Wanting To Be Awake
Wanting to be awake is oh so hard to do,
Especially when I'm down and out and feeling kinda blue.
Like going through an endless tunnel,
But being sucked down though a funnel.
Still helping others to forget all about me,
This is an action most comfortable you see?
I focus on the children and elderly as well,
It is the ones in between that would say go to Hell.
Bitterness I can see in my poetry today,
Maybe after I see my Dr. I will feel better
in a little way
so hold me close and a hug I ask of you,
Too late, you're off to work too.
JudyŠ1999
Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes and describe who you see,
Is the person that I expose the one that I call me?
My eyes say so very much and seldom will you see,
The prson underthieth the mask worn quite well by me.
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see,
Do you see the hurt and anger that's a part of me.
Wisdom can be taught for others to learn and care,
I feel like to me I belong no-where.
Look into my eye and tell me why you care,
Nobody ever had the time to spare.
I guess when they say life is what we make of it,
I think life is what you mske of it
Now my eyes are heavy again all I want to sleep
But in the same tome,I have poetry thats deep.
Here I sit and wonder what to write next that
may catch your eye.
And here is a tissue or two incase something gets
in your eye.
JudyŠ1999
All Grown Up
All grown up to very young men,
Soon I will be alone again
One holds anger the other holds Love,
One needs to know it all,
the other takes time to admire the stars.
All grown Up
Guilt follows me eveywhere I go,
For loving my children more than most know.
Because I have become a shield to them and
that is all I'll be,
Many times I walked in and tried to calm the storm
and turn it to me
To keep them safe from Daddy's words
that were oh so very strong.
A child learns what they see,
And all the protecting in this word will never be,
Enouhj to open theier eyes to wrong,
For they will be men the man so strong.
All Grown Up
JudyŠ1999
I hope I did right by them and not so very wrong.
All Grown Up and the circle continues!
JudyŠ1999
Stop This Please
Stop my Heart from aching so,
Stop the way I feel today,
For I think I could sleep my life away
Is that suicide or is eternal sleep,
Grabbing a tissue to dry the tears I weep.
I have many friends on the net each day,
Even they can not take these tears away.
What is it that makes me cry and why
do other care
I guess we all have our own stories to share.
Mine is one of pain, war and Love
Wiith a spcial gift from God up above
Stop this PLEASE
JudyŠ1999
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Thank you all for your support and friendship
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