No Answer To Be Found

I need to find an answer as to what I am,
They say I am in a race called human
They say I am a daughter, sister, aunt, mom,
wife, lover, friend, foe, and I am forgetting some.
When I look into a mirror I don't know who I see,
because as well as being all the others I also am called me.

No answers can I find for who I really am,
And at this point I really don't give a damn.
Do I have a purpose to be upon this earth,
Was there truly a reason for my birth?
Pain has lived inside of me and when I question why,
There is no answer to be found and so I sit and cry.

Everybody says that they would miss me so,
If I decided it was my time to go.
But if there is so much Love and need for me, 
why do I feel this way,
I have tried to forget yesterday, not think 
about tomorrow and live for today,
No answers can I find as to why i even exist,
And even though I try so hard these feelings still persist.

When I look to tomorrow I see no change in sight,
So does that mean I give up and just stop the fight.
Tomorrow is another today and I can only see,
Just another day with no answer for me.
I am so much for so many or at least thats what they say,
But when I look into the mirror I have to turn away.

No Answer To Be Found
Judy ©1999
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