Fluff 2
Usako
By MoonKlutz
moonklutz@yahoo.com
http://www.homestead.com/lunap

        USAKO

        You know what? I love this.  Being here, asleep on a nice warm couch on a 
warm summer afternoon.  The couch smells like Mamo-chan, or maybe that's 
just because he's sitting next to me.  He's trying to read some more of that 
physics stuff, but I don't really mind.  Silence is ok with us, because we 
don't need words to communicate.  I love that feeling.  There's so much more 
to everything now that he's here, because he really hasn't *seen* it all 
before, and I like helping him out that way.
        Mamo-chan is like... a warm blanket.  It's almost a tangible feeling that 
you could just wrap yourself in warmth, only it smells good and has these 
amazing blue eyes and, well, I'm getting off track.  I never would have 
thought that I would be happily dating, of all people, the cold harted 
mamoru!  But here I am, and I couldn't be happier... It's a dream come true, 
really.  I do remember thinking a lot of things about him before we knew of 
destiny though.  No matter where I was or how hard I tried to concentrate on 
catching Motoki (who's a sweetheart, but not really my type, I see that 
now.), my mind would always wander to mamoru.  After the first time I even 
met him, I was spoiled for anyone else, because there could only and only 
ever would be, mamo-chan for me. There are a lot of things you can't be 
certain of now a days, I think Rei-chan told me that once when I was 
talkiing to her about Seijeru. *I know, I spelt it wrong.. gommen 
Minna-san!*  But if there is and ever will be *anything* that I could be 
certain of now, it's Mamo-chan.  No matter how many times people brainwash 
him or try to tear us apart, we will always find eachh other again, because 
it was meant to be.  But I feel that even if it weren't destiny, we would 
have found each other, and fallen in love eventually.
        Mamo-chan is like a child sometimes.  I feel so sad sometimes when I think 
about all the things he missed out on as a child, and I don't like being 
sad.  So I try to give his childhood back to him now, every day.  When we go 
to the park we play tag sometimes, or in winnter we have snowball fights.  
Sometimes we just lay down in the grass and watch the clouds and try to 
guess what animals they look like to us, or which people.  Sometimes on warm 
summer nights we watch the stars together, or during the day we go to the 
beach and swim and stuff.  If there is one thing I can be certain of, it's 
that Mamo-chan and I would find each other in a thousand lives a thousand 
times over, ane even though it may not be easy, it will be worth it.  
Ami-chan, (and I was sooooo surprised that it was her who told me this with 
her fear of love letters and all) says that it is better to have loved and 
lost than to never have loved at all.  I really believe that's true.  I may 
not be the smartest person around, but I understand people well, and I think 
that if I had never found mamo-chan, I would probably have died old and 
alone and bitter.
        You know what the best thing in the world is though?  All this time, 
Mamo-chan thinks I've been asleep on the couch, but really I've been 
watching him.  I have to hold back my laughter now, I think we're on the 
same wave-length.

The physics book he's been reading... he's holding it upside down.
                                        Aishiteru mamo-chan, Aishiteru.
Luvs ya!~
Klutz