Emotions And Actions
Anxiety, Pressure, Pleasue, Pasin,
Happiness. Lonliness, Carefree, Vain,
Blue, Cheerful, Hilarious, Sad
Finicky, Picky, Lovingly, Mad,
Laughing, Crying, Sobbing , Tears
Excited, Frightened, Silly Fears,
Perfectionist, Shy, Timid, Coy,
Restless, Speachless, Opinionated, Joy,
Slow Crawling,coy,
Mystical, Magical, Bawling, Last,
Taunting, Teasing, Rushing, Lost,
Snifflin, Sneezing,Whining, Tears,
Hear Breaking,Mind Staking, Losing my mind.
Is this "Normal" to feel?
These ropes that bind?
Losing myself so many years ago,
Has awakened the memories I did stow.
Do I move ahead or stay the way I am.
Doeas it really matter if others give a darn?
Emotions and Actios
I think I am Lost and if I find myself again,
Will I LIKE ME?

Judy 1999

When All Else Fails
When all else fails I will be the one to see,
What it is you want from me.
Together we have united as one but is that enough?
For lately things seem to be getting rather rough.
I Look within my heart and soul and yet I do not see,
How another human being can be in Love with me.
When all else fails I need to be more than a mom and wife,
Because you see THE BOYS ARE GROWN 
and I see NO MORE LIFE
I try to look at the good in me, But when I do I see,
This shell of a person who is lost deep inside of me.
Someday there may be a time when I will understand why,
But until that day happend I feel the need to cry.
Take a look and you will see a blank look on my face ,
Cause thet's the look I always fell when I feel I am outta place
JudyŠ1999


The Life I live
The life I Live is not my own for I care not for me,
It's for the people in such pain that I often see.
In helping others I can forget how I feel,
Beacause the hurt is oh so real.
I have one friend outside of the net,
and sometines we hve fun.
Whether it be roller blading or falling on my bum.
Reflections are what we allow our selves to see,
And when I look into a mirror I like not who I see.
So tell me what it is you see that is so Special about me?
Becaue all I see is an inner soul just waiting to be free.
JudyŠ1999

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