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I update it as often as I can so check back....think of it as a literary soap opera....except it is better because it is real! The start of this diary is located at...https://members.tripod.com/Mad_A/Mad_A.html...but I made a STUPID mistake and can't update it any more. ENJOY YOUR VOYEURISM!!!!!!!!! FEEDBACK, SUGGESTIONS, ABUSE, SEX? >>> send them to me at: Mad_A@Ireland.com |
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Not much to tell. I met my fathe rlast night and went to my uncles office to set up a pc for him. Pretty simple, but it ment I was really late home and didn't get to do anything. I watched this program on loyalists. Murdering bastards. And one of the ex-prime ministers of N.I. saying he felt it was o.k. for police to be hitting civil rights marchers over the head with battons as the marchers were trying to bring down the state. No wonder this country is so fucked up at the moment! 19/7/99 Well, for once it is not my fault I have not updated this. I have not been here for over a week. Havn't had a drink or a spliff in all that time either. Fucking hard! I am on pills to make me all sorted again and I can't drink with them, and for once I'm doing what I am told. Too much pain the other way. I have managed to avoid hospital. I moved house while I was gone. It was really tiring. Still, had to be done. My new place is really good. It is a really quiet place but really handy for getting to other places. I can't wait till I can start enjoying myself again. I didn't get the job I was going for. I am pretty pissed off with that but I really expected it to be honest. I only found out this morning so it is still sinking in. 8/7/99 I was at the doctor yesterday. I never go to doctors, but I did. I could barely walk. I aparently have a really bad absys. If it is not cleared up in a couple of days I've to go to hospital for an operation on it. Pain in the fucking ass. I am on 8 x 500mg of penicillin a day as well as pain killers, so no drink or drugs for me for a bit. I am moving house in a couple of days. The land lord has agreed to give us our full deposit back as we have been sound to him and put up with him doing work on the house the whole time. I hope I'm not in hospital when I am ment to be moving. I had an interview yesterday for a job as a lotus notes domino developer. I think it went well but I am not sure as I was sweating loads from the pills I'm on and it probably looked as though I was really nervous, also I was a bit spaced out and probably didn't project myself well. I guss I just have to wait and see. 7/7/99 I met lisa last night, she was in zanzibar. First time I've been there, fucking huge bar. We had a cool time, I went home alone as I wanted sleep for an interview. 4/7/99 went to lara last night for a family get together, pretty cool night. The house there is about two and a half times the size it was the last time I was there. Met all my relations. Helped my father move house to his new house yesterday too. My brother hired a bag van and we moved it all in three or four trips. 30/6/99 Went to the brige last night with Lisa...we were going to go to the cinema but decided we'd rather chill and chat together then go. Had a good few pints and watched a band that was playing...they were pretty good.Then we went back to my place and got nicely stoned...the rest I leave to your imagination.... 29/6/99 Went out to my mothers last night...pain in the arse...usual shite...arguing about my father. 28/6/99 Had a mad weekend...got Friday off as my boss figured I was a couple of days ahead of schedule...and the weather was a-1. I went out friday morning and bought myself a new pipe. Then I went to thing moat for a few pints and some breakfast/lunch. From there I went to the funnel to see a mate of mine who runs it....he was doing some stuff and we aranged to meet in a hotel later...later on he didn't turn up so I went back tot he funnel. I rang mrs smith then and she came in and we carried on knocking back dv&rb's. Later lisa came in too. Had a good laugh although it was better when mrs.smith was gone. Lisa came back with me and we got some food...usual stuff. Saturday...lisa got up early to do a photo- shoot. I slept until about five pm when tony was calling at the door, I was ment to get him some gear. We went up to dolphins barn to his place and drank a bottle of wine. I rang my man and sorted out meeting him later on. We went down to o'reiley's pub/hotel on camden st. Dotsy 's band were playing a gig there....it was not really my sort of stuff . There was a guy mixing down stairs. Much better! I went off and got Half an O of blow, a gram of charlie and five pills. I came back and got out of it basically. Then went to a party in drumcondra, followed by another party around the corner from my house...tony, foxy and andy came down to it and we all left and went to my house...good buzz...fucked up on sunday though! 18/6/99 It has been a while since I have added anything here. Sorry about that. Wow! A month? Shit! That is longer then I thought. So...I hear you ask...where have you been Mad_A??? Well, I moved into the centre of Dublin city...can't really say where or the whole anonymity of this diary would be gone. It is really cool. I have a great room which is big enough for me to use as a studio for my art as well as sleep. There is still a fair bit of work being done to the house but that should all be finished in a week or so. I have been getting along really well with Lisa. We are getting pretty close which is great. She is still living with someone else though...not the best, but it works well as I like my independence and always feel locked in when I'm going out with someone. Still wierd though. Been out with bongo a fair bit too. Some really good sessions....some nice coke....some funny incidents. Usual shite really. I am thinking of aplying for a different job where I work. I figure I have aabout a 25% chance of getting it. But then again, I only have 0% chance if I don't apply. I am off now, hopefully I will not take so long before the next time. 19/5/99 Mum got a house today. It is great news for me as it is one less person whose life I need to worry about. 16/5/99 went to andrew's lane theatre last night with serena. It was there or stay with her mates in broxelles....not much time necessary to make that decision. Andrew's lane is a caberet now. It was really good. Some great spanish guitar music and then a great jazz/blues band with some excellent singers. We went back to an apartment on gardiner st with some guys we met there. Buzzed the night away...pretty cool. 14/5/99 WOW! What a woman. She is fucking amazing. I don't think I've ever felt like I knew somebody so well just after meeting them. I did turn up to meet Lisa. we went into town and went to the cinema to see eXistanC. It is an excellent movie. Then we went to the bridge for a few drinks. The only bad bit the whole night was when she caught me out with the fact that I could not remember her name. I guess it was a bit cocky of me to have spent a few hours with her and not have known her name at all during that time. But what's a man to do? Anyway, she is probably the first girl I have not wanted to sleep with so it does not fuck up getting to know her. Not like me a t all. There is one huge problem with having a relationship with her, she is living with her boyfriend. Yeah, I know, I'm a prick stealing somebody elses girl. Well, maybe I am. Then again, why is she with me if she is so happy with him? We went back to st.kev's and made love till the sky started to brighten. Yeah, she is amazing in bed too. Wow, I am lucky and unlucky at the same time....I find a girl I get along with personality andsexually, thats luck...she is living with somebody ...that is real bad luck. 13/5/99 I have still not gone to work this week! I was out with bongo last night again. We ended up in the kitchen. I met a babe called Lisa. I sort of blacked out meeting her but aparently fell on top of her...great way of getting someone's attention! She came up to deja vu with me and we chatted for a while. Cute, and intelligent too. Morris was taking the piss out of me a fair bit, but I can't say it really bothered me, except Lisa thinks I am a slut. (Am I?). I arranged to meet her today after she finishes college. I wonder will I turn up or chicken out..... 11/5/99 Did not go to work today. I met bongo last night and enkidu as well. I had not seen bongo for over a month. We went on a mad bender. In the end I got us 2buzzes and he got me to do the same again. I swallowed one and thought he had done the same. What happens then? We get back to the house and the fucker hands me the pills saying he does not want them and goes to bed. Leaving me rushing off my head for the night on my own. Still, it was not too bad! 8/5/99 I was down in the wicked wolf last night when I met a friend's cousin. I had never realised before that she is mad into me. We went to a shite club and then she came back to the house in st.kev's. She is a pretty amazing person in bed. Firstly...she never ,ever, wears knickers...it has got to be a good start! Secondly she loves giving head...but most importantly she has a hell of a lot of sexual energy. The only problem is I have absolutly no feelings for her other the sex. Pity, it could have been nice. It still made my weekend start off alright! 4/5/99 I went out sunday night with mrs. smyth. We were in bar 22 and then went into the POD and the chocolate bar. Later we went to deja-vu for something to eat. After a few Irish coffees she was pretty out of it so I got a taxi for her and went back in myself. I met a guy from the party on friday, he gave me a couple of e's and in the end I went with him and a few others to a party on orsen quay. It was pretty kickin'. A lot of the people there knew me which was cool. I had some coke and a bit of wizz. Then later we got a heap more e's. On monday morning we went to slattery's early house and I had a chat with David Grey (musician). I guess I was a bit ignorant to him as I had never heard any of his music. From there we went to Eamonn Doran's for a few games of pool. I got a lift there with this really nice couple. They were great company all day. After doran's we went to a hotel off stephen's green. There were about 20 of us at this stage so I think the hotel was a bit freaked to see that many dinkers so early in the morning. I stayed there all day chilling over a few drinks. Then we went to the chocolate bar again, I went home from there as I figured if I was ending up in the same bar 24 hours after being there and not being sober in between, it was time to catch a few hours sleep! 2/5/99 Ahh, that was fun. I have been out of it since Friday. I went over to o'shea's for a good few pints, then got a taxi on the company account (naughty boy!) down to the wicked wolf in blackrock to see if mrs.smyth wanted to come into a party in the kitchen niteclub for a friend of mine richy. She had to wait there so I went in to a pub called the trinity arches to meet up with the lads. I got there and couldn't see any of them. I got a drink and just as I was giving up a load of them arrived and showed me some of the others who had been there all along. We stayed there for a couyple of hours and then went to the club. I met a girl Aoife there. Cute. I checked with richy if it was ok if she came back to the party with us and that was cool. In the end I decided to go and get some e's with a friend of aoife's. So I got liz's phone number (a girl who was going to the party) and said I'd give them a ring when I got to portabello, the area the house party was in. So we went off and I got ten e's. yeah, I know. a bit much for one person. But after giving richy one for his birthday and aoife one...well, yeah, I still had a load! Anyway, we went down to portabello and I had lost the phone number, fukcing hell! There we were coming up on some pills, and we couldn't find where we were going. Anyway, we walked down the canal, and then I suggested we go down the next street. Luckily I was right as once we turned the corner we heard the noise. All sorted.. later on a load more people came in from another party the ppigs had ended. they were all sound enough and I got 3 acid tabs off one of them. In the end I headed off with them to slattery's early house and then to one called the cobblestones or something. That was pretty much it, except I fell asleep on the bus home and ended up in dun laoighaire, but I just chilled in the park there and got a bus home in an hour or so. I got a bit of shit when I got home. But I basically went straight to bed and came down very very slowly..... 29/4/99 I did not go to work yesterday as I slept all morning and then I had arranged a half day for the afternoon as I had an exam last night. It is a 3 week assignment so I decided to leave it and go home to get more sleep. I am back in work now. Nothing too exciting here.... 27/4/99 I have just got back from Galway. I have been there for a development conference. It was actually just a 3 day session. We got down on sunday about five or six and went to eyre square to a pub. Free bar until about four in the morning. Then a party in a room. Woke on monday, had a nice breakfast, went to a bit of the conference. Went back to bed for a few hours. Then I went into Galway with bren and enkidu. From there we came back to a drinks reception followed by a gala dinner and a band, free bar, disc, bar till 7am and bed till 9.30 am , breakfast, bus back via a hotel in athlone for a meal. Sorry for summing it up so quickly but it is the only way I could remember it. 25/4/99 I had a mad Friday. I went to O'Shea's for a load of drinks and a few joints after work. I got pissed fairly quickly as I had no lunch...well, a pint! From there I went into town to PRAVDA, pretty nice place from what I can remember. I was really stoned and drunk when I left. Then I went to deja vu for a few drinks and some food. That was pretty interesting. I thought I was barred and was just saying hello to stephen the bouncer as I know him. He asked why I had not been there for a while and when I told him I was barred he told me that was bullshit. The manageress apologised to me and made the guy who had told me I was barred apologise too. Then they gave me all the stuff I ate and drank for free. Pretty nice of them. The fucker who told me I was barred did not have any power to do so. He is only a coffee maker. He did not know me and I was going mad as my mobile phone was nicked. Anyway, it has all turned out alright. From there on there is a bit of a blank for a few hours. I ended up in some early house I have never been in before with some people I had never met before. It was cool enough as they all had hash and I had run out. I went ove rto slatterys early house for a pint but there was nobody I knew there so I went back to the other one again. Eventually went home ansd slept till this morning. I am off on a work thing now...see you later. 23/4/99 I had a nice easy day in work yesterday. Then I went for a drive with my mother to look at some houses she is interested in buying. They were pretty nice. Got home and we had some fish and chips as I am a lazy bastard and didn't feel like cooking. Later on I went and met my father for a few drinks. It is wierd having two seperate lives with my parents. I guess I will get used to it after a while. I got payed at midnight. I got more then I usually do as the tax rates have changed. Cool! I met a guy gav I have not seen for a few months on the bus this morning. I scored an eighth of hash off him. Pretty wierd scoring on a bus. So I will hopefully have a nice stoned weekend. I am off to get my hair cut now. I will probably meet mrs.smyth tonight, or maybe go into town and get a 1/4 of hash off a friend. He has not got back to me yet so I will have to wait and see. I have started designing a new project so I guess I will be busy again for a while. 22/4/99 Another exam last night. Easy again. I didn't get home until half eleven so not much to say about my day. 20/4/99 I went to college last night. Did a few other peoples projects for them, I can't figure out how such a bunch of idiots plan to work in the computer industry, or any for that matter. I am not a genius but at least I have some inteligence. I get the first response to my diary (the older section) over the weekend...thanks! You know who you are. That was cool, as I felt I was wasting my time if nobody ever visited the site. Bongo has gone up to see another scan of his baby to be, my god-child to be! Yes, he picked the one and only Mad_A to be the godfather...I'll have to start practising the marlon brando voices! 19/4/99 I had a really nice chilled weekend. I went out to my new house on Friday and had a few beers and some fish and chips with enkidu. We had a good chat and listened to some nice blues music. The only thing missing was a few fat j's. Still, I am planning on getting that sorted during this week. Saturday I went to my brother's apartment and installed a cd-rom and windows'98 for him. (pirate software mr. gates if you are reading!). Saturday night I went to the playwright pub with mrs. smyth. We had a good laugh. I met TAZ and we talked a bit about doing a short film together. Hopefully we can start getting it together over the next few months. Mrs.smyth came back to my house for a few more drinks and we ended up in bed together. The best ass in ireland. Sorry, but it is true! (and bongo...if you are reading this, you had better keep your mouth shut!). I didn't really do much on Sunday, sat round the house, started clearing out the attic. So that was my weekend...ho was yours!?!? |
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