#8

“Decision”


My big decision is to ask her out;
to give Lisa ????? love without a doubt.
I am never mad, I am always sad;
I just need her love, that’s what it’s about.

What I need is a chance to talk to her;
so I can explain my love’s forever.
Lisa seems so shy, I am also shy;
so a chance to talk just might be never.

Lisa seems so nice, she’s the perfect girl;
her beautifulness shines like a pearl;
I’m thinking about asking Lisa out;
She is a lovely and beautiful girl.

Love is the only thing that interests me;
Love has always been my most wanted plea.
Ever since sixth grade, I’ve been in the shade;
Lisa gave me sunlight so I can see.

Now after three years, I am back in love;
I will try again to unite two doves.
This time if it failed, my love will be jailed;
so I need some help from people above.

My first love depressed me for three long years;
My first love gave me tons of painful fears.
So Lisa and me, must together be;
Or else she will give me endless love fears.

But how to know where, when, or what to ask;
always puzzled me to find out this task.
But will she say yes? But will I confess?
Telling her I love her is a hard task.

Lisa’s love can heal all of my rough past;
But how long will all of Lisa’s love last?
My love’s eternal, my love’s immortal;
If I get her love; It must not end fast.

Without Lisa’s love, I never have fun;
With my reputation, what can be done?
I try my hardest, never shall I rest;
Until I get love brighter than the sun.

Lisa gives me strength, Lisa gives me pride;
Lisa makes me come out from where I hide.
When I know to start, I’ll follow my heart;
I just need her love to have on my side.

So far love has been the most toughest fight;
I have tried for love everyday and night.
Love I’ve never had, Love I need so bad;
Lisa’s love can be brighter than white light.

I deserve a chance to go out with her;
And the past three years made me lonlier.
I want my wish of getting Lisa’s love;
to come true and make my self-pride stronger.

I am an honest and trustable man;
and for Lisa I will do what I can.
I am way too nice, I’m quiet as mice;
But I just can’t change the way that I am.

But, when will my decision take effect;
But will the answer make my life a wreck?
I am not that bad, just because I’m sad;
Having Lisa’s love will be just perfect.

My decision, Lisa must know about;
She must know that I want to ask her out.
My prayers must be answered from above.
I just can not live without Lisa’s love.

10-19-96



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