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Holden
Mykel Ramos
3-28-91 ~ 3-19-96
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A silent fall
a lay down quietly, Who knows?
An arm limp, Falls down, Eyes close forever
Can I ask the question why?
Why? Why? Why?
He's
gone??!!??
Never to bother me, never to ask me for anything
I wish you would bother me,
I wish you would ask me for anything
Where is he? I
do not know
He's not here! Why isn't he here?
Can anyone answer these questions?
Can he? Will he?
Why can't
anyone understand?
I don't understand
Please come back!
Everyone misses you!
I'm tired of all the stress and all the tears!
Where are you?
Can you help me?
Would you? Could you?
Do you watch over me?
I try to face
the pain, it's really hard to
It hurts me too
The pain
Why so much pain?
Why can't it be normal
Like before March 19, 1996
Why can't it be like when I would get home from school
and you would be waiting for me
In a car or a truck
Smiling, bugging Corbin
Your cute face and messy hair
Your stories of how school went
And what you made at school
I used to say
when you would grow up
I'd beat up anyone who would pick on you
Why can't I beat anyone up? Where are you?
Love You
Always,
Shantell Cameron (sister of Holden Ramos)
Memories
I sit here
and things pop up.
I see images of you
popping up from another
child's body.
Why can't what you had
just disappear with you?
So that we don't remember
what the memory was with you.
Whether they be good or bad
memories hurt.
and I don't like to be recoiled from other children that are no
meaning of me.
Written by Shantell
Cameron
In memory of her
little brudder Holden Mykel Ramos
Dear Holden
My Life changed, the very
moment I found out That you had passed away. I couldn't stop it; there
was nothing I could say. You've touched my life so deeply to a point
you will never know, I try to think about you when I am feeling down
and low. Sometimes when my day gets hard I will think about your
beautiful smile and if I listen hard enough I will hear your voice
after a while. It's you who give me a reason to go on with my day, and
now if I want to see you I'll bow my head and pray. I catch myself
looking for you still, In the halls and at your front door, but when I
call your name there is no reply any more! I never thought a day would
come where we would be apart, God has you in his keepings, we have you
in our hearts. Life will go on, but never will be the same, your
beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain. You're our angel
from up above. You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all I ask- why can't you give him back;
it seems like such a simple task. I guess people are right when they
say God only takes the best, I know enough now that you're peacefully
at rest. It's hard for me to understand why He would choose you to
take away, and if I ever faced him this is what I would say...
It's so UNFAIR, there were so
many words that were left unsaid and debts left undone, and, Holden,
Your life in heaven has only just begun. He was heaven sent, is the
best answer I could find, Always loving and kind. God has left us with
an eternal ache in our hearts when you sent an angel to him and said,
"Come with me it's your time to part." I'm always thinking
about that short time we had to spend, you'll always be with me;
you'll always be my best friend! No time would be long enough to spend
with you, and what we are going to do without you here... we have no
clue. I know you're gone now, but will never be left out; we will
never forget you- in that there is no doubt. Although you're in a new
place I'll always remember you, and remember your grace. There are
times I swear I know you're here; I can feel you so near to me, yet,
you're so far away! I can't wait until that one sweet day Where I can
talk to you again! You've brightened my day with a little wave and a
smile! There is so much more I can say, but right now I will say,
"see you in the afterlife Because good-byes are forever. In hopes
I will see you again, I know right now you're looking down on us with
a tear in your eye thinking about that horrible day where you were
forced to say good-bye."
Love always and forever.
Mika Clark
