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By Ruaki, HyugaCitan@aol.com
The Usual: Anime http://members.xoom.com/davias/


"Significant Other"

The Room was lit with bright white lights, blinding his eyes as the big bulbs glared down at him with their bulging orbs. The Room's bare blank walls choked him as they moved closer, entrapping him between their four planes of nothingness. His mouth opened, gulping for air in large gasps, fingers clenching at the cold metal table he was strapped to.

"Begin the tests." The booming voice of god was toneless.

Noooooo!!! Not again, he couldn't take it again. He screamed for his mother right before the soft hum of a mechanical arm stole all sound from his throat.

The thick needle attached to the arm pierced his young skin easily, injecting the burning drug that would release the supposed hidden power within him.

I am...

A haze swarmed lazily around his vision as the drug pumped through his blood. Shutting his eyes against the bright lights, he turned his head, tears streaming down his small, ashen face.

I exist...

Why was Mama doing this to him? Why was she letting him be hurt this way?

"Insert the nanomachines."

The mandate from god chilled him to the bone. He didn't know what 'nanomachines' were... but.... when they were injected.... they ate him alive.

Born from your fear...

God's declaration immediately sent him into loud tearful pleas and desperate squirming as he strained against the strong metal cuffs that bound him to the table in that stifling laboratory.

The shrill shrieks begging for his mother rapidly degenerated into incoherent cries of agony as five thick pumps whirred and shot the nanomachines into his bloodstream.

Born from your pain...

"Analyze him. Don't forget to recheck his anima alignment." God's voice was the Last Judgement.

How he hated the voice of god! Hollow and empty, filled with no humanity or emotion. God must have been a terrible, uncaring entity, filled with nothing and existing only to be hated. And he did hate god. And his mother for doing this to him. And everyone for not helping him.

Born from your misanthropy and distrust...

Die. They should die. No, he should die. He wanted escape from this pain. Escape from reality.

Tiny explosions suddenly, painfully pricked just underneath his skin, stopping his heart and breath, grinding at at his muscles and dissolving his veins. He wanted to scream; he had no breath. He wanted to cry; he had no heart. He simply laid there, drunk with agony, staring empty-eyed at the glass mirror to his left from which he knew his mother and god were watching.

You gave me this cursed life...

With an echoing, singular pound of his still heart, the world flared and died.




Who... who are you?
heh luckily i am not you
Hey! What does that mean?
that you're a coward
Coward? Me?
yes you
coward

I don't know what you're talking about!
too bad
........where are we? Is this a dream?
inside
Huh?
where i normally am
until today

Whaddya mean?
dont act like such a prick
you know damn well what i mean

D-don't yell at me! Please!
stop your whimpering
youre so pathetic

Why am I here? Are you going to kill me?
hmph as much as i would like to
oh dont look like that
youre such an idiot
no ive manifested

Wh-what?
i have manifested
you forced me onstage bastard
if i were strong enough i would kill my enemies
and take over this shell that you refuse to live in

Let go of me!! It hurts!!! Mama!!
dont you realize coward
you hide from the pain and force me to experience it
you cannot understand the depth of my hatred and anger

LET GO!
che there coward
go crawl into a corner and hide
hide there for all of eternity

Who are you?!
havent you figured it out yet coward
i am everything
I am Id.


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