goodbye - reproduced from hongkong.com message board, Dec. 2000 look inside my heart u will see a crying heart, a bleeding heart hateful of the world...but even more so sadness, and hurt...intense incomprehension of the array of the forms of injustices in front of my eyes confusion, bewilderment mother why do u hate me? father why are u so blind? if only u spoke my language if only u heard my voice if only u sensed my need to be understood but u dont even try u dont even try so i live, and do, and make my own but that brings only more pain to me because u dont want to see me you dont want to hear me so what am i to do? but leave u as i have others i live only once and i do not fear anything anymore i choose to be, and not care anymore because nobody does. so leave u i will. and things will be ok again. rrr/ 6 dec 00 00:12 hk back to stuff