This page is for a very special man in my life.
He has shown me what life can be like when you are truely loved.
Many months ago I wandered into a chat room
and experienced a feeling like that I had never known.
I was greeted by a cheerful crowd,
chatting and welcoming all those who entered.
One particular man stood out from among the rest and intrigued me.
He was full of life and laughter ...........
holding the attention of the entire room.
His joking manner continuously made everyone laugh
and he appeared to be loved by all.
Little did I know that he would become someone so important in my life.
He was, in a manner of speaking, "taken" and seemed happily so.
Months went by and this man and I became great friends.
Our late night talks were honest and open ............
discussions of everything from family matters, politics, problems with kids,
marital relationships and beliefs .............. and YES ............
even sexual likes and dislikes.
Through ups and downs we felt a closeness
which brought us together time and time again .......
yet never close enough to touch.
Other relationships we encountered seemed to always keep us apart .............
until one beautiful day ................. the realization of what "could be"
brought us together for the most wonderful week of my life.
With stolen kisses, wine, a bubble bath for two,
and candlelight flickering against a tapestry of two people
lost in a sea of emotion ................ time flew by.
That week, which now seems like only a moment in time,
brought new experiences and memories which will forever haunt my soul.
I discovered a need ....... a desire which burns deep within me.
This man who was now my friend and my lover
opened my eyes and showed me a world which only existed in my dreams.
His world embraced me with such intense passion and fire,
leaving me with a craving for more.
My world will never be the same
and I know I can never look back ...........
I don't want to.
He brings the sunshine into my days
and as I look toward the darkness of nightfall
I know that it brings dreams of what will come.