#49

“Helpless”


In this world, I’m on my own.  No one will help me.
Everyone that I talk to tries to ignore me.
No one can stand me.  My friends are fading away.
I get more depressed every minute of the day.
And I get no help every second of the day.

I need help to go out with the girl that I love.
I need her more than anything.  I need her love.
Without her, I’ll never feel happy or be glad.
I will always feel so lonely, depressed, and so sad.
And the help that I don’t get makes me hurt so bad.

Crying will not help me.  Praying will not help me.
Revenge will not help me.  Anger will not help me.
Nobody will even try to give me a hand.
Just some help in this world is what I demand.
I need help in life but nobody understands.

Everyone near me tries to get away from me.
What nobody does is help out and talk to me.
When I am lonesome, no one is there to help me.
Nothing that I do could ever work out for me.
I am helpless because no one wants to help me.

I have given up trying to get help for me.
No one will help me.  They will leave and let me be.
I want to stop being so lonely and depressed.
I am always confused, frustrated, and distressed.
All of my problems is because I am helpless.

4-9-97
4:04PM



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