#197

“She Signed my Yearbook”


She never was happy towards me.
She was always awful towards me.
She never gave me that one chance.
She never took more than a glance.
She never wanted love from me.
She never saw inside of me.
She never even looked at me.
But she signed my yearbook.

My yearbook, I’ll cherish forever.
This is all I got from her ever.
Even though it’s writing, it’s for me.
Her writing will always be in me.

She never seemed to care for me.
She wasn’t even there for me.
She was stuck-up as she could be.
She was horrible around me.
She did not want to be my wife.
She never wanted a Low-Life.
She surely won’t want a dark crow.
She never gave me some control.
All of this, she never did do.
She never wanted to be true.
She never wanted a loser.
She was a self-centered chooser.
She never looked inside of me.
She will never try to help me.
But she signed my yearbook.

My yearbook, I’ll cherish forever.
This is all I got from her ever.
Even though it’s writing, it’s for me.
Her writing will always be in me.


Thank you Lisa.

That is all she did for me ever.
My yearbook, I’ll cherish forever.
That is all she did, but I want more.
I’m tired of being this dark crow.
Life is very short, but love is strong.
My love is more than a lifetime long.
I need more than her writing.
I need her care and loving.
I cannot go on without her love.
If I can’t then I’ll pray to above.
If I cannot have her to rely,
then I’ll have nothing so let me die.

6-15-99
1:16AM



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