Many people dont think twice when they get in a car after drinking.
They think..."I'm not going that far!"
But the fact is drinking and driving KILLS!
Many people lost a dear friend on May 2 1998. We will always remember
Jeff for the fun loving guy that we was!
Jeff
It saddens my heart and numbs my soul
that your life was taken, where will you go?
No one ever saw you without a smile.
To forget what you gave us will take quite a while
You were a wondeful person, everyone's friend.
It hurts so much that your life had to end.
I barely knew you but you'll remain in my heart.
I fell for those with who you had to part.
I hope that you know how much we care,
You'll always be with us even though you're not here.
It makes me so angry that your life is gone.
There's only a blackness where your light once shone.
Our tears seem unending as we cry for you
but they wont bring you back no matter what we do.
Just know you are loved and no one will ever forget
the things that you gave us or the life you led
Our memories of you, they'll never fade
I'm sorry for you although it's to late.
-Tanya Evans
Well now it had sunk in. Jeff had died. Dave was in bad shape, and
Jamie was gonna be okay. I think it was hard for everyone. Even if
you never knew the kid you felt like you did and you helped your
friends grive.
All of Jeff's really close friends all decided that they wanted
Shorty's gonna be a thug at his funural. Later it was decided that
Crossroads were going to be played. But if you knew Jeff..you would
agree with me it should have been shorty! We all knew Jeff's luv for
Pac.
Jeff's death was hard on everyone. Even if you were the person who just
got high with him once and awhile. It was really hard to understand that
Jeff would never be out at break playing hack with you, or him and
Dale would'nt be skipping out on class to get high. Or he would'nt be
asking you for a smoke or an dollar anymore. I think most people relized
what a fun loving guy Jeff was until he was gone.
When I found out that Jeff died, my body went into shock. I was like this aint
happining! (I think most people thought that)Then when I found out
that Jamie and Dave were had also been in the accident. I started freeking!
I had been friends with Dave since grade 7 and Jamie
(I call him smart boy....inside joke)was in my english class..
I went to the hospital to see Jamie. They would'nt
let me see him...nothing. So I got all mad told the nurse to fuck
off and left. I went back to the hospital later on Alena was there.
She said a bunch of people were out at the Red.So away we went.
We got there and there was like 10 people there.We all sat in a
circle but left one spot open. That was for Jeff. There was
five joints lit. We somked them for Jeff. We threw the roches
in the open spot. It was a cool way of saying our good byes.
We went back to the hospital.I went up to see Jamie.
I could bearly stand there. I started crying and had to leave.
I think that was the hardest part to c him laying
there all fucked up and hooked up to thoses machines.
On Saterday night we went out to the site were the boys were hit.
This was another hard thing. To see all these people crying saying
"it could have been one of us!" And how right there were!
Monday came. that ment school. I should explain this now.
I go to a cathloic school. I was fine in first. I made it
through morning prayer(which was about Jeff) first
was over then came second.I actually made it thought that period too.
Next came our 10 minute break. We have a confrense room, and in there
was a sort of memorial. So I went in there. I waa almost in the door of
Biology when a girl I play ringette with came up to me and asked me if
I was okay. Well the tears started! I went back to 209(confrense room)
and sat there for third.I went out for lunch and felt alot better.
Leanne and I stop and got two red roses.
We went to the room to put then there.We ended up staying.
About 60 people gathered in there. We all started prying
and we said the Hail Mary. So the tears came once more.
It was a hard time on all. But it felt alot better to
talk about it than keep it all in.
Jeff's prayer service was on tuesday night.
The church was about half full. Well when it first
started the started playing "only the good die young"
and then the played tha crossroads. I was pretty strong through
the whole thing. Until the viewing. The open the coffen.
I kept telling myself. It will be better once I see him.
Well I walked up there. ANd I just started bawling. It
was'nt Jeff at all. His hair was brushed. He was'nt
waering a hat...(ect)I walked out of there.
I seen baby curtis. He gave me a big hug. I'll I could
say was "that aint him baby..that aint him!"
After that we all went out to were they got hit. we sang
songs got high..and remembered Jeff for the fun loving guy he was!
The next morning was court for the guy that hit they boys.
About a 120 of us were packed in this little ass court room.
This guy would say ANYTHING!so his trial was set for a later date.
The news was there. We were all out side having a smoke.
We were talking about how we wanted Justice and shit.
The camera guy asked me if I cold say that on camera. So that night I
was on the news! The funeral was in the afternoon. The church was PACKED!
people were standing all along the walls and everything!
I seen Jamie come in.(the one with the broken leg)So I went and sat
with him. We sat and bullshited for a while. By the time the funeral was done
He was in tears. So I went and gave him a big hug and all he said was
"this is bullshit!"
Well now its been a few months later and things are back to normal.
On the outside that is. U know people still think about it.
But no one say shit all.
Thank you all for taking your time to read this. remember dont drink and drive.
Take the keys. It saves lifes!!!!!
This page is dedicated to Jeff
and also to Shaun Tuba who was taken from us too soon.
Okay this is the deal. I think there is nothing wrong with kids partying
and having a good time! I do myself. But I have people messaging me on ICQ
telling me it is wrong to have a shout outs page with stories of me partying.
I made this page to make people relize that drinking and driving kills. Or
under a drug. And another thing...Jeff was not driving.Brandon was the DD for
the night and the car had stalled on the side of the highway and the boys were
standing in the ditch waiting for help. The drunk driver hit the ditch and hit
the boys. He hit Jeff so hard his shoes flew off. I had to say this so you will
understand. Thanxs...keep updating..I will have pictures up soon.
ATTENTION...ATTENTION... I HAVE TO MAKE ANOTHER THING CLEAR TO YA'LL WHO
HAVE BEEN JUMPING DOWN MY BACK! yES THIS PAGE DOES HAVE STUFF ABOUT POT
ON IT. AND ALSO DRINKING. ONCE AGAIN I HAVE TO SAY THERE IS NOTHING WRONG
WITH HAVING A GOOD TIME. BUT YOU HAVE TO DO IT WITH RESPONSIBLE!I AM NOT
SUPPORTING DRINKING AND DRIVING OR DRIVING UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF DRUGS.
I CAN SPEAK FOR ME AND 99% OF MY FRIENDS WE DO NOT DRIVE OR DO ANYTHING
TO INDANGER THE LIFES OF OTHERS WHEN WE P-A-R-T-Y! AT THE SCHOOL I
ATTENED FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS WE HAVE HAD A PERSON DIE FROM DRINKING
AND DRIVING. SO IF YOU ARE GONNA DRINK AND/OR USE DRUGS BE RESPONSIBLE
AND NEVER INDANGER THE LIFES OF OTHERS. I HAVE SAID MY PEACE AND I CAN EXPECT
MORE PEOPLE TO GET PISSED OF..SO FUCK UM...IF YOU DONT LIKE IT...DONT VISIT ME
THANXS FOR THE PEOPLE THAT UNDERSTAND THE POINT I AM TRYING TO GET ACROSS
-Natasha
I think I finally made them happy..I quit that fucking ring cause all
they do is bitch at me!!!!!!!
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