May 23, 2000

     i wish the rain would stop.  

     i wish i could get some focus back on the things i'm supposed to be doing ... more webpage designs for a portfolio, and writing and cleaning ... but i don't seem to be able to stay grounded long enough.  Lots of ideas are floating through my mind, and i've been more conscientious about jotting them down so i won't forget them, but that still doesn't get the work done.  Maybe i've got too much on the go and should start prioritizing.  

     Darn rain.

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     my mother's day conversation (via icq) with my son:

son:  okay then.. :)  i had (insert girlfriend's name) over here last   night ...we had a romantic dinner!

me:  now that sounds nice.. did you cook?

son:  yes...well she helped me a bit ... i took a couple cans of sauce and heated them up with jalepinio(sp) peppers and then fried up some hamburger meat and added the meat to the sauce ...it was really good ...and had it over pasta ...she loved it ...and we had frangelico in chocolate milk!

me:  i'll mail out the cookbook this week for you 

son:  okay cool :) thanks! we did the nasty and her hands tingled like they were asleep!

me:  how does the nasty and her fingers go together? (i couldn't resist asking.  i should have quit while i was ahead!)

son:  i dunno! she had her orgasm and started pinching at my legs and then said her hands felt tingly!

me:  i think this goes under the "tmi" catagory

son:  tmi?

me:  too much information

son:  yeah i realized that! i'm slow today! hehe

        what you talkin about? i think it was funny!

me:  uh huh.. you want to know about my sex life too?

son:  do your hands tingle? hehe

me:  smart ass

son:  well i'm gettin offline now..ttyl!

me:  bye .. love you

son:  love ya too..happy moms day!

me:  thank you :)

     Did i raise him to be a bit too open minded?  i remember my mother saying that she wished she were able to be young again, yet still know everything she had learned with age.  i think i am beginning to understand that statement.  

     'Course i have to factor in the "shock value" that my son likes to utilize.  Does he think i was born under a rock?

                      shadoe