if love should count you worthy,

and should deign one day to seek your door

and be your guest

pause, ere you draw the bolt and hid him rest

if in your old content

you would remain

if love should count you worthy

and should deign

for not alone he enters;

in his train are angels of the mist

the lonely quest

dreams of the unfulfilled and unpossessed

and sorrow and life's immemorial pain...

he wakes desires you

never will forget...

he shows you stars you never saw before

he makes you share with him forever more

the burden of the world's divine regret...

how wise you were to open not

and yet how poor

if you should turn him from your door...

-James Mulholland "If Love Should Count You Worthy"

this story is a rollercoaster i must say...but before you try flipping through chapters to get to good parts...you must read from the beginning or you will be lost...forever...

i will tell you this, the first few chapters are very short and kind of "weird", but it will and does get better, so when you read the first few keep that in mind before you are like 'this story sucks!' okay? hehe...okay! also, i would say that there is either adult language or adult content in every chapter so beware of that too!