When I was little
I was all grown up
Now that I'm all grown up
I feel so little

So helpless, so lonely
So left behind
The world has passed me by

I try to be strong
But something has gone wrong
Part of me is dead and gone
I will never get it back

I tried and I tried 
And so tired I fear
That it does not matter
If I were not even here

It pains my heart
O where do I start
I miss my friends
We had to part
So far away, there's a hole in my heart

I walk from room to room
I think my life is doomed
So confused and lonely

I want to walk away, to a dream world
I need to dream away
Out of the real world

I start to cry
And they all wonder why
They don't understand
So they just walk on by
So I'm left high and dry

Death would be away to get by
But I know in my heart
It just would not fly

So here I sit lost and alone
Hoping to fill the hole in my heart
The loss of my friends
The loss of my life
The loss of my dreams as a child

The child in me
Will always be
The happiest times
That there will ever be.

~Phoebe~