#223

“Compromise”


I can’t take this anymore.
You started this war.
I’m fighting this war.
You want me to leave you alone.
But I did nothing.
You want me to leave you alone.
But you did something.
You laughed.
You laughed at me.
You laughed at six years of suffering.
You laughed at six years of lonliness.
You laughed at the help I never got.
You laughed at all of the times I truly needed you.
You scarred me.
You put a scar in my soul.
You scarred me.
You have made me lose control.
I want to see you.
I want to love you.
I want to ???? ???.
I want to kill me.
But what I want the most
is the fighting to end...

If we compromise,
I will get some help and I’ll help you.
If we compromise,
This war will end between me and you.

You have to admit.
You started this shit.
Now you want to be left alone
I will never leave you alone.
Doesn’t it suck,
to know that I’m out to get you?
Doesn’t it suck,
to know that I’ll always want you?
You called the police on me,
and the police didn’t even care.
You tried to get rid of me,
but you’ll know that I’ll always be there.
There is nothing you can do
but realize that it’s true...
I will never leave you alone
until you pay me back.
You laughed at me.  Now it is known.
You have to pay me back.

We must compromise.
I will get some help and I’ll help you.
We must compromise.
This war will end between me and you.
We will compromise
This war is hurting me more than you.

If we do not compromise,
then I will get revenge on you.
If we do not compromise,
I will make you suffer so true.
So please.. please...
please...

We need to compromise.



Please. 

12-8-99
10:37PM



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