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Unknown Gem Type: tlx.tlx.forms
Suspended In Time
Suspended in time:
Living yet afraid to breath
Footsteps yet no imprints
Breathing yet no sound
Compressed emotions combustible by a single teardrop
Speaking yet never saying a word
Sleeping yet never resting fearing it would be the last breath expelled
Dreams only possessed by the horror of my reality
Alive yet anticipating deaths arrival
Lonely the journey in deaths company
Prayers to heaven seem to go unanswered
And the flicker of faith dims.
Suspended in time:
I reach on beyond the horizon to touch a single ray of Sun-Shine
My silent cries in the night break sound barriers
And float upon a single feather of an angels wing, to find its destination
Across the seas suspended in the time of my reality
Which turn years into months,
Weeks into days,
Hours into minutes,
As I wait to live again.
Suspended in time:
I reminisce upon the simple things many take for granted
Intertwined fingers to form two hands in unity,
The gentle brush of her eyelashes against my cheek,
The sound of her slumberous breathing,
The sound of my grandchildren yet to be born,
The tears that falls as the last-born is wed,
The sound of my own heart beating strong in the silence of the night
The sight of my first gray hair,
And the wrinkles of wisdom over my brow.
Suspended in time:
"Faith" a mere whisper falls upon my heart
Renews strength that was suspended in time
Time suspends deaths grip
Allowing positive forces to lead the way
The love of a son for his mother cleanses impurities
And I have renewed faith from the love of my future son
And I fight, to no longer make these simple things only a mere memory
With the lifes breath he has placed within my soul
And gives the hope of renewed hope
As offerings of love are received internally
And deaths voice is now but a whisper of the past
Suspended in time.
Where Is My Angel?
When shall the lofty waves blow her to my shore?
When shall the sun shine on her beautiful locks of velvet ?
When shall I discover she that I shall adore?
When shall she come to take my heart to save it?
I can taste her essence drawing closer to me
I can feel her pulses running further through me
I can see her angelic soul through her eyes of paradise
I can smell her spirit through infinite blades of dusk
I can hear her mind touching me through the layers of the dawn
How shall I know when she's the one I see?
How shall I figure that it is the end of my search?
How shall I realize that our union is meant to be?
How shall I understand when my heart upon her shoulder perch?
I can envision the sweet nectar of my soon to be companion
I can resemble what I've seen before, yet on a much higher frequency
I can devour the sugar of her delicate blossom
I can digest the extreme fantasia that will be her arrival
I can revise my vision with the fact that never will be her departure
Why shall I keep this goddess to myself?
Because she was the one created in syncopation to my soul
Why shall I love her unconditional like no other?
Because with her, I know no other way to love
Why shall I keep myself planted in her bossom?
Because that is the only place that is my heaven
Yet, where is my other half, which I need to feel complete?
Where is my companion that shall heal my aching feet?
Where is my dream come true in a world full of nightmares?
Where is my soulmate in a lifetime spend with searching?
Where is my angel?
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I Wish By: Pablo Poe aka X TripZ
"I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart."
When It Raints by: Pablo Poe aka X TripZ
"When it rains it reminds me of you. Although not many miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me."
"I'm Not A Poet"...
My words are not rythmic, my prose not elequent. I am a normal person who just wants to say Thank You.
I am not a Poet. My mind is not smooth with verbiage, but I just want to say Thank You.
Thank You, for bringing into my life the understanding of myself, and others. Thank You, for making me realize that although I am not perfect, ones thoughts are and can be.
Thank You I say - I am not a poet, just Thank You, for making it clear that loving one inside, through my cognitive process can be perfect. Thank You, because I am ideal inside and not outside.
I am not a Poet, but Thank You - for the realization that although I am not perfect, I am certain without doubt that our precious minds can be perfect with thoughts, hopes and dreams never matched on the outside but so comforting on the inside.
No, I am not a poet, No sonnetts here - only the knowing that I am perfect when quiet and alone. I can find truth and thus I can truly find my place in perfect order in this imperfect world. THANK YOU - And by the way, it is getting to cold out can you slow it down some? - Pablo Poe (X TripZ)
...Here's a sonnet i wrote.....am a true poet...
..definetion of iambic pentameter=
An iamb.
A verse, stanza, or poem written in iambs. Often used in the plural.
--- Sonnet 1---
Thy name is like beautiful music, Sweet
like candy, to children's eyes, I am weak,
Give me your response to my brave question,
Tremors in my body, heart's confession,
You, differ from others that I have met,
Chess Playing, one wrong move and it's checkmate,
your presence is rare, but I dont forget
how in my ear your trapped, I, in deaf state
Waiting for an Answer,waiting, waiting,
My eyes open, there I see you laying.
No breath from your lips, I gasp for air
your eye's are closed, as mine just stare,
I see my reflection where I once layed,
I now know your feelings same as mine which are hate. -Pablo Poe (X TripZ)
~Forgive and Forget (To My Real Dad..whoever he is)~
Expectations in their eyes, of the forgiveness for all the years of neglect,
Yet my hurt still goes unacknowledged by you.
I crave to hear those three little words,
That look of reassurance a father gives his son, after removing the training wheels of his first bicycle.
Only to be found in my mothers gentle eyes.
Craving
Those pats on the back after I would hit a home run,
Only to be found in my mothers tender hands.
Craving
Those father son that every adolescent boy needs, to know all is a natural progression of Mother Nature,
Only to be found on my mothers blushed cheeks and her soft-spoken words.
Craving
Those guidelines to be drawn, when temptation calls a young man to cross the line of no return,
Only to be found in the law of my mothers raised eyebrow.
Craving
Those lazy Sunday afternoons, channel surfing every sports event,
Only to be found in the confused, but loving smile on my mothers face, sitting beside me.
She gave me all you never did; yet I still crave the love of a father.
Now your lifes breaths are labored and time is your enemy,
Only now you remember my name.
As I search my heart for ways to forgive you, others say, "forgive and forget",
How does one forget something they have never known?
All associations with you have begun with disappointment and pain and ended in a single tear, yet everday I stay affraid to lay you to rest, my tear flow never ending,
Not for what I missed, rather for what you missed.
That day others will see the physical likenesses of you in me, from the seed that was planted; yet never nurtured.
I want to thank you for teaching me how to be a wonderful father,
By following the examples of my mother.
~A single final tear falls, as once again those three little words I whisper to you are not returned.~
"I Love You"
~-= Did You Ever =-~ Did you ever love someone but knew they didn't care?
Did you ever feel like crying but knew you'd get no where?
Did you ever look into they'r eyes and said a silent prayer?
Did you ever looked into they'r heart and wished that you were there?
Did you ever watch them walk away not wanting them to go and whispered "God I Love you" but never let them know
Did you ever fall in love and find it doesn't pay, it only causes heartbreak every moment of each day
I cry out loud in misery and almost go insane
Theres nothing in this world that causes so much pain
If I could choose between life and death sometimes I'd rather die
Love is fine but the price you pay is high and when it breaks your heart you try to figure why but nothing comes together no matter how you try
So I say my friend don't fall in love you'll get hurt before it through
You see my love I ought to know because I fell for you...
~-= A Letter To Love =-~ Dear Love,
I dream of you every night, I long for you everday. I think of you in my prayers and see you in my thoughts. Are you out there? Or is it just my imagination. I wonder if a love like you exsist or if you only exsist in my head. I think of you all the time, you give me chills when I am alone, and still I wonder if you are out there? I've had only three loves in my life but still I am torminted with the wonderous overfufilling thought that you do exsist. I know I am not crazy, I just can't keep you out of my head. If I should ever love someone the way I love you I would be ever so grateful, my life and these chilling feelings would all be worth it. Some people will never love like this, some will never feel the way I feel, but those who do should cherish every heavenly second they have with the one they love for I love you and reach for you everyday and still I can't find you. I want to hear your words, I want to touch your lips, I long to feel your hand brush mine. But most of all love, I want to know if you feel the same passionate love that I feel for you and have felt for an eternity. My love are you out there? Do you dream of me? Or has all this love been for nothing. One day I will find you or hopefully you will find me. But still I wonder love are you out there? Do you exsist?
~-= 02-08-02 NEW QOUTES =-~
"You fail to see the one who loves you standing right in front as does she fail to see you love her in turn. Don't wait to tell her, because it might be to late then." - Juan P Magana
"I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you." - Juan P Magana
"As tonight I lay in my bed, close my eyes to go to sleep, no doubt I would dream of you and me, as night fades and the sky brightens and turns to day, I see your face and that makes my heart race..
As time has pass and days have ended you seem to remain in my mind through out most of the day you seem to be ingraved..
As I sleep and you come into my dreams, I would close my eyes tight so that this dream would feel like a reality, if I open my eyes you would not reside beside me, I prefer to sleep and have the sweetest of dreams that involves you and me..." - Juan P Magana ~-= Serenity =-~ As I struggle to regain what is mine,
I find Serenity within Serenitys embrace,
Here I can breath in sensuality without repercussions or expectations,
Her touch so delicate as if she reads my mind,
Serenity, Sweet, Serenity
Explore my desires that lie under the blankets of emotions,
Extinguish my fears and allow me to softly sigh in sheerxtacy.
Guide my fingertips to peaks of cherry topped mounds of vanilla smoothies.
Allow me to savor confectionery delights from your full pink lips.
Permit me to enter this safe haven,
Freedom to search deep within the amorousness valleys,
Where rivers of honey once flow like Niagara Falls.
Here where you reside I discover all that I desire to embody.
Serenity, Sweet, Serenity
Folds of luscious femininity,
Stimulating taste buds with the scent of peaches an cream,
Tender whispered words dictate the tempo of eroticism.
Accelerating the therapeutic images, flooding sensual sensory receptors.
The essences of two merge, flavors of honey and molasses,
Each similar, yet a uniqueness their own.
Serenity, Sweet, Serenity
Within you obtain I tranquility as I find me once again.
For what was once thought stolen, I now through you possess completely.
Though memories, paint scars upon my heart of the day to were raped from me,
Your affectionate embrace and forbearance granted me the time to find
My Serenity!
In the midst of the dawn of new beginnings,
I exhale in sheerxtacy!
~-= The Equation Of Love =-~ Misconceptions that quantity tips the scale over quality,
Tears of realization for the many that have forgotten,
Sums are still less than the absolute value of one.
Redefine the definition that one plus one, equals One,
An equation of which many seek the solution,
The solution resides in the volume of content hearts,
Plus the angles of combined minds.
Where the volume of the larger sum is captured with truth and honesty.
Searching for the variable to plug into the equation,
In order to completely understand the meaning of love,
Longevity the variable shall stand the test of time.
When measurements change the sum of the love,
Between two hearts scales are balanced through compromise and compassion,
Blinding human eyes to the accumulation nature's aging process.
Five plus five, equals two hands clasped for an infinite journey,
Along the path found in the truth of loves bliss.
When ten is divided by 2, the other half of the equation,
Counts single heartbeats until they beat in eternal unison once again.
~- = New Qoutes =-~ "Don't love someone for their looks because looks can deceive.
Don't go for wealth, even that fades away.
Love someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright" - Juan P. Vargas "The essential saddness is to go through life without loving.
But it would be almost equally sad
to leave this world without ever telling those you loved that you love them." - Juan P. Vargas ~ Letting Out Feelings ~ Choices made sever ties,
Actions taken shatter crystal,
Tears shed wash the anger away
Pain erases all but friendship,
Shattered mirrors,
which held the reflection of our future.
Confidence splinters,
Still existing within a handshake of friendship,
Crumbled foundation at heavens level,
Parallels between actions and justifications
Taint the soil of our future,
No longer will my tears be the nourishment
For a seed planted.
My final tears fell on the day of choices.
No Desire
No Love
No Passion
No Lust
No Reason?
These are the you justify your actions,
Which was worse than just admitting you were human
With Desire
With Love
With Passion
With Lust
And choices were made.
Instead you imply you betrayed me
For Me,
For Us,
For Our Future
None of this holding any significance,
I have learned to love myself,
In that process I shall never allow myself to be betrayed
At any level
For reason justifying it in the name of what was for Us!
Releasing all anger with the strength it took,
To embrace the foundation of a remaining friendship
~A final word spoken with no tears left to be shed~ ~ Have You Ever (Short letter To the readers) ~ Have you ever witnessed the North Star?
Its brilliance and clarity so unique,
How it stands out in the constellations,
I remember how it captivated me,
Sparkling like the Hope Diamond of the heavens.
Have you ever watched an eagle soar?
Claiming its pride silently,
Gracing the vast horizon with its humility,
Endangered in its species,
I remember how I stood silently in awe,
Wondering if he knew I was watching him in his realm.
Have you ever laid eyes on the King of the Jungle?
Its strength untouchable,
Keeper of his domain,
All who stand within his circle of trust shall remain within his protection.
I remember I stood not in fear, but in respect of all he stood for.
With a single roar, claiming all rights to his kingdom.
Have you ever held a puppy?
Its playful yet gentle manner,
Its curiosity for all life holds,
Unbreakable bond, the complete definition of family loyalty,
I remember looking into his eyes and finding a warm gentleness.
The eagerness within his heart to embark on new journeys.
Have you ever watched the sunrise after a storm?
The reassurance of calm, as its warm rays part through the dark clouds,
The true meaning of tranquility as it holds serenity within its dawning.
I remember watching it kiss the ocean,
Calming the stormy tides, in the dawn of new beginnings.
Have you held a newborn child?
Purity of unconditional love,
The innocence within its heart,
The tenderness of its touch,
I remember never feeling a love so real,
Wanting to nurture and return such a love,
Fearing I might fail within its eyes.
Have you ever been so fortunate to experience any of these wonders?
I have,
I found all these things in you
And more the night you held me in your arms,
And understood my vow.
You can find them too. ~ Just Once ~ Just Once
If I could have the chance
To look you in the eyes,
I would no longer have to improvise.
Just Once,
I would donate my vision willingly,
So that you might see, true love as it is to me.
Just Once
If I could have the chance
To feel you within my embrace,
Each feature on your face I would trace.
Just Once,
If I were paralyzed tomorrow,
I would not feel any sorrow.
I would never shed a tear,
For I would never again feel loneliness near.
Just Once
If I could have the chance
To taste the sweetness of your lips,
Would bring about my hearts eclipse.
Just Once
I would fast for an eternity,
For nothing would ever sustain the hunger inside of me.
After experiencing sweetness in its purest form,
To accept less I would choose not to conform.
Just Once
If I could have the chance
To hear the words I Love You,
Would truly be a dream come true.
Just Once
I would gratefully live never hearing another word,
Believing anything else could ever come close would be completely absurd.
Those three little words would bring me so much joy,
I could live my life in silence and I would truly enjoy.
Just Once
If I could have the chance
To make love to you,
If you only knew,
Just Once
I would give my last breath,
And die a happy death.
To exhale in the pure intimacy of what we shared,
And truly be prepared,
To float alone on heavens moonbeams,
Capturing the true meaning of Sweet Dreams
If I only get the chance
Just Once!
~ * ~ A Letter To The Only Father I ever had ~ * ~ To The only Father I ever had,
Lord I Dont really write you much but I seek you'r help,
Lately I been down and I been contemplating for a favor,
No Not a quest for wealth, but for my better health.
I always lost something close to my heart and I wonder,
why? Why Did I lose my uncle, and why did I lose my grandmother?
Now you know That I cried tears for them but why did you do it?
I saw terrorist attacks and asked myself are we even human?
young muslims died for a cuase and young muslims died for no reason. If we should'nt judge anyone than why do religions act racist? Different sexest's, Different racist's, different speculations,
Why? Lately I noticed the last thing you took from me was my love,
now I know it was probally not your fualt but was'nt it you who saw it from above? Now all these questions cant be ansrewed that I now know. But why do I feel hate, anger, pain and sorrow?
Please allow me to continue breathing and allow the way I'm living I never confessed my sins to a priest But I'm sure you saw them. Lately I tried to stay away from doing wrong, I'm trying to do fine my mother is trying hard to make me move on with a broken heart, just the other night I told my ex girlfriend I dont love her no more.
For no reason I feel like I'm braking down and I Cant live no longer, I see my time pass me by straight through my eye's.
Is this life really hell? and this I'm writing really lies? I think so.
Why? Well no one really knows how hell or heaven really is like,
does heaven have fire? and does hell have bright lights?
Sometimes I think that everyone living now is in hell,
becuase everyone feels pain and not everyone feels well,
I know that I'm lonely right now even though people say,
"were here with you, keep your head up" that...everday.
No I'm not lonely cuase I dont have no one by my side,
its just that no one can can imagine feeling me why?
But I thank you god for helping me go through things that happened,
and I thank you for giving me the talent to write,
This is for all them times I never prayed to you at night.
Your son,
Juan P. Magana ~ - = QOUTES = - ~ "People are never perfect, but love can be. So why waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love?" - Juan Pablo Magana. "If you love someone, draw a circle around there name, because a heart can break into little pieces, but a circle goes on and on." - Juan Pablo Magana "Why is it that the only one who can stop you from crying, is the one that is making you cry?" - Juan Pablo Magana "No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irrisistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that." - Juan Pablo Magana
"Love...An emotion So strong that you would give up everything...To just feel it once...To know that you are part of something special...To know that you can feel what Love really is...To know...To feel...To love." - Juan Pablo Magana "If I love you this much, and I'm not the one for you, then the one for you will be everything I am..and everything I'm not." - Juan Pablo Magana ~ * - = A Message To my Ex Love = - * ~ "You and him that's what you choose. You and me...that's what you continue to dream." - Juan Pablo Magana. ~ * I Wish * ~ I wish I could be by your side forever
To hold you close and leave you never
To share your joy and bear your pain
And hold you close when you're insane
I wish I could be there to wipe your tears
To grip your hand and ease your fears
To hear your laughter and see you smiling
While watching our memories slowly piling
I wish I could give you all that you gave me
To describe how happy you have made me be
The joy I feel when I'm with you
I can't believe it's all so true
This is a message, my present for you
I want you to know that I love you!
~Portrait of Yesterday's Horizons~ As I climb the rickety ladder of my life
And try to ascend each rung of my journey
With the weight of my world on my shoulders,
I reach to paint sky with the horizon of my life.
Colors of love, now green with the deepest shade of envy,
Colors of trust, forever blue with royal betrayal,
Colors of patience, absorbed into fragmented hopes,
That drain from lifes hour glass.
The memories dictating every stroke,
Unsteady are the sands of time beneath me.
My horizon, abstract as my brush strokes are not defined.
Without balance the colors of my world spill from my heart
Only to be washed out to sea,
Becoming the voices of sea nymphs crying under the new moon,
As their dreams become the sunken treasures of Atlantis.
The sunrays reflect idealistic hues,
Painting my story upon canvass of clouds,
That will drift away as I sigh for the sorrows of yesterdays.
So I am self-dissected painting my future from the outside,
Closing the window of my heart,
That the colors shall never blend to paint the complete portrait.
Tears hit the windowpanes and trickle into my abstract collage,
Unable to recognize where they began or where they ended,
Looking out from within, as my sun sets on my horizons.
Having painted myself into places I will only dream of.
Now just a masterpiece to be interpreted with the strokes of time.
~ My Society -N- You'r Society ~ Drowning in society, so Death comes so-Quietly
violently conflicting, with that known as priority
living in this world, curled around falsness & ficton
Friction between dreams and realistic conditions
missions without meaning,dreaming without believing
breathing without reason,and stealing without needing
rich and poor need each other, but cannot co-exist
those tied to emotions are ones that throw the fists
I show the lisp in fractions of thoughts and actions
I know the risk of my traction on humanity's passions
right and wrong, are sublime, perceptions of the past
ignorance runs like disease, infecting very fast
but we cant help it, fate provides the birth place
how do we solve it, if thats what's wrong in the first place
to be or to not be, why do we exist is the true question
race, eyes, personality, pain, love, and professions,
its all make-up, that covers the soul and stifles it.
Tv, radio, internet, is enslavement, most cant decipher it,
but What is life?, what is right? and who should fight,
who should write, why is day, day and not night?
knowledge is power, money is weakness as honey is sweetness
belive this, its not religious, but u must concieve it
love it or leave it, its not hate, its my form of love
weakness cant reach this, clouded thoughts, I stay above ~- = Quilt Of Memories = -~
In remembrance of what was still lies the foundation,
Of trust
Of passion
Of patience
Of compromise
Of communication
And unconditional love
We stand here in awe, of the purest union.
The memories of what they shared,
Nurtured our roots, planting them firming into lifes soil
And taught us the true definition of love.
Their love radiated a nourishing glow that fed our existence.
Their mutual trust wove the threads in their quilt of unity.
Their passion defined the combined meanings of spiritual and physical desires.
The compromise observed, by all who were blessed enough to have witnessed,
Set examples for all living creatures to behold.
The communication, spoke a language all its own, completing each others thoughts.
At times their best communication held the understanding of loves silence.
Their patience shined through in the strength of their children,
As we patiently stand here now, not mourning what no longer exists,
But instead celebrating what they shared with us.
So now as the offspring of this love and unity we patiently wait,
For a love so real and pure, to knock upon our hearts,
And give us the opportunity to welcome in bliss into our hearts.
We smile down upon the fibers that wove their quilt of love.
Standing strong and blessed to have been conceived with this blanket of warmth.
We stand here the living memory of our parents unconditional love,
Each of us desiring to lie upon this blanket and embrace the rarity, durability, and preciousness of a love so unique.
We thank you for leaving your loving legacy upon the world,
That others might know the difference between love and Unconditional Love. ~ - = Marks And words I speak Of Past Memories and Present feelings = - ~ I like girls, But the situation is not happening the other way around..
yea' I know I might be fat,but that dont mean I got no life'n'always down,
No the girl might like me but I'm not sad, I Cheer up Cuase am not tryin to get laid.
But See I was Always the fat guy or the won that society dont find suitable,
but suititability Dont bother me. I'm just happy for me being able to be me.
So You Say "What do you mean able?" man see I dont cry tears or tell lies.
I'm wondering if the guy you got right now tells you he cares for you till honor dies,
you turn around not feeling the anger. My ex girlfriend Noticed the change in weather.
She now knows I am the one that will respect her, obey her, listen to her and-
even pay close attention to her. Becuase she changed me and my entire life.
She left a mark within My heart that is now a knit scar of in which I strife,
even now I feel the anger and jealousy I have But like a lone rose that blooms-
in the winter. I Want to be Cold and Alone, See deep within my eye's and see a man.
I was never a boyfriend But a manfriend Cuase I was always there to take her hand.
Even now I Dont refuse to take back the words I said or the songs I dedicated,
cuase the years and months I spent with her were not counted but I made them count. ~ - = * Let Your self...* = - ~ Let yourself...
Love me, don't ever push me away
You've buried comfort, you could've look'd in the face
You took it for fake...I see it deep in your eyes
Still bearing the same cross, and secret of mine
Let yourself...
Tell me, Everything you've want'd to
About your heartbreaks, and how life has haunt'd you
You'd often do, things to try and break us apart
but because of fear...try to have faith in your heart
Let yourself...
Be Real, Don't hide from the truth
Be the angel you are, and it's time to be true
Decide to protude, from the crowd, why be apart of it?
You're beautiful by yourself, no matter how hard it is...
Let yourself...
Be Subtle, so quick to expose your wings
and their frailness fails and leaves emotions weak
The world is yours, Please, Don't act so blind to it...
Rely on the heart's travels, Don't let your mind move it
Let yourself...
Be Important, A queen w/out the servants
The air to some...And I never breathe w/out a purpose
But your sceptor's a mask, and you're gripping it tight
And dying inside, but your heart is living despite...
Let yourself...
Be Honest, w/ things you supposedly said
that w/out a Storm in your life, you'd be emotionally dead
My fellow poet...Go ahead, and please pick up your pen
and try to write everything wrong...Will it pick up again?
~ * ~ Wake up ~ * ~ Wake up and Stay up, we're all wearing make up..
None of us are real, despite all, we are made up,
we dont make decisions, we dont have visions,
we are products of history and random collisions..
we like what we learn to like, now what is natural,
nuthing is the truth, only what we call factual,
we live in a world run by others, we hide under covers
mothers, brothers and lovers have us smuthered,
if not smuthered, then neglected, influencing us greatly,
some love me some hate me, but thats all make-up mainly.
I am also a result, a sum, or rather a subtrahend..
possibly dividen, but its obvious what im livin in.
A world, which is a prison to caged souls..
brains grow,but never learn that pain knows,
we are artificial, materialistic, pessimistic,
organic missles, to each oher we are ballistic.
We fall in love, and cant get back out, so part of us dies
part of us cries, the heart loses its' eyes,
the mind is disguised, I send rhymes in form a sign,
a sign that make-up is lies, lies of time. |
