Reality being too prickly for my famous character,--I found myself nevertheless at my lady's, in the shape of a huge gray-blue bird soaring toward the moldings of the ceiling and dragging my wings across the shadows of the evening. At the foot of the canopy supporting her adored jewels and her physical masterpieces, I was a large bear with purplish gums and a fur thick with misery, eyes of crystal and silver from the consoles. All things turned dark and ardent aquarium. In the morning-- aggressive dawn of June--I ran to the fields, ass, braying and brandishing my grief, until the Sabine women of the suburbs came and hurled themselves at my torso.