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MaRCH /03

Saturday, March 1st
 
*sigh* I am going to break up with Kalen.  I can't stand being alone all the time, no one there for me, never has time for me...it's not fair.  I don't even feel like I have anyone.  I will find someone new, who will love me more.
 
ya, yesturday after everyone left, everthing was just werid...I don't want to even talk about it. 
 
I can't wait for MJ's toga party, it is going to kick ass...carl is going to be there =).  I can't wait for march break and summer too...this summer is going to kick ass.  The whole group to hang out pretty much everyday.  and my pool parties.  ya man, it's going to be cool, I will be happy.  everything will be okay...=( =S.  everything is so confusing, I am so unhappy, life is just going down hill...argh
 
ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Sunday, March 2nd
 
Ahhh I screwed up on Janel's protrait for drawing ='(...lol It's looks funny...I hope she doesn't mind.
 
T-heheheehhe I ahve been so giddy and happy today, I have been giggling since this morning, lmao.  hehe. 
 
There isn't much to say....argh I have some much homework and I am so lazy lol.  me going to go for a bit, if I get the time I will write back.  ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Monday, March 3rd
 
Man, I feel bad for Kalen =(...I broke up with him.  I feel so bad =(, I hate making people sad...I am sorry Kalen, I really am.
 
Argh, omg....Eddie is stalking me.  Eddie if you are reading this, please, stop stalking me..it creeps me out.  it's okay to talk, but I am not in the moood of talking to you...you don't even talk, and my mom says you mubble...
 
I really don't know what to talk about..me bored..I love my web cam *giggles* haha I am going to go now, don't know what to talk about ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 

Wednsday, March 5th
 
WHOAAA!!  Snow day =D....hooray!  I slept in.  It's 11:08AM, muahaha.  hehe and so far 2 people called...but I was sleeping....Mj and my mommy said some other guy, who wouldn't leave his name..that's going to brother me.   lol.
 
Yay!  Carl came over yesturday =D, we watched Home Alone 2.  And I tried to shock him so many times but he was freaking out, lol.  Then we just hang out at MJ's after the movie and just sat there.  We tried to get the video cam working, and I was to lazy to do anything, haha.  Basically I didn't wantt o move...alotho I move alot?   Odd.  Well I am going to try and wake up now and then take shower, call MJ back and hopfully that dude will call back.  ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
Wednsday, March  5th - 8:20PM
 
I'm back...muahahah, bored tho.  I like just spent 4 or 5 hours of video games with MJ.   There isn't much to talk about...I am just confused at the moment.  Too much going threw my head =(...=O Janel is on..I can talk to her.  me going now...ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
 

Saturday, March 8th
 
Tim's party was nuts!!  It was pretty cool!! besides getting hit in the head in the mosh pit ='(.  lol...hooray, my cousin is coming down Tuesday!! Kickass, I am still trying to figure out what we are going to do...haha.  hmmm, Also I get to see Carl =).
 
Right now MJ's mom, Anna is just painted our borders, looks amazinggg!!! We are singing, the time of season - Zombies.  haha we are so odd.  I don't know what to talk about besides the party was awesome and I ahd a head ache lol...and Janel and I colored on Click's face lmao...haha, sorry dude =(...me going now ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
Saturday, March 8th - 11:41PM
 
I had a pretty good day. My cousin is coming down Tuesday and staying till Saturday.  Also I see Carl monday =).  Kick ass!!
 
Today was awesome, I ate over at MJ'S with Alex and we were dancing like idiots and shit, lol we are so crazy.  OMG!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TOGA PARTY!!! IT IS GOING TO KICK ASS!!  AND YOUR NOT GOING! haha enless you are?!?! haha.  I want to get so wasted, but now so wasted that I will embrassed myself lmao.  ooo it's soo great, life is going good..Life's been good to me so far...=D =).
 
I am going to go now...maybe I will write back..who knows..oh if I don't write back till like after Saturday is because my cousin is over now and we are having a kick ass time!! lol
 
ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Sunday, March 9th
 
well it's 10:43AM, my mom woke me up...=@.  And I wa sdown stairs watching a video and she told me to go upstairs because her and Walley don't want ther hear it, and I said right after this video.  Argh and she got angry at me and was telling Walley I am grumpy because of her waking me up, and I said no, I am grumpy because your being a jerk.  And then she yells Andrea....Like I don't know my god damn name.  Jesus.  She is just being a bitch angain, godddddd.  lol
 
Yes so I guess asking her if I can go see Carl today and maybe spend the night, or whatever, is out of the question..=|..grrr her, she is such a bitch and she doesn't understand me.  Well at least I am also seeing Carl tomorrow, so it doesn't matter that much.  As long as we get to hang out, I'm happy! =).  I still need to take a shower, so I am going to just wake up and then I am going in the shower...ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
Saturday, March 15th (12:33AM)
 
Boo urns!  My cousin is leaving today!! ='(.  We had a kickass time!  It rocked!  I spiked his hair and we went to the mall and shit B).  *giggles* I get to see Carl tonight!!!...I can wait!!!  It's going to kick ass...I miss him.  =(  I don't really know what too talk about there is too much shit to write....Oh I pierced my cousin's ear hehe!  it's looks good....we have some pics up from over the march break!  and there is one of me at the bottom of the front page....my hair is like Head from KoRn!! =D =D =D X Infiniti.
 
Me going now, ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
Saturday, March 15th - 10:42AM
 
Ahh I feel like my head is spinning, ahhh!!! I don't know what to do with my hair, I told Carl I was going to do it like heqad again, but also I am lazy....hmmm, if I don't do my hair like head, I am doing it in pig tails...I am going to wear my kilt today....it's warm enough for me to wear it!.... My cousin leaves in an hour!!!  Nooooooo!! Boo Urns....He is coming down here in the summer!  kickass.  Me going to go tho..ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Sunday, March 16th
 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLICK!!
 
Well that's right folks!!!  Click Poo (Mat) is 16 years old!!  Hahaha, *giggles* yesturday I went to Carl's (Matt's) haha house.....we are dating now =D.  Oh oh oh!! For all thoses who didn't get the Summer Sanitarium Tickets, you blow..because I did =P...yay!  now I must be off....I need to get dressed.
 
ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Monday, March 17th
 
Argh!! back too school =@ arghhhh I hate school...I despise it!....hhaha I just made a friends quotes page.  It's kicks ass!  There are so much more to write but I just can't remember.  Hahah.  Tomorrow I am going to wear my kilt! hehe. 
 
Today, Tim, Janel, Corey and I walked home..I am soak and wet and my feet hurt!  argh lol....such anger!.  hooray!  I get to see Carl thursday...I have no idea what are we going to do.  Now I am going to go lol...ttyl bye bye *hugs*..I might write back..hmm!  ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 

Tuesday, March 18th
 
Just a little peom for you guys today..I got it in an email:

Sarah

 

My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me.

 

Thrusday, March 20th
 
*giggles* I get too see Carl tonight!!  yay!
 
Yesturday we (Janel, Tim and I) went to the mall.  It was a kickass time, might I add!! hehe  I have to go soon to fix my make up =|..argh!! lol...I don't have much to say.  ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
"Thursday" (friday) March 21st - 12:10AM
 
Hehhe aww I miss Matt already.  We  took web cam pics.  He is such an amazing guy.  He is so great.  I like eveyrthing about him. 
 
Now I am tired!  heehhe and talking to Matt on MSN now.  t-hehe.  I just finsihed my art homework.  And I am also watching simpsons.  me going to bed now ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Sunday, March 23rd
 
Yesturday when I got home from Matt's house, no one was home...everyone had left me.  They didn't come home till like 2:30AM. =|
 
Yesturday was intresting.  I was on caffin pills and I couldn't stop freaking out at Matt's.  And my brother called my cell phone and said that MJ might be arrested because of his mom hitting him.  Hmm intresting.  And then I just felt like shit at Matt's house because he friend asked about my age and then he just sort of looked at Matt and like laughed =S.  People are plotting against me.  Then when I had to catch the bus I wanted to say goodbye to Matt, but he passed out.  I feel like he doesn't like me anymore =( =S.  *sigh*  So now I am in a shitty mood. 
 
MJ's party is canceled now.  I feel bad for him.  I am still going to make him a b-day card tho.  Poor kid =(.  But I am going to go now.  ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
--Andrea

Monday, March 24th
 
Heheh Matt still likes me =).  And he is coming over tonight =D, I can't wait!!!  He is such a great guy =) I love it!  I don't have much to say beside all my photo are on a new website as a photo album http://paperdoll_freak.tripod.com/photo/
 
go visit it! ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Thursday, March 27th
 
Woahhhh MJ's party tomorrow!!  It's going to kick some serious fucking ass man!  hehe and and I am going to battle of the bands during period 4 at my school, and Matt will be there =D.  I can't fucking wait to see him, I miss him so much.  Me going now tho, I can't wait for tomorrow, it's going to be great =D hehehehehe.  ttyl byebye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

Saturday, March 29th
 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ!
 
MJ's party was awesome!  but I am too lazy to talk about it.  But it was good.  Then MJ had to go to the hospital because of his grandpa =( =S.  Not good at all.  So when we all had to go, Matt and I went to my house and we just layed around hanging out.  We took some web cam pics, go check it out!  =).  I have no makeup tho =O ='(.  LOL.  Matt and I also watched well parts of Cinderella.  hehe, I miss him already ='(.  I get to see him Monday and then Tuesday for wings =S! hehe but I am scared because his daddy and his sister are going to be there and I will be shy and ='( ahh boo urns!  But I still get to see him =).  me going now tho ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*
 
Saturday, March 29th - 11:44PM
 
hehe I pierced my ear again! I love it! *giggles* it's so great.  I love it!  hehe and now I am waiting for Matt to come online.  I jsut came back from watching the Jackass movie.  It was pretty good and funny..me go now ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*
 
*LiTTLe_GoTHiC*

My ear!
hehe new piercing, (circled)

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