away - reproduced from hongkong.com message board, Nov. 2000 (with additional thanks to the additional writer) hush move over - i need to get away they're pushing me to the edge these dizzying voices, banging mindgames i'm ready to jump off from this ledge this ledge i'm perched on, i'm tipoeing around on i'm alone and fearless, got nothing to live for my head is filled with noise and dirt my thoughts are evil, of blood and gore don't underestimate my need to be away from this eroded land of disgrace got nowhere to run, nowhere to be i just want out of this dark place take me to your paradise of quiet waters and serenity clear blue skies, dew topped hills where i'll want to die peacefully rrr/ 16 nov 00 hk (by: DV8) i watch one ledge, so many i built, no more bridges are left for only craters all round all there is is this little piece floating in space i blind my eyes as nothing is left a shuffle here and a shuffle there a little more here or there and a fall into an unending oblivion with nothing to loose but the love of life with nothing left there is no life come hold my hand lets crash and burn together share the experience of a lifetime.. the last one of all.. truth appears and i decide to end it here i cannot hide no more of life's unbearable pain i run no more never again this one step i will take with u a sense of calm I fall with u eyes closed i see my destiny its bliss its pure its heavenly i smile because i sleep from now eternal unconsciousness ive found needless pain and suffering gone oh death is life's sweet soothing song rrr/ 18 nov 00 hk (by: DV8) I laugh at the childish bliss you describe, this jump is one to crash & burn, not peace of mind! Hells crater is one of undending pain, even without the pleasures of this earth you choose to tint Life is as a card game you see dealt nothing but the best, a loss can be, for fools loose even with all in their favour, one can still win with worst hand possible, by playing a rightful masair this victory could have been mine, but I played wrong, I may no longer have a game to play, can I pull this game from fire's fury? my mind plays, yet I loose on all fronts thus this jump of mine be one of just cause, not a childish false sense of what is past only heavens gates, back to stuff