Involving Nobody
Nobody is to blame for how I live each day,
The only thing I ask of you is to continue to Pray,
Suicidal thoughts run through my mind,
So maybe I better step back a bit to clear what's in my mind.

I could say a few days away from the puter is the cure,
But my heart tells me to teach others to endure.
Suicide is not the way to go,
It is selfish to allow others not to know.

That if I were not here for them as they have been for me,
Then I would have no worth at all in this eternity
Time to decide just what is right for me,
And to Stop and look at just who is inside of me.

Is this they way I want to live, each and every day?
Would I be missed at all if I were to go away.
My Heart is aching, My minds can't see,
For I need t live for no-one but me.

But to not be needed leave me alone,
Because of long distance I can't even pick up the phone,
So for now I Live a living Hell,
When will I heal?
Only God will know
Judy©1999

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