she would've been 54 yesterday.
Mom
always
told me the story,
she had a healthy pregnacy
and normal birth, but when
Linda was born she wasn't right.
She
had water on the brain,
and was also called a Blue
Baby,
mom
went to the hospital everyday,
Dad watched
the kids.
I wasn't born yet,
but
anyway they
said;
she was getting better,
Mom and Dad was so happy
and Mom said the
kids
were so excited.
Their baby sister
was
coming home.
Well Mom and Dad took her
clothes and baby buggy
up
that
day to bring her home.
They told them she'd
never come home,she got
pneumonia
and wouldn't make
it so they better take a picture of
her.
So they did, our sister
passed
away from complications
on april 19, 1945.
Linda, I
Miss and
My Angel
Sister Linda
Little Linda is here,
only because she must.
She just couldn't handle it,
God wanted her safe
to be next to him
in her tiny place.
Like the one in my heart,
that she will always hold
for my sweet sister Linda
died when not very old.
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Rita Ann was a cousin
I never
knew,
she
was my mom's sister's daughter.
An only
child,
Aunt Mary said,
she looked just like us girls,
she
kept all her toys
and would show us them once in
awhile,
she loved her so.
Rita died from
diptheria in 1942,
back then there was no
cure.
I dont know what to say
except we
miss the
cousin we never knew.
We Love You Rita Ann,
Her mom
is with her now.
Angel
RitaAnn
Child of Heaven
Child of heaven
come to earth,
You just could not stay.
This world could
not hold you
And so soon
you went
away.
Like a rare
and precious rose,
Your lovely soul can't die.
Budded here upon the earth,
Now it will
bloom on high.
You are a child of heaven
And will forever be
In the arms of Jesus
For all eternity.
Billy was my sister
Sharon's Baby
He was stillborn,
She didn't
have a hard pregnacy,
he was 2 months early,
she got
up to
go to bathroom,
reached up to
get something and next
thing
we knew she was laying on
the floor in a pool
of blood,
hemmoraging, unconsciouness
She
was taken to the
hospital and they done a cc on
her,
He had went to heaven!
She never
saw
him,
never even got to go to his
funeral,
I remember Dick coming
home the
day he died,
he stood at fridge with his arm on the
door and
cried.
He(Billy) was the
first boy
born in our family,
first grandson,first
nephew.
The funeral was small,
I
didnt
go,
mom didn't want me too go,
he would've been 38
today!
Little Billy,
we miss and Love You Still.
Your our
AngelBilly.
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From the very
beginning I loved you,
As I made plans
to hold you and rock
you:
You were tiny and
helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went
wrong and soon you were
gone;
My young heart was broken,
my tears fell like rain,
I'd never known
such heartache and
pain.
I wonder who you
look like,
me or your dad,
Do you have my
smile and his
eyes?
Would you have been
big and tall like your dad?
or tiny and small like me?
We had dreams for you
that reached to the skies.
It was long,
long ago and I still miss you
so,
Thanks to Jesus,
I'll see you in heaven.
I'll hold you in heaven someday,
When my trials
on earth pass away;
The angels have rocked you,
the Father watches over
you,
I know you're
waiting for me;
I never could hold you
or tell you "Goodbye"
But I'll hold
you in heaven
someday.
Well Little Louie was
a 5 1/2 month old
term
baby,
Sandy had trouble
carrying
him,
he was fully formed,
just wasn't meant to be.
She hemmoraged that
night
and
lost him,
but I know she'll
see him in
Heaven
And she will
hold his Tiny
Little Body,
She'll rejoice with
all Our Loving Jesus
and All
our Loved ones.
Little Louie,I
Love You
and Miss You
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My Lil Angel
Louie
I'll Rock
You in
Heaven
The years have passed,
the pain has
dulled a little.
But your memory
is still so strong.
Though we hugged
only thru my
bulging belly,
I loved you.
I recall patting you,
touching you,
holding you,
as you were safe inside
me.
It hurts me to
think you might have
had a painful departure
from this world.
I hope and pray it wasn't.
My mind still
thinks of you hourly;
still I think,
"did this really happen?
Did my baby
really die?
Surely it's just
a bad dream!"
But it did happen,
and now you
effect everything
I do and say and
think.
Never has anyone
so deeply effected my life.
Never have I been
so aware of others'
pain.
You gave me a gift
in your life and death,
of compassion,
understanding and
patience
with others who are hurting,
and for that
I thank our Almighty
God.
You gave me closer
friends and new friends
, and new insights
into the Lord's
ways.
So out of all
my pain and heartache
some good has come.
I now find some
comfort in knowing
I'll Rock you in heaven!
My little Angel
My Darling Baby Boy
Oh I remember the
night you were born,
it was
kinda funny,
My brother came to
get me
and forgot my mom,
as we were leaving she was walking
up the
street,
of course we picked her
up.
Ray was born at 10:am,
was an easy
delivery
and such a sweet baby,
so pretty, had so much hair.
Was in the hospital two days
and
took my little darling home.
He was such a good baby,
hardly ever
cryed
except when he was hungry,
I remember playing
with his hair alot,
my
older
daughter and niece adored
him.
They
would sit and
hold him all the time,
my niece was a
couple
months pregnant when I had Ray.
Days turned into
weeks,
Ray was five weeks old
and I took him to the
dr.
for
a checkup.
He had gained 4 lbs in
5
weeks
and she said,
she was gonna give him his first
shot.
He was a
trooper,
didn't
even cry.
We went home and he
slept
the
rest of the day
except to wake up and
eat.
The next day he was cranky
all
day,very unlike him,
later that evening he was
ok.
Sandy and I played
with
him,
she put his hair in a bow,
put his rattle up to
his
mouth and he smiled
at us for the first time.
Well I gave him his
bottle
about 11:p.m and then
I went to bed too.
Well he
never woke
up,
I called the ambulance
and my mom,
and then went next door
and got
my sister.
The ambulance was
there
within minutes,
we went to the hospital,
they worked on
him
for 45 min.
But God wanted him,
My
Angel died from what
they called it then "crib death"
Its
called Sids now.
My Darling Angel
I'll
Always Love and Miss You,
Love,Your
Mommy.
And
The Angel Came
Through The Dark
when death first
seized my little
one,
Tears of longing
dimmed each dawn,
my world stopped cold,
through days
ahead.
A puppet dangled
Sorrow rank where
I can hold you
On altered course,
Your light, †††††††††††††††
Well I remember not ††††††††††††††† My Angel Chris
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
There's not much
I have a guardian angel
But the times not right.
While everyone
I knew my time was soon.
I told my angel,
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
My angel put
When Gamma called,
I know you don't
I saw Gamma Hold me tight
There's no more pain,
Just because, I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! Your Loving Chris 10~6~2000
in my stead
My heart ablaze,
love just bloomed,
now countless years
we've been
apart.
only in my heart,
called by daily cares and needs.
this life proceeds,
when dark within
my spirit
dwells.
my little one,
lives on,
in my Heart on and on.
so much about Chris,
Where do
I begin.
wanting to
get close to him,
I was afraid to love him,
but when
you
seen Chris you
just automatically fell in Love with
him,
When he first came home
I was afraid to
hold
him,
scared he'd be taken from me,
but I got over
that,
and
he became my babydoll!
I Lived
with
Sandy then
and so did he,
we took care of him for
quite
awhile,
she'd put him to sleep
and I'd get up in
middle of
the night and feed him.
We'd lay on the bed
with him and he'd
try to
crawl down to the end of
the bed and we'd grab his
foot.
Wow would he get mad.
He was
the
center
of our attention,spoiled,
but if loving is
spoiling
then yes he was spoiled alot.
I remember when he
was
about a year old,
I had a dream that a small boy
in
our
family died and
was buried in the same lot with my
baby
boy.
Scared me to
death,
but
everyone said,
it's just a dream.
I moved in with my
mom
so I
didn't see much of him,
except when Sandy
or Mary
brought
him over.
He always wanted
to stay all night and
most of
the time I couldn't refuse him,
I gave him
anything,
we all
did.
He loved The incredable
hulk,
one
night he stayed and was
in front of the
t.v when it
came
on,
The Hulk went GRRRRR
and Chris made a beline for
me
and
jumped on top of me,
It was so funny!
The last time I saw
him
alive was on a friday night,
he said, aunt tusie,
tan I tay
alnight,
I said, no honey maybe next
weekend.
If I would of only
knew that
next week was
never gonna come
Two nights later he went
to the hospital cause
he could'nt swallow,
he was diagnosed with epiglottis.
They(the hospital) told
Sandy and Mary
to go home cause he was better
and they were
gonna put
him in a pediatrics
ward.
Sandy didn't want to leave,
they
said,
they'd call if anything happened.
They(Sandy and Mary) came
and got Johnny(Mary's baby)
and went home,
we slept with our
ears open
that night and when the phone rang,
I just got a
awful feeling
that it was about Chris.
Sandy talked to Mom first
and I just knew it
was about our little Chris,
crying Mom
handed me the phone,
Sandy said; Our baby is gone,
all I can
remember saying is
"Oh No",
I went next
door to tell
my brother and as I went thru the
bedroom I
could see my
two oldest kids were just sobbing,
they had
overheard,
I went on over and
told my brother and he got
mad,
I guess from hurting so.
The funeral was two days
later,
was the hardest thing
I ever done to walk in there
and see my Little Chris Laying in a
coffin.
Well I could go on and on
but here's where
i'll end.
I have so many Angels
Watching over me.
My Little AngelChris,
I Miss and Love You
so,
You'll live in My Heart Forever
Heaven is great.
Just like you said,
longer to wait.
Guess what Aunt Tusie
who comes at night.
I told him I wanted to go,
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
My angel came this morning.
was still in bed,
He came with a warning.
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
When you were
finally out of sight,
The time is just right.
When you still
didn't know I was gone,
his hand in mine,
And I was no
longer stiff or sick,
I felt so happy & fine.
I saw you crying from above.
And I knew how
much I was loved.
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
On the way to the hospital
I heard you pray,
Please let them bring him back,
want God to take me away.
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
It looked like
you'd never go on.
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
and kiss me
And tried to tell
you I was alright.
Guess what Aunt Tusie,
And I'm playing with Ray
Please Aunt Tusie,
Tell Gamma I Love Her
I'll watch all of you
all your days through.
And be like your guardian angel,