Questions I Have
I wonder what you think of me,
And if you are tired of my poetry.
I ask myself should I continue to write,
And if you are tired of coming to my site.
I am trying very hard not to write things
so sad,
But with speaking honestly it's the way
I feel inside.
I no longer know whether to write or hide.
I want no sympathy for how I feel,
But to me coping is to write this ordeal.
If my site brings you down,then you feel
a part of me,
And if it is too much for you, I won't
send the URL for you to see.
If you still want to read the poems I do write,
Just let me know and I'll send you to the site.
Judy
Please just let me know if you do or do not
want to read my poems, I will understand.
Tense As Can Be
For some reason today I feel tense as can be,
Like something is ready to explode in me.
Maybe I just need to get the words out,
So my inner feelings won't make me want to shout.
How is it everyday is a struggle for me,
When I see everyone else looking so happy.
I do not dwell on the bad so to say,
It just follows me through the night and the day.
What can be done to change how I feel?
To me part of it is writing so as not to conceal.
I hope you don't mind that I write this way,
Because for now it is all that I can say.
I Pray to God up above to help me to understand
how to help myself to feel relief,
From all of this pain, and sorrow and grief.
It's like waking with nothing to wake up for,
But I have a Loving family that is for sure.
So maybe I just need to work harder to see,
That so many people do care about me.
Judy ©1999.... Aug 14th
Thank you all for your support and friendship
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