Two Steps
Two steps forward, Ten steps Back, Just
when I felt I was moving ahead,
I come home to see other wise instead.
The boys are rebelling but are they trying
to push me away?
Do they care that I feel they want me to
stay away?
My heart can't take much more of this, my
mind
has given up the game,
You see I feel the ones I Love the most,
care
only for what they need, What a Shame!!
Two steps Forward, Ten steps back, that is
how I feel,
When if comes to me trying to deal
All I ever wanted was for my sons to
do good,
I would change it all if I possibly could.
The boys no longer care if I am here or
not,
That is the unspoken messagenI just got.
I know they are confused too,
Tell me what I should do.
The anger i see in their eyes,
Tears theey fall from the skies.
Holding on to my babes no more,
I guess deep within I need to explore.
to know how to help them but I must say,
I have to take care of me first, each and every day.
JudyŠ1999
Can There Be?
When you hear a whisper, Can there be a smile?
When you hear a sob. Can you dry the tear?
When you hear a whistle, Can you turn your head?
When you feel a chill, Can you find a warmth?
When we allow others to change our point of view.
That is when we lose a little piece of eho we are.
When we ALLOW them to change the persn I call me,
Is when I need to know the person who I am supposed
to be.
Listenins is okay but never ever lose,
The person often looked up too, as our Father knows.
So say a little prayer for me today that I may
find my way,
To a World of Happiness where other people play.
Home But Alone>
I am home but does it matter?
Look in the mirror, I feel fatter.
Home but alone is how I feel,
Boys seem to feel it is no big deal.
Diane by my side to help me understand,
Why I feel like a grain of sand.
Take a second to see who you are,
Geesh this feeling has gone too far.
lonliness lives in me,
Help is what I need for me.
Ever feel all alone?
Even in a crowded room
I feel empty and alone,
always needing to moan and groan.
STOP the feelings that bring the tears,
Life needs more than existance and fears.
Hold on to the one you Love,
Because Happiness comes from God above
JudyŠ1999
Thank you all for your support and friendship
Judy
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