Shotgun

shotgun blast spreads like dawning 
rip me open fell it coming 
bowing down to my addiction 
never meant to go so willing 
thought i found something better 
terminally hope is crashing 
laughing and crashing its laughing im crashing 
sorry that i left your language 
found a place of my opinion 
galvanzied the oversight 
by pissing on your whole philosophy 
mine is just the easy target 
mine is just the carnal weakness 
wishing from something 
and something been wishing 
how long is this going to take us going on 
is this going to take us 
how long is this gonna take us on 
you could be the innocent 
and i could play the unwashed saviour 
counting on cancer to teach us to live 
tired of all the vacillations 
halcyon come take me under 
laughing and crashing were laughing 
im crashing 
how long is his gonna take us going on 
is this gonna take us how long 
is this gonna take us on 
shotgun blast spreads like dawning