I sit alone in my bed room Staring at the walls I've been up all damn night long My pulse is speeding My love is yearning I hold my breath and close my eyes and Dream about her 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away She holds my malakite so tight so... Never let go 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away I sit outside and watch the sunrise Lookout as far as I can I can't see her but in the distance I hear some laughter We laugh together
Juliet's trying to find out what she wants but she don't know Experience has got her down Well, look this direction I know it's not perfection It's just me... I want to bring up you again now 'Cause I'm losing what's left of my dignity A small price I'll pay to see that you're happy Forget all the disappointment that you have faced Open up your worried world and let me in Juliet's crying 'cause now she's realizing what love can be Filled with pain and distrust I know I am crazy and bit lazy But I will try to bring you up again somehow
Dear mother, can you hear me whining It's been three whole weeks since I have left your home This sudden fear has left me trembling 'Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own And I'm feeling so alone Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums and some call it nice I want to take you through the waste land That I like to call my home Welcome to paradise A gunshot rings out at the station Another urchin snaps and left dead on his own It makes me wonder why I'm still here For some strange reasons it's now feeling like my home And I'm never gonna go Dear mother, can you hear me laughing It's been six whole months since I have left your home It makes me wonder why I'm still here For some strange reason it's now feeling like my home And I'm never gonna go
Staring out of my window Watching the cars go rolling by My friends are gone And I've got nothing to do So I sit here patiently Watching the clock tick so slowly Gotta get away or my brains will explode Give me something to do to kill some time Take me to that place that I call home Take away the strains of being lonely Take me to the tracks at Christie Road See the hills from afar Standing on my beat-up car The sun went down And the night fill the sky Now I feel like me once again As the train comes and rolling in Smoked my boredom gone Slapped my brains up so high Mother stay out of my way Of that place we go We'll always seem to find our way To Christie Road If there's one thing that I need To makes me feel complete So why go to Christie Road It's home...
I wonder down these streets all by myself Think of my future now I just don't know I don't seem to care I stop to notice by your home I wonder if you're sitting all alone Or is your boyfriend there? Because I feel so right Let my imagination go Until you're in my sight And through my veins temptation flows So I sit down here on the hard concrete Think of my future now I just don't know I don't seem to care So I sit across the street from your home I wonder if you're sitting all alone Or is your boyfriend there?
I want to be your dominated love slave I want to be the one that takes the pain You can spank me when I do not behave mack me in the forehead with a chain 'Cause I love feeling dirty And I love feeling cheap And I love it when you hurt me So drive those staples deep I want you to slap me and call me naughty Put a belt slander against my skin I want to feel pain all over my body Can't wait to be punished for my sins
When I was younger I thought the world circled around me But in time I realized that I was wrong My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future It was a tragic case of my reality Do you think you're indistructable And no one can touch you Well, I think you're disposable And it's time to knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies! And all I want to do is get real high 'Cause it's just one of my lies Why does my life have to be so small Yet death is forever And does forever has a life to call it's own? Don't give me an answer 'Cause you only know as much as I know Unless you've been there once Well, I hardly think so I used to pray all night Before I ley myself down My mother said it was right Her mother said it, too... Why?
My mental stability reaches its bitter end And all my senses are coming unglued Is there any cure for this desiese someone call love Not as long as there are girls like you Everything she does questions my mental health It makes me loose control I just can't trust my self If anyone can hear me some slap sense in me But you turn your head and I end up talking to myself Anxiety has got me strung out and frustrated So I loose my head or I bang it up against the wall Sometimes I wonder if I should be left alone And lock myself up in a padded room I'd sit and spew my guts out to the open air No one wants to hear a drunken fool I do not mind if this goes on 'Cause now it seems I'm too far gone I must admit that I enjoy myself 80 please keep taking me away...
Hey old man in woman's shoes I wonder if he knows I think he's crazy When he was young did he have a dream of Wearing woman's shoes and being crazy It makes me wonder when I grow to be that age Will I be walking down the street Begging for your spare change Or will I grow that old Will I still be around The way I carry on I'll end up six feet underground And waste away... When the old man was in school Did the golden rule make him go crazy Or did he hide a way from hopes Behind a smile and smoking dope It's crazy It seems so frightening Time passes by like lightning Before you know it you're struck down I always waste my time on My chemical emotions It keeps my head spinning around And waste away...
Why should my fun have to end? For me it's only the beginning See my friends begin to age A short countdown to what end Call me irresponsible Call me habitual When you think of me Do you fill your head with schemes Better think again 'Cause no one knows I don't want to cause no harm But my sometimes my actions hurt Is there something I should find To make plans for forever Does it seem like all your memories fade You soak up knowledge to fill the space And still my answer remains... I don't know I don't...
A thought burst in my head And I need to tell you It's news I for thought Was it just a dream That happened long ago? I think I just forgot Well, it hasn't been the first time And it sure does drive me mad 'Cause when I see There's a boy who fogs his world and now he's getting lazy There's no motivation and frustration makes him crazy He makes a plan to take a stand but always ends up sitting Someone help him up or he's gonna end up quitting I shuffle thorogh my mind To see if I can find The words I left behind Was it just a dream That happened long ago? Oh, well... Never mind
Now it seems that I can't keep my mind of you My brain drifts back to better days we've been through Like sitting on black top of the school ground The love I bitched about I finally found But now it's gone and I take the blame So there's nothing I can do but take the pain Why? Now I dwell on what you remind me of A sweet young girl who sacrificed her love As for me...I am blind without a cause And now I realized what I have lost It was something real that I could have had Now I play the fool who's stable soul's gone bad Why? Tell me by words I might have ate It's pumping pressure deep inside my head Was it bad enough to be to late Just tell me the words I might have ate
See a young girl so soft and blonde Doesn't attack me but she did me once Intoxications in her veins Sweet young boy plays with her brain Lydia bring it to life Put his hand on her thigh Ability have now been ripped Take it away I'd rather sit Sweet children Sweet children Sweet children Remember when? Johnny's playing fun and games Or else he's hitting the storage shed Running form the light of day Meybe lie and celebrate Funny circus from his head Follow me if you understand I'll trick her so she'll do it Then I sing and now we run
Come with me and let's go for a ride Follow me to the other side As I sit around and watch your pout 'Cause I know that you're the Best thing in town Best thing around Best thing in town Best thing around Running wild and always running free Doing things that I have never seen Erie colors and all I see are sounds Now I know that you're the Best thing in town Best thing around Best thing in town Best thing around I see faces I missed ???? I cannot run but ???? 'Cause it speeds ???? I miss the beat that ???? my mind
Looking at the clouds in the sky Floating images in my mind ??? ??? Now I wonder where this place is from Evidence is everywhere ??? and now I'm scared Strange beings all around Everyone comes to this place I've found I'm feeling psyched and walking I wonder why Now my joys are open No more crimes My eyes are clear and cured I only wanna be for sure ??? ??? Get in my mind and you will find Mother loves all man kind ??? ???
"I think I can do Who..." People try to put us down (Talking 'bout my generation) Just because we get aroud (Talking 'bout my generation) Things they do look awful cold (Talking 'bout my generation) I hope I die before I get old (Talking 'bout my generation) My generation Why don't you all just fade away (Talking 'bout my generation) And don't try to dig what we all say (Talking 'bout my generation) I'm not trying to cause a big sensation (Talking 'bout my generation) Just talking 'bout my generation (Talking 'bout my generation) My generation "Break it, fuck that shit!" This is my generation, baby...