acted as if you cared,
you told me you really did,
to dumb was I, blinded by love, 
to see the reality and truth
you didn’t care if I came or went.

My pain lies in you,
my problem caused by you.
I thought you really cared,
then I got hurt just because of you.
But that’s ok,
my problem is easily solved.
Your problem is fear,
a fear you just can’t conquer.
To bad for you,
but guess what? 
I just don’t care like I used to.

It’s not my fault you’re afraid to have friends,
you’re afraid of love and true happiness.
You hide behind your fear,
acting big and important.
I hope you’re happy,
maybe it feels good to hurt.
But one day you’ll learn,
one day when you’re all alone.

I’m over my pain,
over my fears.
Came through my problem,
and realized I didn’t need you.

IGNORANCE
Ignorant am I,
I stood by you.
How ignorant I am.

I let you yell at me,
scream a million insults in my face.
I stood right by your side,
how ignorant I am.

I let you grab my arms,
slam me against the wall.
I never left your side,
how ignorant I am.

I allowed you to hit and punch me,
leave your love marks of black and blue.
I didn’t dare leave you,
how ignorant I am.

Then one day you pushed me to far,
hit me way to hard. 
I packed my bags and left you there,
how brilliant I became.

LOST ON THE INSIDE
I love you like ice cream on a hot summer days,
I love the sunshine.
I like the wat fried chicken smells,
and the way mashed potatoes taste.

I cherish the way you speed through life, 
take every risk you can.
I love the way you know who you are,
your emotions never hide behind thin clouds of attitude.

I wish I knew about myself,
besides the petty things.
I hope someday I can say,
"Yeah, that's just like me!"

A world of black confusion,
filled by cravings of ice cream sundaes and fried chicken.
My carefree youth is gone for all times,
now I'm only lost on the inside.

BLACK DEATH
Blackness surrounds, 
darkness engulfs me.
A thick atmosphere of anger falls on my still body.
Warm blood flows from my cooling body.
Your evil words hurt me as much as your diabolic punches.
But now I feel nothing,
no anger nor pain.
I have no sight nor hearing.
In my blindness I grab out for just one last chance.
But it's over,
I hope you're happy.

JUST ONCE MORE
How can you turn and walk away,
after all we've been through?
Do you even have a heart,
or did it evaporate like your feelings for me?

I suppose I should have noticed,
time wore away the novelty of our affection.
But it's hard to be alone,
after being held for so long.

I guess one day I'll meet another guy,
and he'll treat me just the same.
But for just this moment,
I'll long for you.

Even though I'm glad it's over,
all my troubles with you.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time,
and curl up in your arms.....just once more.

NO CONTROL
Falling, flailing, fading away.
I'm slipping into a dangerous place.
Feelings go,
I'm losing control.
Disappearing ink on this page.
Ever so slowly I'm going away.
It's over now,
I've lost all control.

CRAVE THE PAIN
Pain is dominant,
fear is a restriction.
I crave what hurts,
I want what I fear.
My biggest dream is my worst nightmare.
I'm falling,
confusion overwhelms me.
I'm blinded by the light,
something pulls me from above.
I cling to a rope made of love.
This is what causes me pain,
this is my fear.
Opening a tiny door,
to a new beginning.
Forgive me if I'm wrong,
but I can't trust my heart.
Love kills, 
and if I give in I'll soon be gone.
 
ME
I don't need a man to make me happy,
I refuse to grow up...ever.
I am satisfied with my life.
I don't need a lot of money,
I don't need a lot of friends.
I know what I am,
and I know what I want.
I know when to say when,
and when to give in.
I refuse to conform,
I won't be society's little girl.
No one can break me,
I won't be brought down by your opinions.
I am strong, phenomenal, and self-assured.
I am my own self.

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