Darkness
How do I explain the Darkess I feel,
For this darkness is all to real.
To know when I awake and have to start
the day,
With so any pills it makes me sick to say.
I have elevenn or twelve different meds a day.
They are supposed to help take the darkness
away,
But unfortunately they seem to want to stay.
Tomorrow I will talk to my Doc.
About all the experiences and a chance to
talk.
I may end backin the hospital but
that would be because this is scaring me,
I look all around and pills are everywhere,
And think deep inside if I took em all
would people care?
But then I look to my boys faces and know I
can't hurt them so
So Please God hear my Plea and help me make
it through
JudyŠ1999
A Lost Mind
My mind says do it,
My Heart says Stop.
My mind says come on,
My Heart says why.
My mind says it will be over fast,
My Heart says a breath or two before the last.
My mind says do you really care?
My Heart says its selfish to those who do care.
My mind says but why do they care,
My Heart says i am used every where.
My mind is Lost and needs to know,
That suicide is not the way to go.
Until that time Please stand by me,
For you all are Angels on earth for me.
JudyŠ1999
Thank you all for your support and friendship
Judy
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