04 July 2000 |
Reading: A Perry Mason Casebook - Erle Stanley
Listening: Thinking: happy fucking forth. . . Drinking: nothing Ok-o-meter: 5 maybe 4 and 1/2 Quote for the day: You know youre drinking too much coffee when. . . You ski uphill. Weather report: hot and clear I like tradition, I don't like
traditions being broken.
Maybe I just expect too much.
I know we can't do much at Mom's because she doesn't feel good, but it
just feels like nobody wants to deal with family anymore. If I did
get a huge house and I wanted to have stuff every holiday, I don't even
know if everyone would come. I mean even extended family. Even
the cousins who live up in the hills. I hated being around them when
I was younger because I thought they were talking about me behind my back
or judging me. God knows I judged myself bad enough back then, why
shouldn't they? I no longer care if they judge me as long as they
stay in touch.
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