My Story




Two Little Boys,

One My Son,The Other My Nephew

So Sweet,I Miss Them So

Well On With

My Story

Ray Was Born On Feb.19

What A Doll He Was

Mom Used To Say He Had More Hair

Than Most Men

My Niece Was Preg With Chris

She Used To Say;Aunt Susie,I Want A Boy As

Sweet As Ray

I Said;Mary,Whatever You Have,The Baby

Will Be Just As Sweet,

Ray Was So Good,Never Cried Unless Hungry Or Wet,

Seemed Real Healthy

The Night Before He Died My Sister(Bettyboop57)

And IWere Playing With Him,

She Put A Ribbon In His Hair

He Smiled At Her,

We All Went To Bed

Raymond Never Woke Up,He Went Home To

Be With Our Father

We Were Lost Without Him.

I Was Devastated

Didnt Know How I Could

Live Without Him,

That's When I Turned To God,And Got Saved

All I Could Think About Was

Being With My Baby!!

Time Passed And Three Months

Later My Dad Died,Was Very Hard To Bear

But I Had Jesus.

Three Months Later Our Sweet Little

Chris Was Born

Wow What A Doll,I Was Actually

Scared To Love Him Tho

But Everybody Loved Chris

I Was So Scared

I Was Gonna Lose Him Too

I Even Had A Dream That

A Little Boy Died In Our Family.

And Was Buried In The Same Lot As Ray

Ray Was In An Adult Lot
But Chris Seemed Very Healthy

A Year And A Half Passed

And Chris Was Still With Us

So I Forgot The Dream.

One Friday Night Chris,His Mom And Baby Brother

Came To Visit Us And Chris Said;

Aunt Tusie,Can I Tay Alnight

I Said;Not Tonight Honey,Maybe Next Weekend

Next Weekend Never Came For Him

Sunday Night My Sister Called And Said;

Something Was Wrong With Chris

They Were Taking Him To The Hospital

He Was Diagnosed With Epiglitos

He Went In On Sunday Night And

Died Tuesday Morning

Again We Were Devastated,But We Had God!

He Was Buried In Same Lot With Ray.We Miss And Love Them So Much.

The Two Little Cousins Were Finally Playmates


Raymond Lloyd

I'll SING YOU TO SLEEP


The time I held you in my arms

was much shorter than it should've been be,

But inside my heart I still hold you,

And treasure the time we had my sweet baby

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you

Dear Mommy, I love you, I hear your prayers

I sit beside you every night and stroke your hair

Can't you feel me touch you?
Holding your hand as I watch you sleep,

My face touches you and gives you a kiss on your cheek,

Not a night passes when I'm not there!

My baby, I only wish we had shared more time,

Wished I had seen your first christmas;

And birthday, I feel in my life there has been an empty spot,

There's not a morning I don't miss you and shed a tear,

Dear Mommy, I have seen you shed your tears,

I have watched you struggle throughout the years,

Don't you know I will always be there with you,

Those Christmas's and birthday's we didn't get to share,

Couldn't you feel me there? God sent me down there,

In your heart you know i'll always! be

Yes my precious Ray , I know it's true,

I have felt you in many ways,

Yet I still feel cheated at losing you! At such an early age,

Is that wrong of me?

No mommy , I understand but can I say this,

Sweet mommy, my mommy whom I love and adore, I will be with you forever,

As you fight depression; I will be there to help you overcome it,

All you need do is think my name, Or better yet sing to yourself "Our Song",

The one you always sang when you held me

When you start to sing,

I'll join in, We will sing our sweet song again together,

And soon your pain will easeup,

Just as you can count,

on my brothers and sisters to help,

You can always shut your eyes and think of me,

I will come close and hug you real tight,

My soul, my heart, lives on in you, Just as you mommy live on inside of me,

Now please smile for me mommy,

I love you Mommy


Christopher Raymond


Garden of Flowers
She wiped away the leaves, and laid down a single white rose.

Thinking of what might have been, and pain only the heart knows.

Another tear falls in a garden of Flowers He could have been president,

a ballplayer or a Doctor.

But it was never meant to be, and we'll never look into his blue blue eyes.

But something went oh so wrong, and our Chris was gone.

Another tear falls in a garden of Flowers we watched the tubes and wires, and they said that he passed away.
A life snuffed out too early, never to see another day.

Another tear falls in the garden of Flowers.

Another day goes by and we're all alone.

The world gets older but he's still two and a half

And we dream of things, that he would've done.

He'll never ride a bicycle, Or walk or take a bus to school.

Oh but we have alot of memories, but we've lost our precious jem.

Never play in little league or basketball, never have a first date,

We think of so many things our little Chris will miss.

Never graduate from high school, or go to college,

Never get married. or know the thrill of being called Dad,

We miss him all the while. As another tear falls in the garden of Flowers,

Sweet Chris We Miss And Love You Always!


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