Trapped Within Myself
Cannot go out in this world alone,
Cannot handle strangers calling on the phone,
Feel so trapped and long to be,
Just a part of what I see.
As for self esteem, it was never taught,
I wish it were something that could be bought.
I feel so trapped and do not know,
How to let these feelings go.
I try so hard to change how I feel,
When you go through life feeling like nobody.
Time moves on with each passing day,
And each day I look for a new way.
To Love and to Care for others is easy to do,
But I cannot stop feeling so blue.
I feel I could burst into tears,
But that woudn't change the way I
have felt for years.
Too much or no sleep at all,
Waitng for the Doctors to call.
Someday maybe I will be like you,
And believe in myself like you believe in you.
JudyŠ1999
Thank you all for your support and friendship
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