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Vampire Nicky
22nd October, 2003

Well me and Terra were broken up for a grand total of 2 weeks, lol, and now we're back together again. In that time she dated Josh and I dated Lauren, those relationships sure lasted a long time, lol, and i think the experience showed both of us how much better off we are with each other. No regrets though, i think it was the best idea at the time for us to break up, and it may have saved our relationship from an even worse breakup. We're stronger now than we were before we broke up, which shows that it was probably a good idea.
 
This week i kinda have mixed feelings about things. On the one hand my mom and bro are here to visit me, which it great because i get to see them, but on the other hand i'm sad because i don't get to see Terra this weekend and i miss her so much already. Worse still i can't talk to her online as much as i'd like because of spending time with my family. I'm kinda torn and feeling guilty about not spending time with her, even though i don't really have any choice, i can't exactly tell my family that i wanna do other things when they flew 3000 miles just to spend time with me. blah, it sucks, but i guess it's only for a few days and then Terra can have my full attention again, and soon enough i'll be seeing her again which will be awesome as always.
 
Let's see, what else? Oh yeah, on Monday i went t school with Terra, i got stranded at her house for an extra day after the jackass bus driver didn't stop to pick me up and take me back to Albany. So, i spent the night on the couch and went to school with her the next morning. Her school is colorful to say the least. The first class, math, was kinda uneventful, but then in gym things really kicked off. First there was a hilarious incident with this girl Tiffany, who answered "Hi!" when i asked her "Who are you?" lmao. Then me and Terra just hung out whilst everyone else was playing tennis and occasionally caught the balls and threw tham back to people. Next was advisement, which wasn't fun because this kid Jeremy kept bugging me the entire time, plus i met Josh and i really can't believe that Terra went out with him, i just can't believe it, the guy is a total retard, he isn't fit to be Terra's slave let alone her boyfriend. Study Hall was fun because we got to hang out with Ashley, so we had a good time there, and after that this one girl Nikki was hitting on me in support, lol. Her earth science class was hilarious, even with two teachers in there they still couldn't keep the class under control, lol.
 
I hate sleeping alone, my bed feels so empty without Terra there next to me.