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Athenas Favorite Sewing Project
How To Put A Condom On A Banana
All my love on this special day!
Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution
rights
note: on paratransit
profanity context
when I say I love you
is it profane?
when I say I love you
is it profane because I am a lesbian and do lesbian type behavior?
profane is when saying
I love you
is profane
as if to be
prejudice
rules
if I say I think you are wonderful
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what's on my boot sole's?
washed off in a puddle:
not everything washed off
in a puddle:
what's on my boot sole's?
don't you realize?
we walk on graveyards?
when raining
when shining
when dark/light/when/sad/angry/happy/soul/souls
please walk with sacred
my period ♿️ *
when I get my less frequent than usual period it's a relief!
used to be every month I would feel like a tiny bonfire of exhausted rage with my hip prosthetic in my hip hurting , and
have absolutely no clue why I felt like climbing back into bed:
then I would see my menstrual blood and realize, just like the month before, I had forgotten what day my period begins
and how a period is like a rainy day when handled as is what is then raining is an excuse to eat lots of chocolate and
read a good book
so today at the sight of my menstrual blood predictably I thought the thought that I used to think every month: I really
should write down the day I begin my period so I can figure out if I am on my monthly schedule
street punk divinity
find my way I have to find my way determined looking for everything like a tidal wave water vapor
already I have
beyond myself
more than humanly possible
photographed standing in front of a hospital bed
dancing there
as if in a sacred monastery convent
there I was
with people whose ideas were not before their time:
it's these damn witch hunt conditions
and I continue to this day to be photographed standing in front of a hospital bed
note: behavior change: getting out of the bathroom to avoid fetishizing
poetic conditions
poetic conditions are such appearances poetry can only be poetry when written to please: is this true? well as a woman
with a love for particular words: yes. certain poems have certain conditions: an ode is not a sonnet is not a haiku and
epic poems are dissimilar to aswellas//// ~~~ mid punctuated attempts integration:
poets have died because of their love of words and ability to recite or print what is often misinterpreted in a Rorschach
type way (sociopaths will be sociopaths at least until they are stopped)
so a poem can indeed be created when the poet is physically stressed and doesn't have popular approval
censored birth
to ignore lies always
is not to expect them to fade a way: conditions are conditions and nothing more:
to insist on integrity and originality
as identifiable as your fingerprints
then censored from birth turns
into immediacy from the beginning
another poem about my pelvic reconstruction surgery
it is fun to say outloud: P R S
my dog's stomach is growling so loud it hurts to hear:
my pelvic reconstruction surgery was years ago
and has held
and hold's
so how could I allow a tiny dog to suffer these conditions after such grace
was awarded to
my scars
hiya all,
I'm a bit embarrassed about having to ask in such an impersonal way however I don't know anyone in Portland who would
even slightly enjoy Iggy Pop's music!
anyway, I have a companion ticket to his concert this month and don't have anyone to go with.
I hardly ever go out: his music is incredibly important to me!
his song, Girls of New York is the soundtrack to the dance in Julia's Body: the BBC documentary: performed by the dance
troupe: Julia's Body (I'm Julia the choreographer of the piece and performer using the name my parents gave me for privacy
and to avoid off stage drama!)
2002 and censored for the most part geez . . .
I don't know Iggy Pop and I am super embarrassed to play celebrity, however if there is anyone who is familiar with portable
equipment and wants to ask for an interview, contact me and I could put my infamous not ~ so ~ famous fame in the picture
if it helps
Warm regards,
Julie (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
sent from my iPhone
an overcast sky
there are conditions
shaping
even an overcast sky
and if it is true:
about the law of wisdom in a human heart: then where
is the wisdom in the heart
of an overcast sky?
parallel?
opposing?
remembering divinity*
remembering divinity:
if your inner light became outer light ♿️ would every divine sentient being in the Cosmos, cry and
laugh upon waking
until breaking out in uncontrollable singing?
would the law of birth be followed without any concern about obedience?
these are my experiences of remembering divinity or/and God aswellas asking these discussion questions
*this particular poem is based on poetic license about human babies crying because of requiring air aswellas assumptions
that they immediately want to be near their Mother for survival upon being born unexpectedly
thank you
(retreading my sole as in pelvis connects to femur connects to shin connects to knee connects to calf bone connects to
ankle connects to toes)
if I had a public relations firm
I would call it pelvic reconstruction surgery incorporated :
'physicality' (on a cellular level):
and people would pretend they knew what our logo means:
and people would ask what our logo means:
and people would figure out in motion:
and people would teach me to figure out what I'm doing, what I'm talking about and why I would start a badly punctuated
public relations firm and call it pelvic reconstruction surgery incorporated : with a difficult to understand phrase: 'physicality'
(on a cellular level):
from the point ~ of ~ view of a woman with a pelvic reconstruction surgery:
reminding people regardless of raining snowing wind blowing sunning
when anybody has a pelvic reconstruction surgery, the damage aswellas the fix
is permanent
note; Mom and I missed the Screw Tape Letters although I purchased tickets early: I kept tickets in my hp laptop so I
wouldn't lose them, Mom reminded me , maybe even on Wednesday and I didn't think oh duh today!
I do not know if some one went in my place
divine devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine
devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine devine divine
in a room alone
near Green Lake
dance
or/and dance rehearsal
look up look down
devine divine devine divine
where are the children?
where are the children
of the Monk's and Nun's love?
married to God since centuries ago: a vow of celibacy vital to a certain shade of light:
old fashioned light is a Classic Style
if sleep over celibacy since 1977 has been necessary for my survival:
I don't appreciate
however I am in the midst
of understanding
dissidence is supposed to fade a way into the distance
poem alert needed please
conditions oddly specific
as odd as it may seem if I had a specific supernatural phenomena gift I could grant to history I would change the fates
of Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk:
there are so many people in the world currently: and the number multiplies enormously when past generations are included:
and perhaps specific supernatural phenomena gifts aren't wise to even if they became possible to do: anyway looking back
at the past, I admire Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk for their ability to communicate what went into their music with
their music
And I want them to be world famous simply because they disseminate the importance of expression while expressing!
thankfully both Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk have been internationally famous musicians for quite a while!
And I didn't do a thing And I don't have to do a thing
And I am very relieved because I do not know how to do a specific supernatural phenomena gift as is
And I am actually incredibly relieved about being able to listen to the music of Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk
hazardous conditions
(qualities of God: I am: if I am reincarnated as human I want to be reincarnated as a rock 'n' roll band; if reincarnated
as a different species, please sign me up for either a dog or a dolphin if you happen to be talking to God and the discussion
has an uncomfortable silence)
currently, I am happy being a force of Nature
because God is Nature and Nature is God
within these hazardous conditions
long ago, I fell completely madly seriously in love with a woman who I regarded as a living Saint.
not only was I passionately in love with her, she possessed some qualities I attempted to emulate (such as the ability
to make whatever she wanted manifest)
and she admired Mother Teresa; and after finding out about Mother Teresa and her work and legacies, I also admire Mother
Teresa.
God is compassionate and I am trying to learn to be compassionate.
God is silent perseverance and I am trying to learn to be silent perseverance
God is roaring perseverance and I am trying to learn to be roaring perseverance
God is an absence of complications and I am trying to learn to be an absence of complications
God is determined rather than predetermined
Dear _________,
I am living in Portland Oregon and am wondering if grant award money can be used for travel expenses and lodging or only
for the on stage project itself.
I am also wanting to make a short film about me traveling (with disabilities and a large wheeled walker and a cute terrier
chihuahua service dog) narrating, 'going down the ramp, up the curb cut Americans With Disabilities act . . .'
or make documentation of my travels as part of my presented project?
also, I would like to propose to do an artist book alongside a performance piece. Would Franklin Furnace have any printing
or copying facilities?
Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
ps. the cc addresses are mostly my own email and
phone numbers or there to ward off stalkers: I cc or bcc all my emails this way and it's not meant to intrude: so feel
free to reply or reply all
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<div>We lost my Dad on October 26th, 2006. I'm in a bad mood (as usual) as the cencorship connected to the event has
kept me from using my talents, however I struggle to at least type poetry.</div><div>
</div><div>Anniversaries are sometimes private occasions, but I've decided to use the power of the web to
invite friends and loved ones to share this special time.</div>
mixed metaphors♿️
(or why there is a balance of power in a democratic country with supposedly polite table manners)
flowering lights
booming in the distance
with a slowly rising
starships up above
if there is intelligent life
elsewhere in the Universe
are they aliens?
or friends?
friendly aliens?
perhaps the human race is the neighbors just moving in and and we're so uptight we can't recognize a welcoming hospitable
casserole even when it's placed on the front porch
shoe shine Universal with a glittery background!
~~~
ASAP ����
I am watching television during day so copafeelcops must be having tantrum
ASAP ���� warning
~~~
note: left my cancelled ATM card usual bold coffee wrapper DNA plus note bar codes/ DNA plus wrapped in three napkins
on my plate at free pie breakfast
maturing on video
to be able to watch the blooming of an iris
and the flowering of an empty lot
growing up on video
months spanned in minutes
is to be technically connected
turn back
adrenaline after a 24 hour workout
and children are tiny
go back
flowering in memories
it is freezing here in Portland Oregon
note: Please be aware of prisoners, elderly disabled children and people in protected custody and anyone using the word
of the day 'flowering' might be forced outdoors!
I said outloud to mock the sex predictors when locking doors:
one lock
two lock
three lock
four
all sexual predators stay outdoors
(OR a slight variation)
because you had to go out on the balcony (please stay with the original variances in font type aswellas size)
turned back on stage
Ethelbert sets a small bird
Outside for air. Choose.
Sunday, October 26th, 2008
a seed flowering in a dish
* (or why I left my nonusable ATM card in my pie plate at breakfast)
a tiny seed in the beginning
births ideas and intentions and thoughts and emotions
and it is easy to spread lies
in the face of the humiliated
so I have asked: what about truth?
how do you catch people's attention
long enough to ask them to think
about money and food?
how do you catch people's attention
long enough to ask them to think
about money, food, time and family?
how much would you pay to spend two hours
talking to your Mom
never knowing
athena.com
Staying Sane, Staying Calm; Poetry 2008
Amnesty International - stop violence against women
What you decipher is who you are.
censorship4.jpeg
Poems written since February 2008 to stay calm and sane: (Please take the anger and the word “hunt”
with a grain of salt)
Walk On- Stage [33]: Hiding my injuries so I can get in the back door
Uninitiated might
Maybe a different kind of love
Might land me safely
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Walk On- Stage [32]: a tidy king cares for the forgotten
6 hours daily work
Decades of elegant service
Back better than never
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
By the fingertips
Details unnoticed
Fingerprint of a spark. Birth.
Imprint of god friend
Monday, December 1, 2008
Nothing but the facts
My only friend ago
Ohio drag on stage agreed
Role model man
Monday, December 1, 2008
Walk On- Stage [31]: kissing over a fattening dog
Man in a golf cart
Eager to see crashes a post.
He has no lips
Monday, December 1, 2008
Americn’s are not X
If X = Where
Is My Country When I Need It?
Bruised face of allegiance
Sunday, November 30, 2008
The Fat Neighbor Above is Not Immoral
Typo, immortal; he
Heavy steps, heavy doom viscous
Weighting for heart
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Dying Alone
A dead child in the
A relief from accusation.
Car skid marks. Jane Doe.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Wild Horses: I Love You
Run ‘til you fly
Live ‘til you die. Break free.
Love a girl. Without doubt.
We.
Destroyed.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Nine
Changing of the guard
Pharisaical medicine
Not a crime now
Leaders are pleased
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Walk On- Stage [30]: Saint Smug Money Won’t Wear A Hula Skirt
Presidential Range
Mediocre Change Mountain
Show your scars. Bastard.
Double love.
You are the one to do it!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Walk On- Stage [29]: a cold soup of sorrel
Dangerous husband
Named after an angel, his wife
Was not the devil.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Walk On- Stage [28]: Why did Bambi’s brother cross the road?
A deer in the road
Crossing the yellow line does not
Get hit by a car
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Life In Storage (chained to a bed)
Inaccessibility
Saint Corruption, Ring in slow death
Mocking laughter
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Cadence of Silence
Metronome clock tick
Tock; Siren nymph sckreech; tap tap
Underneath noise Matthew speaks
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Walk On- Stage [27]: Kidnapped & Seduced Over A Dead Body
Extortion porn flicks
Reality cyber camera
Grotesque romance
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Eating Onions Like Apples
How would I know?
Genetic?
My Grandmother
Mom’s Mom
Culinary regards
She did that too
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Who Am I If…?
Antithesis of
Myself or DE coiled quoin
Of vantage. A.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Kid is Mine
Secrets withheld from.
Lucky half dollar coin in my pocket
Kick
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Walk On- Stage [26]: In Front Of The Entire Class
She made me say
“Take no prisoners”; escape
M.I.A. paradox
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Walk On- Stage [25]: a private conversation
Physical Evidence
Mississippi Missouri Rivers
Persuades
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Walk On- Stage [24.9]: No Word rhymes With Eternal Love
Opposite Archaic
Them, me, you, him, her, other
Round cycles beautiful
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Walk On- Stage [24.7]: No Word rhymes With Eternal Love
Exterminator
Orange canine teeth of lust
Eats hesitation
Monday, November 24, 2008
What Would You Do If Someone Told You They Planned To Kill You In The Next 30 Days And No One Else Seemed To Care? (Shooba-Booba-Do-Try-To-Dance-To-That
Mix)
those 2 months before my Dad died
skewered foes taste best
barbequed
the end the horror the beginning
a promise to serve in a red hat
a promise to serve no one
tested against the best
with one hand behind my back
with olive oil
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Walk On- Stage [23]: Dance ‘till you wake the dead
Ambulance Siren
Sound track. Show evil to the monkeys.
Clean your room and go.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Walk On- Stage [22]: Dance Every Dance like It’s Your Last
ar. Arrival of the Fittest
Like never before
Nevar alone
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Walk On- Stage [21]: Target practice in slow motion
not Why? try How?
Power radiates in between
Move from the center
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Walk On- Stage [20]: A love song of allusion for Dunkles Bier und ultra fetter Kaffee
Desires strength surprises
Absent angst doubt
Spilling leaves no stain
except bad poetry
Friday, November 21, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Eight
Cerberus’ favorite
Breakfast: blueberrynirvana. Desert: volatile samsara.
It’s only punk rock
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Walk On- Stage [19]: stagelight full moon
Two layers of steel
Courage in despair, despair in courage
High School.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Walk On- Stage [18]: 2,357,111,317,192,329,313 Jesters
Prime son today.
Today, youth ends. Kids begin.
Violent numbers.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Walk On- Stage [17]: deprived of Misery’s kiss
Said no to say yes
Heaven Hell Skies Earth open out
A dare erupts in
Monday, November 17, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Six
Why R people dumb?
Cruel? Human Stomphia
Absurd deuce adduce
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage [16]: smart smectic antidote to song grease
Surprise joke
Sit k tilted is stand K
Punchline: unexpected
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage [15]: historical qualified?
Purple flowers grow
Gardens re-stored without common mallow
Landscape
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage [14]: What about it?
3 x J
Demon unbound in dreams
Raw meat 1 edged sword
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Seven
Made available
By shattered glass cut throat
Shastra betrayal
Sheath/Unsheath/Sheath/Unsheath/
Endurance
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage: City weighs stripping nudists
Be the difference.
Strength is history’s fabric
Separate the clothes.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Walk On- Stage: Shape With your words (Audre Lorde Dub Mix)
Blonde girl practices.
In Front of the mirror until
She hears herself.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Walk On- Stage: brunette Amazon 4-some with big tittles design bad faith t-shirts
Mirrors do not hide
Delusion inflicted
By a dirty toilet
November 11, 2008
Walk On- Stage: 75 Seconds remaining
A tall man champions
Illiteracy over
Sausage sandwiches
Monday, November 10, 2008
Walk On- Stage: stumble into sweet time
Sirens blaring hurt
The ears of a doe. A deer
Does not need a map.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Walk On- Stage: Zoom zoom in the red dirt
Take Earth in your hands
Dogs dance de loop – Dee – loop
Just to see if you can can-can
Friday, November 7, 2008
Walk On- Stage: rhinos, ugly hiki ni kitu kizuri
The rhino’s round wide eyes
Big ears, wrinkled nose unexpected
Old, cute, brave
Friday, November 7, 2008
Enough Lies: Flesh Is An Inviolable Flag
Gut stringed viol
Sonorous sound of truth
Torn notes rich in sound
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Walk On- Stage: because you know about blowing bubbles underwater
Counterfeit haters
Dolts crumble construction muse
Triangle form. Shag.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Walk On- Stage: trusting my parachute
Isometric faith
Everywhere and nowhere, heart gift
Unclose, unplug
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Walk On- Stage: Kanban Breaks Out Of History
Wade ripples push down
Dive in, on, through, over, up. Jump
Elusive whirlwind.
Monday, November 3, 2008
Walk On- Stage: don’t sell your mind
“I love you” is worth
Whatever means possible to write
In spite, because of
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Walk On- Stage: don’t kill your anger
Hard to be hated
Air guitar is the answer
Drown out the white noise
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Walk On- Stage: the beginning Oct 31, 2008
Night resurrection
Dancing statue of diamond
Dissent with tone
Friday, October 31, 2008
Please Do Not Pet The Working Dog
Stare Man gives shame to
Red jackets and red coats
Without apology.
October 31, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Five
A single moment
Almost done proofreading
Almost in the mail
Friday, October 31, 2008
Because you had to go out on the balcony
Turned back on stage
Ethelbert sets a small bird
Outside for air. Choose.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Four
Let care win my war
Shout Li’l Lulie, “no mistakes!”
Water washes faithfully
Sunday, October 26, 2008
My Scars Play Sexy Banjos
Blood tachometer
Free from dueling velocities
Unravel strings
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Three
Liberty’s fire fist
A violent precipice
Watch your back friend Sam
The Man upstairs is up late and he’s angry.
Friday, October 17, 2008
I Don’t Say Enough Good Things
Year after year aft…
The joke becomes angry,
The band gets missed
“Beautiful world”.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Two
SOFT, SOFT, SOFT, soft, soft.
Quiet, without glare, without rot
To give someone hope
(ed note: font change is part of poem)
Friday, October 10, 2008
Proud To Be No One
Today’s sidewalk images:
A white man in a brown hat pursues human prey
A black man thrusts a baby like a bayonet
An Asian woman rushes at a child intending harm
A Latino man steels his eyes with hate
I am distinctly SR
Too unimportant to mis - punish anyone
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
A poem for Someone I’ll Never Know
I will never know you but “hello” any way.
First person
The ego
Volition
Wishes for utopia
Profess
Second person
Reverse
Stop
Without specification
A new way of looking
Saturday, October 4, 2008
[ed. Note: font change on purpose]
Wind in my veins and knots in my hair
Air resistance
unsymmetrical Aerodynamic
motion of objects,
the skin on my face feels.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
The Sound of Love is > 1220 km per hour/ 750 mi per hour at sea level
Step out, unfrozen
Umbrella man belching hate
A silly habit
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week One
Hammering rusty nails
The man in the sweat soaked shirt,
Protects the cattle
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Little Red Riding Hood wins the house with a Five-high straight
Once upon a time
A cook in love rode a bicycle.
Scared off a wolf.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Crescent Moon (Original)
Already Ordered
A nervous handsome man waits in line
Shines
Crescent Moon (recovered document)
> symbol.
God is worshipped therein
Way of life > paper
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Dream Stealers Are The Only People Who Don’t Deserve A Poem
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ACCESS to snort
Friends of illiteracy
Vans of self – righteous Black Strangers and white Seahawks
Hateful City
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Walking on the Lane of Hate with out Friends
Paint thinner chemical
Smell passing truck rattles chains
Unsafe to care.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Sack of Sand in the Light of the Moon
2 shine sun dance wind
dog howls backward eye no c’est Sea
s’mores over fire camp
14 September 2008
[the day after “completing” the manuscript of Tao and the Art of Drowning]
One Drop of Water illuminated by the sun
Unnecessary
Take That
Can
Quote
No = No worries here
(Frida Kahlo Dance Version)
14 September 2008
One Drop of Water illuminated by the sun. A Lonely Young Unnecessary Woman Pretending To Be From New York Can’t
Take That Away From Me, Neither Can A Bitchy Middle Aged Blonde Woman With An Ear Mold Quote Cell Phone – No Matter
How Long She Loiters (Picasso Dub Version)
5 am night after night
year after year a life time. Sum.
Artists understand.
14 September 2008
How To Keep The Glass Clean With Quickly Reproducing Menacing Scummy Mildew During An Election Year After Being Mistaken
For A Piranha Despite Being A Neon Tetra Attacked By Hammerhead Sharks
Strange people throughout the day,
They star in their own movie on my cell phone camera
My private journal now filled with the time, date and cues for their entrances and exits
An intimidation game
Best played by those who never lose their cool
And never join in – stoop that low
How To Stop A Stalker? A good book – if something feels dangerous, it just might be
Discretion = Sanity & Survival
Thursday, September 11, 2008
The young boy in the baseball cap is counting his change twice. Let him count.
Morning waking thoughts
Will he have enough for a hot dog
From the cart?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
How Many Pennies Are In Nine Million Dollars?
Buried bones found
Si, too dangerous for your love
1 x 3 = Lot
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Kindness And Care Must Be Given To The Dead And To The Living
Fugitive Slave Act.
Nuremberg Laws; without conscience,
Dying Earth. Pay back.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Time 2 GO On A Skiing Trek With Moses Following The Northern Star To the Multan Library
Final whistle blows.
Ski poles on both sides. Steady
Stand atop the Alps
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Bring it on (twin brunette stanza stampede)
Got my rude dog gang
Heaven, Earth, Music, Grandparent’s blessings.
Gun without fear.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Anyone Can Have A Construction Worker Dangling Nooses Outside Their Front Window, But How You Deal With It Separates You
From The Politicians
Fall down laughing.
Rise up. Bring them with or leave them below
Amuse me.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
The Reason Reasonable Political Politicians Keep The P’or Poor
They’ll commit suicide eventally.
No allies attended that event
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Wa, Wa, WWAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! The State Of Mental Torture
Poems wasted. Never.
Persistent poetry.
Motion past Them.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Icarus takes a nap instead
On on
Raspberry full belly
Warm gun
On on
The lights are on,
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
More Than Cold Steel But Not My Dad
Good bye
.357 is more than .38
Hello hell.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
The Decision
Orchid underfoot
On the bank of the still pond
Crushed is not mine
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Elusive French Walrus Rorschach Test Candidate
Cat: bristly whiskers
Elephant: large tusks; old human
Wrinkled skin. Who are you?
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Extraordinary Movies On The River Bank
Happy man angry
Teen reads book, crying woman, thatch of reeds
Baby
Monday, August 25, 2008
Ugly Grinning Old Men That Force Themselves On Girly (my dog) Because They Can’t Help Themselves Are The Spit
In My Coffee
Some folks hate me because I hunt you down
Some folks hate me because they think I’m your friend
Either way:
A B C is what you give me.
& the dancers spread their tiny white infections all over the dance floor.
Haven’t I been molested enough?
Break it down.
1 2 3 4…and my immune system screams a perfect 8
August 22, 2008
Please Allow Me To Protect Myself
Recycled lady,
Vomit envy green fear city
Police fingerprint.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
…….the group’s show Sunday Afternoon in Mullen, Nebraska has not been canceled.
Sites seen every day,
Stolen pond water blessings,
Golden fields stretch on.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Chest – whole w/ bra on: 40”
Back - vertical: 19
Back – horizontal: 17
Don’t quit your job
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
No Substitute
Words. Words. Words. Words. Words.
What am I doing? Breathing.
Half Moon over the lake.
Monday, August 11, 2008
The Faces of The Dead Rich With Extra Time To Waste By Making Threats Will Atrophy According to The Elements of Nature
Unity Blessings
Their problems are solved. Life
is good when valued.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Send Them To Cry In Their Dark Closets
Defy humble sleep
Head held high, spine straight, knees up
Walk out the door. Repeat.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Blood Clots Hidden In Bed Pans
Knock, knock. Mid – night dread.
Patience’s tube pushed too hard
Black man in white sheets.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Eight Times Eternity
Forbidden red house
Athlete dangles on a string
Golden fire hope.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Sharing a turkey avocado sandwich with Violence and Evil on a hot summer day
One eye, one arm. Bang!
Confidence free from decay.
Full moon catalyst.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
The Three- Headed Cerberus Poem
The Coin Flip (part 1 of 3)
Knowing my war,
To be gentle is to win,
Peace in lieu of lies.
Change Happens (part 2 of 3)
No matter.
The swimmer hears, “save our water”
90% wanted.
Spazz Dancing in a $1000 Box (part 3 of 3)
Quick as an Angel
Light as the newly forgiven
Found; celebration of the forgotten.
(for Mia)
Thursday, July 17, 2008
The Skinny Red Head Is Secretly A Clog In The Liquid Soap But I Still Believe In Madronna Trees
Iconoclast5
Enthusiasm00@
2undoreboot.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Love Is Teaching Kids Not To Play In The Street
Brown and white hands held,
Chocolate milk at the beach,
A possible stroll.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Cockroaches No Longer Compromise My Veins
Under the Sun
Necessary enemies
Sizzle from light.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Crossing The Street Quickly While Standing Still On A Hill
Jane Doe was here
Frozen fruit melts in my groceries
Without knowing
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Metamorphosis Of A Plastique Marionnette
Diablo’s dungeon
Night befriends the sun’s scars
Queen takes pawn to clear dusk
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The Funniest Joke I Never Heard
Knock, knock
Who’s there?
Lemmings
Lemmings who?
“If life gives you lemmings, make lemmingade,” answered
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The tao that can be told is not the true tao. Correction. The tao that can be sold is not the true tao. OR The tao that
cannot be sold is the true tao.
Make your choice.
Editor's note: December 18, 2009, I have been having problems with hackers (yes, the same ones that attacked my 2006 MySpace
page) so please realize that any writing or design on my pages might have been "improved"). The hackers - at least
the ones I know about have a recognizably overly sleazy sense of humour that is similar to mine except often insulting to
an individual or group and laughing at violence or misfortune. The slipped naked in the bathtub videos are a good example)




I likely won't be changing or updating my web page much because combating hackers is not conducive to writing (or writing
anything but "I hate hackers!"


I am writing a book, OATH, using the U.S Constitution, The Universal Decleration of Human Rights, , the Magna Carta,,
UN convention on the Prevention and Punishment of the crime of Genocide as "architectural" structure. Inspiration
from semi-regularly chosen painters and writers through-out history as bass and drums. A random word as guiding alto saxophone.
meditational discoveries on back-up vocals. Production of my next performance on lead microphone (aka story line).


I figure I better hurry up and write *something* since certain parties hate me, my writing, my family, my cute little
service dog and anyone who has a friendly manner and walks within 10 feet of me.


The writing is going *very* slowly as I have been taking the time to research several historical influences (which so
far I had not known or thought of as direct influences before choosing them at random).


No one will believe me, but Alexander Pope's quote really was the first passage I opened my book of authors to.


Words are like Leaves; and where they most abound,
Much Fruit of Sense beneath is rarely found.
...
But
true Expression, like th' unchanging Sun,
Clears, and improves whate'er it shines upon,
It gilds all Objects,
but it alters none.
Alexander Pope (21 May 1688 – 30 May 1744) English poet,
An Essay on Criticism
a flowering of guarded freedoms
it is such a relief
to rest
in the midday
with caution
out,
for a few hours.
of my prison protection:
showing emotion
Education about as well as Prevention of Forced Human Trafficking (with an emphasis on healing as well as surviving child
sex trafficking and child abuse) through writing, reading, dancing, typing and creativity (I'll likely change the name when
I'm not about to lose my temper)
because you had to go out on the balcony (please stay with the original variances in font type aswellas size)
turned back on stage
Ethelbert sets a small bird
Outside for air. Choose.
Sunday, October 26th, 2008
ASAP assistance please however these needless emergencies are annoyingly superficial!
note: Please be aware of prisoners, elderly disabled children and people in protected custody and anyone using the word
of the day 'flowering' might be forced outdoors!
it is freezing here in Portland Oregon
and at times a Mom/mom will remind me what the child abusers would do if given the chance will disguised as my Mom
it is freezing here in Portland Oregon
note: Please be aware of prisoners, elderly disabled children and people in protected custody and anyone using the word
of the day 'flowering' might be forced outdoors!
I said outloud to mock the sex predictors when locking doors:
one lock
two lock
three lock
four
all sexual predators stay outdoors
(OR a slight variation)
~~~
Daily Task
Daily Task
~urine DNA confirmation
listen 24 aswellas self noteid
(twenty ~ seven blank spaces) calling a twenty ~ four hour effovrt to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting
~urine listen 24 aswellas self noteid
(twenty ~ seven blank spaces) calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting: lesbians,
aswellas lesbian's property.
(twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting:
women aswellas girls with severe and permanent disabilities, aswellas disabled women and girls's property...
¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ in particular, calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators
targeting: my Mom. my Mom is a woman. my Mom is over seventy years old. she has injuries and disabilities due to torture.
torture is illegal in every country. ¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually
violent perpetrators targeting: my older sister ¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to
target sexually violent perpetrators targeting: me, I am a lesbian, aswellas a disabled woman ¥
¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting:
anyone that my Mom, my older sister or I have interacted with in the past or will interact with in the next twenty ~ four
hours. ¥
(twenty ~ seven blank spaces) calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting: writers
(specifically with ink pen and paper as a focal point) to express thoughts, feelings and experiences or to record factual
time and place events. ¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥
¥. (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting:
anyone who believes I, aswellas any other woman artist or woman stage performer, should practice her God ~ given aswellas
legal rights. ¥
¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting
anyone aware of the First Amendment to the United
States Constitution aswellas the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and insistent about: freedom of speech (aswellas
expression), freedom of press (aswellas all media), freedom to petition their Government, freedom of religion aswellas freedom
of peaceful assembly, for themselves aswellas others. ¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥
calling a twenty ~ four hour effort to target sexual harassment ¥ (twenty ~ seven blank spaces) ¥ calling a twenty ~
four hour effort to target sexually violent perpetrators targeting ¥
a genuine tooth amid the puzzle pieces
(an average child with disabilities/work out drink tango dance mix)
041719661977198620012006201120116081
a short life
centuries tradition
nuclear exploitation ♿️
the violets:
the Chernobyl children grow up anyway and are unashamed to be themselves
hidden violets
usually I never keep secrets
however
just in case you might want them
I am hiding a bouquet of violets for you.
even I do not know where
or what shade they are
purple? violet? red violet? rose?
they are for you and no one else
I am trying very hard not to mention them because I don't want to look like I care because then they might be taken away
and daily life would hurt more than it does now
(oh ~ oh, I just gave away my bouquet idea!)
in my mind
my bouquet is mostly redviolet
and maybe
you will think of me
and try not to be afraid
because at times in my life
I have hurt and suffered
and found a way
to pass on
a
bouquet
of
violets
my homeland is gone
while looking for my true homeland
my homeland disappeared
surrounded with sanctimonious sweet tooth
there is little escape
from viewing gone
BBC - Ouch! (disability) - Features - Desirability: Julia's body
BBC - Ouch! (disability) - Features - Desirability: Julia's body
green seatbelt murder
(I like the way you walk I like the way you talk; its in the way you wear your hat writing multi media dance mix)
the great investigation into my 1977 highway pile up is nothing but turned into a farce
"but they didn't tell us they had missing children in the back room Dolphin!"
zooming in paratransit with a slippery seat and slidey pants
the sunflower seeds a top the hot sauce
the kitchen hand soap hidden
so erasing the smell of a cup of urine poured is harder
they were expecting
green seatbelt murder
right in front of your face
almost
sanctimonious sanctuary
today's drink
never enough
with wine vodka champagne beer and whiskey
9665 days ago
sanctimonious sanctuary
on board abuse
requires modest patience
and a woman's sentimentality
marrow deep
sanctimonious sanctuary more
prayer: all Americans donate blood, organs or/and whatever international aid is needed
as individuals making up a country
we replace what we have taken away
a penny a dollar go a long way ♿️
hypocrites teeth are the sweet lies of sleaze
a sanctimonious tooth is discovered
in greed's mouth
sanctimonious sonar sex
(short version)
studies show that young adults dance and have sex and other uses of the American taxpayer dollar
sanctimonious sonar sex more


studies show that young adults dance and have sex


other uses of the American taxpayer dollar are abuse of nuclear chemicals in competition to define the phrase 'sweet tooth'


because of misuse of funding, lack of expertise and willing participants, a door locking training program has been initiated


local police are being asked not to use extreme force or draw weapons while learning to count to four ( as in four locks
on doors leading to the outside at night)


patience and compassion have been required on a city and State level while Oregon citizens contemplate and consider the
differences in male and female in both humans aswellas dogs


funding has been set aside for an interactive community discussion about the legality of people with disabilities to use
sarcasm and political parody


however the escalating violence has prevented further research beyond preliminary evidence that middle aged sanctimonious
asswipes resent aging and women's sentimentality studies show that young adults dance and have sex
perceiving a river
the saddest thing about a woeful existence is forgetting if you go outside and watch life's river, eventually you'll realize
just how happy you really are.
then
find a way to sense water flows over around rocks
without stopping
to worry
about
why
there
are
so
many
rocks
in
the
river
poem
literary puzzle piece
as sanctimonious as the word 'literary' sounds
the existence of all things bookish
create sweet determinations
to find a genuine tooth
amid the puzzle pieces
child defending child
pauses to feel helpless are too long
a race to the goal
a goal
a goal
a goal
hurry up when the goal is relief for the woeful!
service's hue
humility
children deserve to be children
I have seen slow moving pastels in the sky
every day
is looking at the sky and breathing deeply enough?
answer: vital recognitions
rock your word class
Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution
rights)
class one:
poem (edited version)
elementary escape ♿️
religion:
church:
God:
all three different
as a child, I got out from school early on Wednesdays to go to Bible study.
as skeptical as I am about organized religion,
the truth is I had a great time memorizing Bible verses
singing songs
being away from the classroom
and believing I was all grown up!
I even asked Jesus into my heart without discussing the matter with my parents, teachers at school or adults at the Unitarian
Church where my family attended almost every Sunday.
To me: getting out of school early to sing as loud as I wanted, God and Jesus and the Bible and grown ~ ups being interested
in what I thought about after reading were all puzzle pieces that couldn't be separated.
on August 17, 1977, at the age of eleven, I, with my grandfather and older brother, was in a highway pileup.
I went into a coma for 21 days and had a near death experience from which my venture with God is deeply rooted in my physicality
(body's memory).
since I survived with numerous physical injuries, I stayed in hospitals for about two years before returning to school
in a wheelchair.
during those two years I experienced and witnessed the best and worst of grace and cruelty that the human species has
to offer.
however, it wasn't until young adulthood that I dreamt about a biblical angel with wings and a recompensing sword.
my angel said: 'never do anything you're ashamed of': guidance which has never let me down
post ~ coma: religion:
post ~ coma: church:
post ~ coma: God:
all different:
all God:
Hell is hesitating to listen to curses about not knowing what physicality is, as if arrogance is more important than finding
similarities
Heaven is shared emotional depth
Heaven or Hell on Earth is parallel to Heaven or Hell anywhere in the Cosmos:
God is true love (lower case letters important)
Julie Jeanette Trahan (Dolphin)
sent from my iPhone
class two:
question a:
sustainable conditions (a poem about God)
how can I be separate if in a mystery you created me?
a sperm and an egg:
a Mom and a Dad:
a Heaven above and a Heaven below and a Hellish Heaven on Earth
if God is life then God created life: God is life ~ affirming:
my opinion and either broaden your opinion about God or crawl back into your hell
question b:
sanctimonious sanctuary
today's drink
never enough
with wine vodka champagne beer and whiskey
9665 days ago
sanctimonious sanctuary
on board abuse
requires modest patience
and a woman's sentimentality
marrow deep
in April 1966, I was a somewhat wild twenty year old student doing what I wanted in my own style. I didn't put up with
any criticism and I despised being told, or even hearing an implication of what I Should do. I had survived a life threatening
highway truck 'n' car collision and after working my way out of a wheelchair (several times) , I found a way to go to College
and keep up with the no injured classes.
then I read about the Chernobyl disaster in the Ukraine and what happened to the victims and what happened to the survivors
and I fell apart inside. I wanted people to have recovery like I recovered; those that weren't expected to live in addition
to surviving would be healthy and mobile enough to rebuild their families and communities (a point where my current life is
stuck, however not for lack of trying)
I didn't have anyone to talk to about what to do because I didn't discuss my injuries and such with my College friends
and my family was at home thousands of miles away.
So I wrote a letter saying I understood physically hurting without any guarantees, and that I wanted to donate my bone
marrow to help alleviate the suffering of the radiation survivors.
I received a reply to my letter thanking me. and to this day I laugh because I realize personality wise I likely appear
self centered and extremely rude; and I am
however I know the best way to get through any kind of hurt is to be compassionate to others physically hurting: and it
doesn't matter if lots of people know about it or if it makes me popular.
my interpretation of the word God is to continue my own path of faith and to suggest that those around me follow in suit:
sanctimonious sanctuary more
prayer: all Americans donate blood, organs or/and whatever international aid is needed
as individuals making up a country
we replace what we have taken away
have you seen these missing poems?
(note for class: in the title, poems refers to missing or exploited children or adults or/and censored writings/books/works
of art/media)
a. few minutes would have made a difference
have you seen these missing poems?
note: washed hair in kitchen sink ; identification in ground floor bathroom. ¥. a few cigarettes
swept outside
a fish sees the ground she walks on
here is the sound of my voice
identification in ground floor bathroom
note: feces identification in ground floor bathroom
Daily Task
~~~
I am studying to become a Private Investigator. My licensing is quite a long haul however I feel certain events and ways
of being have an intentional quality of God focus: war crimes trials, United Nation Conventions and the Universal Declaration
of Human Rights and policies that don't mention God are seen as a part of God* even slightly however with Jesus's Sermon on
the Mount in mind, daily actions are a manifestation of divinity (my below poem is from a series however even out of context
it is a meditation: leaves as a human life):
the physicality of leaves (The Nuremberg Trials)
why are you waiting until after the harm has been done?
why are you lurking and waiting to crack the musical CD cover
picture: a babies tiny hand in her Mother's large hand
is it extortion?
your self ~ centered desire to own a Hawaiian condo?
would you cut off a babies hand
in order to justify your aggressive war?
allowing a cruel niece to hire stupid cops
is indeed "our leaders" forcing us
with tiny hands
to bear the burden
as history repeats
it
question c:
hazardous conditions
(qualities of God: I am: if I am reincarnated as human I want to be reincarnated as a rock 'n' roll band; if reincarnated
as a different species, please sign me up for either a dog or a dolphin if you happen to be talking to God and the discussion
has an uncomfortable silence)
currently, I am happy being a force of Nature
because God is Nature and Nature is God
within these hazardous conditions
long ago, I fell completely madly seriously in love with a woman who I regarded as a living Saint.
not only was I passionately in love with her, she possessed some qualities I attempted to emulate (such as the ability
to make whatever she wanted manifest)
and she admired Mother Teresa; and after finding out about Mother Teresa and her work and legacies, I also admire Mother
Teresa.
God is compassionate and I am trying to learn to be compassionate.
God is silent perseverance and I am trying to learn to be silent perseverance
God is roaring perseverance and I am trying to learn to be roaring perseverance
God is an absence of complications and I am trying to learn to be an absence of complications
God is determined rather than predetermined
added after meditations/thinking about abuses of words and concepts:
God is breath: I try to be breath
~~~
*thoughts on abuse of God, Law, Scripture and the written word from question b:
when I reflect on the words of the United States Constitution, the American's with Disabilities Act, the United Nation's
Conventions aswellas the Geneva Conventions, I feel like cheering, singing and dancing with urgent exultation!
much the way I feel when hearing old fashioned Gospel or even my favorite pop or rock songs
Lol! I have always been extremely nerdy!
I realized the word God is in the US Constitution and freedom of belief/to believe is protected in International law however,
with so many different religions with Holy Books that don't translate when taken away from their contexts, I needed to explain,
at least to myself, a center point: breathing!
With all the ways of embodying faith, I occasionally feel God save me from your followers so . . . and I choose the word
try because of the daily application in both human and Divine law:
God is breath: I try to be breath
flowering your ideas♿️
(with lyrics samples from the Universal Declaration of Human Rights)
discussion grows discussion: 'whereas . . . human beings shall enjoy freedom of speech and belief and freedom from fear
and want' while eating free pie:
if I could only photo synthesis, maybe then I could turn carbon dioxide into oxygen as Gods and Prophets have accomplished
miraclerock your word class
Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution
rights)
class one:
poem (edited version)
elementary escape ♿️
religion:
church:
God:
all three different
as a child, I got out from school early on Wednesdays to go to Bible study.
as skeptical as I am about organized religion,
the truth is I had a great time memorizing Bible verses
singing songs
being away from the classroom
and believing I was all grown up!
I even asked Jesus into my heart without discussing the matter with my parents, teachers at school or adults at the Unitarian
Church where my family attended almost every Sunday.
To me: getting out of school early to sing as loud as I wanted, God and Jesus and the Bible and grown ~ ups being interested
in what I thought about after reading were all puzzle pieces that couldn't be separated.
on August 17, 1977, at the age of eleven, I, with my grandfather and older brother, was in a highway pileup.
I went into a coma for 21 days and had a near death experience from which my venture with God is deeply rooted in my physicality
(body's memory).
since I survived with numerous physical injuries, I stayed in hospitals for about two years before returning to school
in a wheelchair.
during those two years I experienced and witnessed the best and worst of grace and cruelty that the human species has
to offer.
however, it wasn't until young adulthood that I dreamt about a biblical angel with wings and a recompensing sword.
my angel said: 'never do anything you're ashamed of': guidance which has never let me down
post ~ coma: religion:
post ~ coma: church:
post ~ coma: God:
all different:
all God:
Hell is hesitating to listen to curses about not knowing what physicality is, as if arrogance is more important than finding
similarities
Heaven is shared emotional depth
Heaven or Hell on Earth is parallel to Heaven or Hell anywhere in the Cosmos:
God is true love (lower case letters important)
Julie Jeanette Trahan (Dolphin)
sent from my iPhone
class two:
question a:
sustainable conditions (a poem about God)
how can I be separate if in a mystery you created me?
a sperm and an egg:
a Mom and a Dad:
a Heaven above and a Heaven below and a Hellish Heaven on Earth
if God is life then God created life: God is life ~ affirming:
my opinion and either broaden your opinion about God or crawl back into your hell
question b:
sanctimonious sanctuary
today's drink
never enough
with wine vodka champagne beer and whiskey
9665 days ago
sanctimonious sanctuary
on board abuse
requires modest patience
and a woman's sentimentality
marrow deep
in April 1966, I was a somewhat wild twenty year old student doing what I wanted in my own style. I didn't put up with
any criticism and I despised being told, or even hearing an implication of what I Should do. I had survived a life threatening
highway truck 'n' car collision and after working my way out of a wheelchair (several times) , I found a way to go to College
and keep up with the no injured classes.
then I read about the Chernobyl disaster in the Ukraine and what happened to the victims and what happened to the survivors
and I fell apart inside. I wanted people to have recovery like I recovered; those that weren't expected to live in addition
to surviving would be healthy and mobile enough to rebuild their families and communities (a point where my current life is
stuck, however not for lack of trying)
I didn't have anyone to talk to about what to do because I didn't discuss my injuries and such with my College friends
and my family was at home thousands of miles away.
So I wrote a letter saying I understood physically hurting without any guarantees, and that I wanted to donate my bone
marrow to help alleviate the suffering of the radiation survivors.
I received a reply to my letter thanking me. and to this day I laugh because I realize personality wise I likely appear
self centered and extremely rude; and I am
however I know the best way to get through any kind of hurt is to be compassionate to others physically hurting: and it
doesn't matter if lots of people know about it or if it makes me popular.
my interpretation of the word God is to continue my own path of faith and to suggest that those around me follow in suit:
sanctimonious sanctuary more
prayer: all Americans donate blood, organs or/and whatever international aid is needed
as individuals making up a country
we replace what we have taken away
have you seen these missing poems?
(note for class: in the title, poems refers to missing or exploited children or adults or/and censored writings/books/works
of art/media)
a. few minutes would have made a difference
have you seen these missing poems?
note: washed hair in kitchen sink ; identification in ground floor bathroom. ¥. a few cigarettes
swept outside
a fish sees the ground she walks on
here is the sound of my voice
identification in ground floor bathroom
note: feces identification in ground floor bathroom
Daily Task
~~~
I am studying to become a Private Investigator. My licensing is quite a long haul however I feel certain events and ways
of being have an intentional quality of God focus: war crimes trials, United Nation Conventions and the Universal Declaration
of Human Rights and policies that don't mention God are seen as a part of God* even slightly however with Jesus's Sermon on
the Mount in mind, daily actions are a manifestation of divinity (my below poem is from a series however even out of context
it is a meditation: leaves as a human life):
the physicality of leaves (The Nuremberg Trials)
why are you waiting until after the harm has been done?
why are you lurking and waiting to crack the musical CD cover
picture: a babies tiny hand in her Mother's large hand
is it extortion?
your self ~ centered desire to own a Hawaiian condo?
would you cut off a babies hand
in order to justify your aggressive war?
allowing a cruel niece to hire stupid cops
is indeed "our leaders" forcing us
with tiny hands
to bear the burden
as history repeats
it
question c:
hazardous conditions
(qualities of God: I am: if I am reincarnated as human I want to be reincarnated as a rock 'n' roll band; if reincarnated
as a different species, please sign me up for either a dog or a dolphin if you happen to be talking to God and the discussion
has an uncomfortable silence)
currently, I am happy being a force of Nature
because God is Nature and Nature is God
within these hazardous conditions
long ago, I fell completely madly seriously in love with a woman who I regarded as a living Saint.
not only was I passionately in love with her, she possessed some qualities I attempted to emulate (such as the ability
to make whatever she wanted manifest)
and she admired Mother Teresa; and after finding out about Mother Teresa and her work and legacies, I also admire Mother
Teresa.
God is compassionate and I am trying to learn to be compassionate.
God is silent perseverance and I am trying to learn to be silent perseverance
God is roaring perseverance and I am trying to learn to be roaring perseverance
God is an absence of complications and I am trying to learn to be an absence of complications
God is determined rather than predetermined
added after meditations/thinking about abuses of words and concepts:
God is breath: I try to be breath
~~~
*thoughts on abuse of God, Law, Scripture and the written word from question b:
when I reflect on the words of the United States Constitution, the American's with Disabilities Act, the United Nation's
Conventions aswellas the Geneva Conventions, I feel like cheering, singing and dancing with urgent exultation!
much the way I feel when hearing old fashioned Gospel or even my favorite pop or rock songs
Lol! I have always been extremely nerdy!
I realized the word God is in the US Constitution and freedom of belief/to believe is protected in International law however,
with so many different religions with Holy Books that don't translate when taken away from their contexts, I needed to explain,
at least to myself, a center point: breathing!
With all the ways of embodying faith, I occasionally feel God save me from your followers so . . . and I choose the word
try because of the daily application in both human and Divine law:
God is breath: I try to be breath
flowering your ideas♿️
(with lyrics samples from the Universal Declaration of Human Rights)
discussion grows discussion: 'whereas . . . human beings shall enjoy freedom of speech and belief and freedom from fear
and want' while eating free pie:
if I could only photo synthesis, maybe then I could turn carbon dioxide into oxygen as Gods and Prophets have accomplished
miracles with water
however Gods are in many different forms and as I understand both oxygen and carbon dioxide to be parts of God: my God
is miracles and Miracles and can do and can't do and flowing conversation and weeping alone after banned
however, the importance/luxury of discussion about God is easy to forget when running out of oxygens with water
however Gods are in many different forms and as I understand both oxygen and carbon dioxide to be parts of God: my God
is miracles and Miracles and can do and can't do and flowing conversation and weeping alone after banned
however, the importance/luxury of discussion about God is easy to forget when running out of oxygen
note: hurried note to FBI via their Website WEB form because I need to purchase tickets before they sell out
Dear FBI,
my Mom is not safe if I go to an Iggy Pop concert
going to ask her to pay foyer two tickets
might not go
todo sin poor test trash. was in my locked bag
~~~
note: typos explained:
Dear FBI,
my Mom is not safe if I go to an Iggy Pop concert here in Portland Oregon; his song is the soundtrack to the dance in
Julia's Body: the BBC documentary: performed by the dance troupe: Julia's Body
I don't know him or want to play celebrity, however it is important to me
and yes, of course I remember his concert on DVD I purchased while living in Seattle at 920 North 34th Street Apartment
22 Saint James Tower
going to ask her to pay for two tickets meaning purchase as I am having ATM difficulties
might not go to Iggy Pop's concert; would have to figure out worry or harm done on day/night of
put toxins in blood test trash, they were in my locked bag
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captioner... ClearCaptions call started at Mar 14, 2016, 7:59:57 PM
note: called ticket outlet
ClearCaptions call ended at Mar 14, 2016, 8:01:26 PM
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ASAP ���� warning: I purchased two tickets to Iggy Pop with Mom's credit card;
mom in basement; I turned off OPB fund drive so quiet here; the ticket price is below $200 however seems to have risen since
I called this morning; Girlie dogs stomach is growling so loud suddenly it sounds painful
poetic conditions
poetic conditions are such appearances poetry can only be poetry when written to please: is this true? well as a woman
with a love for particular words: yes. certain poems have certain conditions: an ode is not a sonnet is not a haiku and
epic poems are dissimilar to aswellas//// ~~~ mid punctuated attempts integration:
poets have died because of their love of words and ability to recite or print what is often misinterpreted in a Rorschach
type way (sociopaths will be sociopaths at least until they are stopped)
so a poem can indeed be created when the poet is physically stressed and doesn't have popular approval
another poem about my pelvic reconstruction surgery
it is fun to say outloud: P R S
my dog's stomach is growling so loud it hurts to hear:
my pelvic reconstruction surgery was years ago
and has held
and hold's
so how could I allow a tiny dog to suffer these conditions after such grace
was awarded to
my scars
hiya all,
I'm a bit embarrassed about having to ask in such an impersonal way however I don't know anyone in Portland who would
even slightly enjoy Iggy Pop's music!
anyway, I have a companion ticket to his concert this month and don't have anyone to go with.
I hardly ever go out: his music is incredibly important to me!
his song, Girls of New York is the soundtrack to the dance in Julia's Body: the BBC documentary: performed by the dance
troupe: Julia's Body (I'm Julia the choreographer of the piece and performer using the name my parents gave me for privacy
and to avoid off stage drama!)
2002 and censored for the most part geez . . .
I don't know Iggy Pop and I am super embarrassed to play celebrity, however if there is anyone who is familiar with portable
equipment and wants to ask for an interview, contact me and I could put my infamous not ~ so ~ famous fame in the picture
if it helps
Warm regards,
Julie (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
sent from my iPhone
an overcast sky
there are conditions
shaping
even an overcast sky
and if it is true:
about the law of wisdom in a human heart: then where
is the wisdom in the heart
of an overcast sky?
parallel?
opposing?
poem alert needed please
conditions oddly specific
as odd as it may seem if I had a specific supernatural phenomena gift I could grant to history I would change the fates
of Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk:
there are so many people in the world currently: and the number multiplies enormously when past generations are included:
and perhaps specific supernatural phenomena gifts aren't wise to even if they became possible to do: anyway looking back
at the past, I admire Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk for their ability to communicate what went into their music with
their music
And I want them to be world famous simply because they disseminate the importance of expression while expressing!
thankfully both Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk have been internationally famous musicians for quite a while!
And I didn't do a thing And I don't have to do a thing
And I am very relieved because I do not know how to do a specific supernatural phenomena gift as is
And I am actually incredibly relieved about being able to listen to the music of Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk
hazardous conditions
(qualities of God: I am: if I am reincarnated as human I want to be reincarnated as a rock 'n' roll band; if reincarnated
as a different species, please sign me up for either a dog or a dolphin if you happen to be talking to God and the discussion
has an uncomfortable silence)
currently, I am happy being a force of Nature
because God is Nature and Nature is God
within these hazardous conditions
long ago, I fell completely madly seriously in love with a woman who I regarded as a living Saint.
not only was I passionately in love with her, she possessed some qualities I attempted to emulate (such as the ability
to make whatever she wanted manifest)
and she admired Mother Teresa; and after finding out about Mother Teresa and her work and legacies, I also admire Mother
Teresa.
God is compassionate and I am trying to learn to be compassionate.
God is silent perseverance and I am trying to learn to be silent perseverance
God is roaring perseverance and I am trying to learn to be roaring perseverance
God is an absence of complications and I am trying to learn to be an absence of complications
God is determined rather than predetermined
Dear _________,
I am living in Portland Oregon and am wondering if grant award money can be used for travel expenses and lodging or only
for the on stage project itself.
I am also wanting to make a short film about me traveling (with disabilities and a large wheeled walker and a cute terrier
chihuahua service dog) narrating, 'going down the ramp, up the curb cut Americans With Disabilities act . . .'
or make documentation of my travels as part of my presented project?
also, I would like to propose to do an artist book alongside a performance piece. Would Franklin Furnace have any printing
or copying facilities?
Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
ps. the cc addresses are mostly my own email and
phone numbers or there to ward off stalkers: I cc or bcc all my emails this way and it's not meant to intrude: so feel
free to reply or reply all
elementary deductions��
air
dirt
water
fire
the elemental four required:
elementary deductions would suggest life is as simple as counting to four:
however flowering
requires much more
mixed metaphors♿️
(or why there is a balance of power in a democratic country with supposedly polite table manners)
flowering lights
booming in the distance
with a slowly rising
starships up above
if there is intelligent life
elsewhere in the Universe
are they aliens?
or friends?
friendly aliens?
perhaps the human race is the neighbors just moving in and and we're so uptight we can't recognize a welcoming hospitable
casserole even when it's placed on the front porch
shoe shine Universal with a glittery background!
~~~
ASAP ���� warning :
I am watching television during day so copafeelcops must be having tantrum
ASAP ���� warning :
however since
I am watching television during day and copafeelcops must be having tantrum
~~~
note: left my cancelled ATM card usual bold coffee wrapper DNA plus note bar codes/ DNA plus wrapped in three napkins
on my plate at free pie breakfast
maturing on video
to be able to watch the blooming of an iris
and the flowering of an empty lot
growing up on video
months spanned in minutes
is to be technically connected
turn back
adrenaline after a 24 hour workout
and children are tiny
go back
flowering in memories
it is freezing here in Portland Oregon
note: Please be aware of prisoners, elderly disabled children and people in protected custody and anyone using the word
of the day 'flowering' might be forced outdoors!
I said outloud to mock the sex predictors when locking doors:
one lock
two lock
three lock
four
all sexual predators stay outdoors
(OR a slight variation)
because you had to go out on the balcony (please stay with the original variances in font type aswellas size)
turned back on stage
Ethelbert sets a small bird
Outside for air. Choose.
Sunday, October 26th, 2008
a seed flowering in a dish
* (or why I left my nonusable ATM card in my pie plate at breakfast)
a tiny seed in the beginning
births ideas and intentions and thoughts and emotions
and it is easy to spread lies
in the face of the humiliated
so I have asked: what about truth?
how do you catch people's attention
long enough to ask them to think
about money and food?
how do you catch people's attention
long enough to ask them to think
about money, food, time and family?
how much would you pay to spend two hours
talking to your Mom
never knowing
~~~
a genuine tooth amid the puzzle pieces
(an average child with disabilities/work out drink tango dance mix)
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a short life
centuries tradition
nuclear exploitation ♿️
the violets:
the Chernobyl children grow up anyway and are unashamed to be themselves
hidden violets
usually I never keep secrets
however
just in case you might want them
I am hiding a bouquet of violets for you.
even I do not know where
or what shade they are
purple? violet? red violet? rose?
they are for you and no one else
I am trying very hard not to mention them because I don't want to look like I care because then they might be taken away
and daily life would hurt more than it does now
(oh ~ oh, I just gave away my bouquet idea!)
in my mind
my bouquet is mostly redviolet
and maybe
you will think of me
and try not to be afraid
because at times in my life
I have hurt and suffered
and found a way
to pass on
a
bouquet
of
violets
my homeland is gone
while looking for my true homeland
my homeland disappeared
surrounded with sanctimonious sweet tooth
there is little escape
from viewing gone
BBC - Ouch! (disability) - Features - Desirability: Julia's body
BBC - Ouch! (disability) - Features - Desirability: Julia's body
green seatbelt murder
(I like the way you walk I like the way you talk; its in the way you wear your hat writing multi media dance mix)
the great investigation into my 1977 highway pile up is nothing but turned into a farce
"but they didn't tell us they had missing children in the back room Dolphin!"
zooming in paratransit with a slippery seat and slidey pants
the sunflower seeds a top the hot sauce
the kitchen hand soap hidden
so erasing the smell of a cup of urine poured is harder
they were expecting
green seatbelt murder
right in front of your face
almost
sanctimonious sanctuary
today's drink
never enough
with wine vodka champagne beer and whiskey
9665 days ago
sanctimonious sanctuary
on board abuse
requires modest patience
and a woman's sentimentality
marrow deep
sanctimonious sanctuary more
prayer: all Americans donate blood, organs or/and whatever international aid is needed
as individuals making up a country
we replace what we have taken away
a penny a dollar go a long way ♿️
hypocrites teeth are the sweet lies of sleaze
a sanctimonious tooth is discovered
in greed's mouth
sanctimonious sonar sex
(short version)
studies show that young adults dance and have sex and other uses of the American taxpayer dollar
sanctimonious sonar sex more


studies show that young adults dance and have sex


other uses of the American taxpayer dollar are abuse of nuclear chemicals in competition to define the phrase 'sweet tooth'


because of misuse of funding, lack of expertise and willing participants, a door locking training program has been initiated


local police are being asked not to use extreme force or draw weapons while learning to count to four ( as in four locks
on doors leading to the outside at night)


patience and compassion have been required on a city and State level while Oregon citizens contemplate and consider the
differences in male and female in both humans aswellas dogs


funding has been set aside for an interactive community discussion about the legality of people with disabilities to use
sarcasm and political parody


however the escalating violence has prevented further research beyond preliminary evidence that middle aged sanctimonious
asswipes resent aging and women's sentimentality studies show that young adults dance and have sex
perceiving a river
the saddest thing about a woeful existence is forgetting if you go outside and watch life's river, eventually you'll realize
just how happy you really are.
then
find a way to sense water flows over around rocks
without stopping
to worry
about
why
there
are
so
many
rocks
in
the
river
poem
literary puzzle piece
as sanctimonious as the word 'literary' sounds
the existence of all things bookish
create sweet determinations
to find a genuine tooth
amid the puzzle pieces
child defending child
pauses to feel helpless are too long
a race to the goal
a goal
a goal
a goal
hurry up when the goal is relief for the woeful!
service's hue
humility
children deserve to be children
I have seen slow moving pastels in the sky
every day
is looking at the sky and breathing deeply enough?
answer: vital recognitions
note: hurried note to FBI via their Website WEB form because I need to purchase tickets before they sell out
Dear FBI,
my Mom is not safe if I go to an Iggy Pop concert adding editing on web page: there is time to make it perfectly safe
as I should not have to babysit or duffer asswipes cops etc
going to ask her to pay foyer two tickets
might not go
todo sin poor test trash. was in my locked bag
~~~
note: typos explained:
Dear FBI,
my Mom is not safe if I go to an Iggy Pop concert here in Portland Oregon; his song is the soundtrack to the dance in
Julia's Body: the BBC documentary: performed by the dance troupe: Julia's Body
Mom is not safe if I go to an Iggy Pop concert adding editing on web page: there is time to make it perfectly safe as
I should not have to babysit or duffer asswipes cops etc
I don't know him or want to play celebrity, however it is important to me
and yes, of course I remember his concert on DVD I purchased while living in Seattle at 920 North 34th Street Apartment
22 Saint James Tower
going to ask her to pay for two tickets meaning purchase as I am having ATM difficulties
might not go to Iggy Pop's concert; would have to figure out worry or harm done on day/night of
put toxins in blood test trash, they were in my locked bag
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ASAP ���� warning: I purchased two tickets to Iggy Pop ... Girlie dog's stomach
is growling so loud suddenly it sounds painful
poetic conditions
poetic conditions are such appearances poetry can only be poetry when written to please: is this true? well as a woman
with a love for particular words: yes. certain poems have certain conditions: an ode is not a sonnet is not a haiku and
epic poems are dissimilar to aswellas//// ~~~ mid punctuated attempts integration:
poets have died because of their love of words and ability to recite or print what is often misinterpreted in a Rorschach
type way (sociopaths will be sociopaths at least until they are stopped)
so a poem can indeed be created when the poet is physically stressed and doesn't have popular approval
another poem about my pelvic reconstruction surgery
it is fun to say outloud: P R S
my dog's stomach is growling so loud it hurts to hear:
my pelvic reconstruction surgery was years ago
and has held
and hold's
so how could I allow a tiny dog to suffer these conditions after such grace
was awarded to
my scars
hiya all,
I'm a bit embarrassed about having to ask in such an impersonal way however I don't know anyone in Portland who would
even slightly enjoy Iggy Pop's music!
anyway, I have a companion ticket to his concert this month and don't have anyone to go with.
I hardly ever go out: his music is incredibly important to me!
his song, Girls of New York is the soundtrack to the dance in Julia's Body: the BBC documentary: performed by the dance
troupe: Julia's Body (I'm Julia the choreographer of the piece and performer using the name my parents gave me for privacy
and to avoid off stage drama!)
2002 and censored for the most part geez . . .
I don't know Iggy Pop and I am super embarrassed to play celebrity, however if there is anyone who is familiar with portable
equipment and wants to ask for an interview, contact me and I could put my infamous not ~ so ~ famous fame in the picture
if it helps
Warm regards,
Julie (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
sent from my iPhone
an overcast sky
there are conditions
shaping
even an overcast sky
and if it is true:
about the law of wisdom in a human heart: then where
is the wisdom in the heart
of an overcast sky?
parallel?
opposing?
poem alert needed please
conditions oddly specific
as odd as it may seem if I had a specific supernatural phenomena gift I could grant to history I would change the fates
of Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk:
there are so many people in the world currently: and the number multiplies enormously when past generations are included:
and perhaps specific supernatural phenomena gifts aren't wise to even if they became possible to do: anyway looking back
at the past, I admire Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk for their ability to communicate what went into their music with
their music
And I want them to be world famous simply because they disseminate the importance of expression while expressing!
thankfully both Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk have been internationally famous musicians for quite a while!
And I didn't do a thing And I don't have to do a thing
And I am very relieved because I do not know how to do a specific supernatural phenomena gift as is
And I am actually incredibly relieved about being able to listen to the music of Billie Holiday and Thelonious Monk
hazardous conditions
(qualities of God: I am: if I am reincarnated as human I want to be reincarnated as a rock 'n' roll band; if reincarnated
as a different species, please sign me up for either a dog or a dolphin if you happen to be talking to God and the discussion
has an uncomfortable silence)
currently, I am happy being a force of Nature
because God is Nature and Nature is God
within these hazardous conditions
long ago, I fell completely madly seriously in love with a woman who I regarded as a living Saint.
not only was I passionately in love with her, she possessed some qualities I attempted to emulate (such as the ability
to make whatever she wanted manifest)
and she admired Mother Teresa; and after finding out about Mother Teresa and her work and legacies, I also admire Mother
Teresa.
God is compassionate and I am trying to learn to be compassionate.
God is silent perseverance and I am trying to learn to be silent perseverance
God is roaring perseverance and I am trying to learn to be roaring perseverance
God is an absence of complications and I am trying to learn to be an absence of complications
God is determined rather than predetermined
Dear _________,
I am living in Portland Oregon and am wondering if grant award money can be used for travel expenses and lodging or only
for the on stage project itself.
I am also wanting to make a short film about me traveling (with disabilities and a large wheeled walker and a cute terrier
chihuahua service dog) narrating, 'going down the ramp, up the curb cut Americans With Disabilities act . . .'
or make documentation of my travels as part of my presented project?
also, I would like to propose to do an artist book alongside a performance piece. Would Franklin Furnace have any printing
or copying facilities?
Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)
ps. the cc addresses are mostly my own email and
phone numbers or there to ward off stalkers: I cc or bcc all my emails this way and it's not meant to intrude: so feel
free to reply or reply all
elementary deductions��
air
dirt
water
fire
the elemental four required:
elementary deductions would suggest life is as simple as counting to four:
however flowering
requires much more
note: I left my found and canceled ATM card and usual bold coffee wrapper plus at free pie breakfast (as pictured): I
almost can't believe anyone surveiling us wouldn't be aware of when and where so. I will type in answer later today ������
flowering your ideas♿️
(with lyrics samples from the Universal Declaration of Human Rights)
discussion grows discussion: 'whereas . . . human beings shall enjoy freedom of speech and belief and freedom from fear
and want' while eating free pie:
if I could only photo synthesis, maybe then I could turn carbon dioxide into oxygen as Gods and Prophets have accomplished
miracles with water
however Gods are in many different forms and as I understand both oxygen and carbon dioxide to be parts of God: my God
is miracles and Miracles and can do and can't do and flowing conversation and weeping alone after banned
however, the importance/luxury of discussion about God is easy to forget when running out of oxygen
ASAP ���� warning
mixed metaphors♿️
(or why there is a balance of power in a democratic country with supposedly polite table manners)
flowering lights
booming in the distance
with a slowly rising
starships up above
if there is intelligent life
elsewhere in the Universe
are they aliens?
or friends?
friendly aliens?
perhaps the human race is the neighbors just moving in and and we're so uptight we can't recognize a welcoming hospitable
casserole even when it's placed on the front porch
shoe shine Universal with a glittery background!
athena.com
Staying Sane, Staying Calm; Poetry 2008
Amnesty International - stop violence against women
What you decipher is who you are.
censorship4.jpeg
Poems written since February 2008 to stay calm and sane: (Please take the anger and the word “hunt”
with a grain of salt)
Walk On- Stage [33]: Hiding my injuries so I can get in the back door
Uninitiated might
Maybe a different kind of love
Might land me safely
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Walk On- Stage [32]: a tidy king cares for the forgotten
6 hours daily work
Decades of elegant service
Back better than never
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
By the fingertips
Details unnoticed
Fingerprint of a spark. Birth.
Imprint of god friend
Monday, December 1, 2008
Nothing but the facts
My only friend ago
Ohio drag on stage agreed
Role model man
Monday, December 1, 2008
Walk On- Stage [31]: kissing over a fattening dog
Man in a golf cart
Eager to see crashes a post.
He has no lips
Monday, December 1, 2008
Americn’s are not X
If X = Where
Is My Country When I Need It?
Bruised face of allegiance
Sunday, November 30, 2008
The Fat Neighbor Above is Not Immoral
Typo, immortal; he
Heavy steps, heavy doom viscous
Weighting for heart
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Dying Alone
A dead child in the
A relief from accusation.
Car skid marks. Jane Doe.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Wild Horses: I Love You
Run ‘til you fly
Live ‘til you die. Break free.
Love a girl. Without doubt.
We.
Destroyed.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Nine
Changing of the guard
Pharisaical medicine
Not a crime now
Leaders are pleased
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Walk On- Stage [30]: Saint Smug Money Won’t Wear A Hula Skirt
Presidential Range
Mediocre Change Mountain
Show your scars. Bastard.
Double love.
You are the one to do it!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Walk On- Stage [29]: a cold soup of sorrel
Dangerous husband
Named after an angel, his wife
Was not the devil.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Walk On- Stage [28]: Why did Bambi’s brother cross the road?
A deer in the road
Crossing the yellow line does not
Get hit by a car
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Life In Storage (chained to a bed)
Inaccessibility
Saint Corruption, Ring in slow death
Mocking laughter
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Cadence of Silence
Metronome clock tick
Tock; Siren nymph sckreech; tap tap
Underneath noise Matthew speaks
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Walk On- Stage [27]: Kidnapped & Seduced Over A Dead Body
Extortion porn flicks
Reality cyber camera
Grotesque romance
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Eating Onions Like Apples
How would I know?
Genetic?
My Grandmother
Mom’s Mom
Culinary regards
She did that too
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Who Am I If…?
Antithesis of
Myself or DE coiled quoin
Of vantage. A.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Kid is Mine
Secrets withheld from.
Lucky half dollar coin in my pocket
Kick
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Walk On- Stage [26]: In Front Of The Entire Class
She made me say
“Take no prisoners”; escape
M.I.A. paradox
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Walk On- Stage [25]: a private conversation
Physical Evidence
Mississippi Missouri Rivers
Persuades
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Walk On- Stage [24.9]: No Word rhymes With Eternal Love
Opposite Archaic
Them, me, you, him, her, other
Round cycles beautiful
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Walk On- Stage [24.7]: No Word rhymes With Eternal Love
Exterminator
Orange canine teeth of lust
Eats hesitation
Monday, November 24, 2008
What Would You Do If Someone Told You They Planned To Kill You In The Next 30 Days And No One Else Seemed To Care? (Shooba-Booba-Do-Try-To-Dance-To-That
Mix)
those 2 months before my Dad died
skewered foes taste best
barbequed
the end the horror the beginning
a promise to serve in a red hat
a promise to serve no one
tested against the best
with one hand behind my back
with olive oil
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Walk On- Stage [23]: Dance ‘till you wake the dead
Ambulance Siren
Sound track. Show evil to the monkeys.
Clean your room and go.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Walk On- Stage [22]: Dance Every Dance like It’s Your Last
ar. Arrival of the Fittest
Like never before
Nevar alone
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Walk On- Stage [21]: Target practice in slow motion
not Why? try How?
Power radiates in between
Move from the center
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Walk On- Stage [20]: A love song of allusion for Dunkles Bier und ultra fetter Kaffee
Desires strength surprises
Absent angst doubt
Spilling leaves no stain
except bad poetry
Friday, November 21, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Eight
Cerberus’ favorite
Breakfast: blueberrynirvana. Desert: volatile samsara.
It’s only punk rock
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Walk On- Stage [19]: stagelight full moon
Two layers of steel
Courage in despair, despair in courage
High School.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Walk On- Stage [18]: 2,357,111,317,192,329,313 Jesters
Prime son today.
Today, youth ends. Kids begin.
Violent numbers.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Walk On- Stage [17]: deprived of Misery’s kiss
Said no to say yes
Heaven Hell Skies Earth open out
A dare erupts in
Monday, November 17, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Six
Why R people dumb?
Cruel? Human Stomphia
Absurd deuce adduce
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage [16]: smart smectic antidote to song grease
Surprise joke
Sit k tilted is stand K
Punchline: unexpected
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage [15]: historical qualified?
Purple flowers grow
Gardens re-stored without common mallow
Landscape
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage [14]: What about it?
3 x J
Demon unbound in dreams
Raw meat 1 edged sword
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Seven
Made available
By shattered glass cut throat
Shastra betrayal
Sheath/Unsheath/Sheath/Unsheath/
Endurance
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Walk On- Stage: City weighs stripping nudists
Be the difference.
Strength is history’s fabric
Separate the clothes.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Walk On- Stage: Shape With your words (Audre Lorde Dub Mix)
Blonde girl practices.
In Front of the mirror until
She hears herself.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Walk On- Stage: brunette Amazon 4-some with big tittles design bad faith t-shirts
Mirrors do not hide
Delusion inflicted
By a dirty toilet
November 11, 2008
Walk On- Stage: 75 Seconds remaining
A tall man champions
Illiteracy over
Sausage sandwiches
Monday, November 10, 2008
Walk On- Stage: stumble into sweet time
Sirens blaring hurt
The ears of a doe. A deer
Does not need a map.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Walk On- Stage: Zoom zoom in the red dirt
Take Earth in your hands
Dogs dance de loop – Dee – loop
Just to see if you can can-can
Friday, November 7, 2008
Walk On- Stage: rhinos, ugly hiki ni kitu kizuri
The rhino’s round wide eyes
Big ears, wrinkled nose unexpected
Old, cute, brave
Friday, November 7, 2008
Enough Lies: Flesh Is An Inviolable Flag
Gut stringed viol
Sonorous sound of truth
Torn notes rich in sound
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Walk On- Stage: because you know about blowing bubbles underwater
Counterfeit haters
Dolts crumble construction muse
Triangle form. Shag.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Walk On- Stage: trusting my parachute
Isometric faith
Everywhere and nowhere, heart gift
Unclose, unplug
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Walk On- Stage: Kanban Breaks Out Of History
Wade ripples push down
Dive in, on, through, over, up. Jump
Elusive whirlwind.
Monday, November 3, 2008
Walk On- Stage: don’t sell your mind
“I love you” is worth
Whatever means possible to write
In spite, because of
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Walk On- Stage: don’t kill your anger
Hard to be hated
Air guitar is the answer
Drown out the white noise
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Walk On- Stage: the beginning Oct 31, 2008
Night resurrection
Dancing statue of diamond
Dissent with tone
Friday, October 31, 2008
Please Do Not Pet The Working Dog
Stare Man gives shame to
Red jackets and red coats
Without apology.
October 31, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Five
A single moment
Almost done proofreading
Almost in the mail
Friday, October 31, 2008
Because you had to go out on the balcony
Turned back on stage
Ethelbert sets a small bird
Outside for air. Choose.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Four
Let care win my war
Shout Li’l Lulie, “no mistakes!”
Water washes faithfully
Sunday, October 26, 2008
My Scars Play Sexy Banjos
Blood tachometer
Free from dueling velocities
Unravel strings
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Three
Liberty’s fire fist
A violent precipice
Watch your back friend Sam
The Man upstairs is up late and he’s angry.
Friday, October 17, 2008
I Don’t Say Enough Good Things
Year after year aft…
The joke becomes angry,
The band gets missed
“Beautiful world”.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week Two
SOFT, SOFT, SOFT, soft, soft.
Quiet, without glare, without rot
To give someone hope
(ed note: font change is part of poem)
Friday, October 10, 2008
Proud To Be No One
Today’s sidewalk images:
A white man in a brown hat pursues human prey
A black man thrusts a baby like a bayonet
An Asian woman rushes at a child intending harm
A Latino man steels his eyes with hate
I am distinctly SR
Too unimportant to mis - punish anyone
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
A poem for Someone I’ll Never Know
I will never know you but “hello” any way.
First person
The ego
Volition
Wishes for utopia
Profess
Second person
Reverse
Stop
Without specification
A new way of looking
Saturday, October 4, 2008
[ed. Note: font change on purpose]
Wind in my veins and knots in my hair
Air resistance
unsymmetrical Aerodynamic
motion of objects,
the skin on my face feels.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
The Sound of Love is > 1220 km per hour/ 750 mi per hour at sea level
Step out, unfrozen
Umbrella man belching hate
A silly habit
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Weekly Letter to Ben Thaos: Week One
Hammering rusty nails
The man in the sweat soaked shirt,
Protects the cattle
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Little Red Riding Hood wins the house with a Five-high straight
Once upon a time
A cook in love rode a bicycle.
Scared off a wolf.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Crescent Moon (Original)
Already Ordered
A nervous handsome man waits in line
Shines
Crescent Moon (recovered document)
> symbol.
God is worshipped therein
Way of life > paper
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Dream Stealers Are The Only People Who Don’t Deserve A Poem
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ACCESS to snort
Friends of illiteracy
Vans of self – righteous Black Strangers and white Seahawks
Hateful City
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Walking on the Lane of Hate with out Friends
Paint thinner chemical
Smell passing truck rattles chains
Unsafe to care.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Sack of Sand in the Light of the Moon
2 shine sun dance wind
dog howls backward eye no c’est Sea
s’mores over fire camp
14 September 2008
[the day after “completing” the manuscript of Tao and the Art of Drowning]
One Drop of Water illuminated by the sun
Unnecessary
Take That
Can
Quote
No = No worries here
(Frida Kahlo Dance Version)
14 September 2008
One Drop of Water illuminated by the sun. A Lonely Young Unnecessary Woman Pretending To Be From New York Can’t
Take That Away From Me, Neither Can A Bitchy Middle Aged Blonde Woman With An Ear Mold Quote Cell Phone – No Matter
How Long She Loiters (Picasso Dub Version)
5 am night after night
year after year a life time. Sum.
Artists understand.
14 September 2008
How To Keep The Glass Clean With Quickly Reproducing Menacing Scummy Mildew During An Election Year After Being Mistaken
For A Piranha Despite Being A Neon Tetra Attacked By Hammerhead Sharks
Strange people throughout the day,
They star in their own movie on my cell phone camera
My private journal now filled with the time, date and cues for their entrances and exits
An intimidation game
Best played by those who never lose their cool
And never join in – stoop that low
How To Stop A Stalker? A good book – if something feels dangerous, it just might be
Discretion = Sanity & Survival
Thursday, September 11, 2008
The young boy in the baseball cap is counting his change twice. Let him count.
Morning waking thoughts
Will he have enough for a hot dog
From the cart?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
How Many Pennies Are In Nine Million Dollars?
Buried bones found
Si, too dangerous for your love
1 x 3 = Lot
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Kindness And Care Must Be Given To The Dead And To The Living
Fugitive Slave Act.
Nuremberg Laws; without conscience,
Dying Earth. Pay back.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Time 2 GO On A Skiing Trek With Moses Following The Northern Star To the Multan Library
Final whistle blows.
Ski poles on both sides. Steady
Stand atop the Alps
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Bring it on (twin brunette stanza stampede)
Got my rude dog gang
Heaven, Earth, Music, Grandparent’s blessings.
Gun without fear.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Anyone Can Have A Construction Worker Dangling Nooses Outside Their Front Window, But How You Deal With It Separates You
From The Politicians
Fall down laughing.
Rise up. Bring them with or leave them below
Amuse me.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
The Reason Reasonable Political Politicians Keep The P’or Poor
They’ll commit suicide eventally.
No allies attended that event
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Wa, Wa, WWAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! The State Of Mental Torture
Poems wasted. Never.
Persistent poetry.
Motion past Them.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Icarus takes a nap instead
On on
Raspberry full belly
Warm gun
On on
The lights are on,
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
More Than Cold Steel But Not My Dad
Good bye
.357 is more than .38
Hello hell.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
The Decision
Orchid underfoot
On the bank of the still pond
Crushed is not mine
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Elusive French Walrus Rorschach Test Candidate
Cat: bristly whiskers
Elephant: large tusks; old human
Wrinkled skin. Who are you?
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Extraordinary Movies On The River Bank
Happy man angry
Teen reads book, crying woman, thatch of reeds
Baby
Monday, August 25, 2008
Ugly Grinning Old Men That Force Themselves On Girly (my dog) Because They Can’t Help Themselves Are The Spit
In My Coffee
Some folks hate me because I hunt you down
Some folks hate me because they think I’m your friend
Either way:
A B C is what you give me.
& the dancers spread their tiny white infections all over the dance floor.
Haven’t I been molested enough?
Break it down.
1 2 3 4…and my immune system screams a perfect 8
August 22, 2008
Please Allow Me To Protect Myself
Recycled lady,
Vomit envy green fear city
Police fingerprint.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
…….the group’s show Sunday Afternoon in Mullen, Nebraska has not been canceled.
Sites seen every day,
Stolen pond water blessings,
Golden fields stretch on.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Chest – whole w/ bra on: 40”
Back - vertical: 19
Back – horizontal: 17
Don’t quit your job
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
No Substitute
Words. Words. Words. Words. Words.
What am I doing? Breathing.
Half Moon over the lake.
Monday, August 11, 2008
The Faces of The Dead Rich With Extra Time To Waste By Making Threats Will Atrophy According to The Elements of Nature
Unity Blessings
Their problems are solved. Life
is good when valued.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Send Them To Cry In Their Dark Closets
Defy humble sleep
Head held high, spine straight, knees up
Walk out the door. Repeat.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Blood Clots Hidden In Bed Pans
Knock, knock. Mid – night dread.
Patience’s tube pushed too hard
Black man in white sheets.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Eight Times Eternity
Forbidden red house
Athlete dangles on a string
Golden fire hope.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Sharing a turkey avocado sandwich with Violence and Evil on a hot summer day
One eye, one arm. Bang!
Confidence free from decay.
Full moon catalyst.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
The Three- Headed Cerberus Poem
The Coin Flip (part 1 of 3)
Knowing my war,
To be gentle is to win,
Peace in lieu of lies.
Change Happens (part 2 of 3)
No matter.
The swimmer hears, “save our water”
90% wanted.
Spazz Dancing in a $1000 Box (part 3 of 3)
Quick as an Angel
Light as the newly forgiven
Found; celebration of the forgotten.
(for Mia)
Thursday, July 17, 2008
The Skinny Red Head Is Secretly A Clog In The Liquid Soap But I Still Believe In Madronna Trees
Iconoclast5
Enthusiasm00@
2undoreboot.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Love Is Teaching Kids Not To Play In The Street
Brown and white hands held,
Chocolate milk at the beach,
A possible stroll.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Cockroaches No Longer Compromise My Veins
Under the Sun
Necessary enemies
Sizzle from light.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Crossing The Street Quickly While Standing Still On A Hill
Jane Doe was here
Frozen fruit melts in my groceries
Without knowing
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Metamorphosis Of A Plastique Marionnette
Diablo’s dungeon
Night befriends the sun’s scars
Queen takes pawn to clear dusk
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The Funniest Joke I Never Heard
Knock, knock
Who’s there?
Lemmings
Lemmings who?
“If life gives you lemmings, make lemmingade,” answered
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